Aug 1, 2020
There are easier days and there are harder days.
But I need to take my meds every day.
Or else I might just break down crying.
In the middle of practicing How to Save a Life.
Specifically on the line:
I lost a friend.
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Drops of Jupiter always makes me think of them.
I wonder if it ever makes them think of me.
I don't even know what I'd say to them.
I'd start with I'm sorry, and go from there.
Moving onto the realizations I've made over the past few years.
I don't know if it'd even matter.
But it's a nice thought, letting them know what happened.
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If only you had known me
Before the accident
For with that grand collision
Came a grave consequence.
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I'm sorry, Krys.
#personal#there's so much i wish i could say to them#so much I wish I could tell you#if you ever saw this#impossiblekrys#yes i know that account has been deactivated for like 5 years now#but#it still sits in my head#and i think about it often#i think about you often#i hope you're at least doing somewhat decently#but ideally even better than that#I'm so sorry#I've never stopped and probably won't for a long time
