I imagine that walking with Silco is one of the most consistent ways you enjoy each other's company.
I imagine that before every stroll, you both take the time to dress for the weather and chat about where you want to go, whether it's too windy for the seaside or too hot for the city, but you often end up going wherever the mood takes you.
I imagine that you're both quiet as you walk, but sometimes one of you will ask a question about the other's perspective on a big topic, or will bring up something that they've been putting off discussing, with the mundane worries of everyday life on pause for a while. Neither of you will worry about grocery lists or overdue paperwork on this walk. Instead, you take the time to enjoy the fresh air and the vastness of the world.
I imagine that if one of you sees something nice, they tell the other about it so you can both enjoy it. A bird's nest, a budding flower, the way the sun hits the branch of a tree.
I imagine that Silco would sometimes put a hand on your back to guide you whenever you have to cross a road or go through a sketchy part of town.
I imagine that he would bring an extra pair of gloves in case your hands get cold, and that he would hold your hand when you start looking tired or upset.
I imagine that when you get home, changing into more comfortable clothes, you both lie down for a while and either nap or talk. Talk about what you saw, talk about memories, talk about each other.
I imagine that these days are the happiest days for you two, and they always end with a good long sleep and a sense of peace.
After some intense thinking about Silco I'm very happy to update you with sleepy Silco headcanons!!!
- he showers every night and styles his hair every morning, so there's like an eight hour period each night where his hair isn't crunchy with product and that's it.
- favourite way to cuddle is with one arm wrapped around the other person, a relaxed way of showing him that he's there. He also sleeps on his stomach a lot (dead wife core).
- his red eye glows very faintly in the dark, which can either be soothing or terrifying (if you're here it's probably the former for you).
- his bedspread is simple but very comfortable. His mattress feels like a cloud and his blankets are perfectly full and cool, and his pillows are nice and fluffy. It helps with his insomnia and paranoia to have a light and airy bedspread, and since he can afford it, he picked everything out to make sleep as easy as possible (he may have bought some things in Piltover since no one in Zaun makes feather duvets or whatever. but he certainly wasn't happy to do so).
- he usually has a little smoke when he gets home, which is usually late at night, and at this point he does it less for the sensation and more because it's routine; it's a consistent action that subconsciously tells him that he can relax, that he's at home and can focus on himself.
- he's a light snorer when he's in the lighter sleep stages, and completely silent when he's in deep sleep. He also breathes so faintly in his sleep that it's sometimes hard to tell if he's breathing at all.
- he's a light sleeper, so he likes to keep his space as quiet and dim as possible.
- he doesn't move very much in his sleep. He might shift now and again, but otherwise he stays entirely limp.
- sometimes he'll come home drunk or exhausted, and on these days he'll just crash on the couch with a throw blanket, since he's tired enough to do so. His couch is also comfy, but a bit rougher, which actually feels perfect on some nights.
- he starts his mornings with coffee in the kitchen while he stares into space.
- this isn't exactly a sleep thing, but he has a favourite wine that he only ever drinks at home. It's a thick dark red wine made in Zaun that he always has a bottle of. (If you're a wine person he'll offer you some)
Thanks for reading, and genuinely thank you all for the support on here, I'm so happy to be part of this community of people who love Silco as much as I do :))
- Silco, of course, understands that trust is never easy, and that it cannot be forced. Although he often struggles to consider others' emotions and personal issues in the grand scheme of things, he's determined to show you that you're safe with him. That being said, he's a bit out of practice with relationships, so it takes some effort.
- he makes notes about what you like and don't like, he journals about you and your relationship as you get closer, and he tries not to be careless with your trust. He always asks before trying something you may not like, everything you tell him stays secret until you wish otherwise, and he always values your opinion more than anyone else's.
- most of this happens without being disclosed to you; he figures he doesn't need to tell you about what he's doing to consider you when you see it every day. You know that he isn't the type to play with someone's trust, but you don't realise the extent of it until a certain conversation with Sevika.
- after The Last Drop closes, you and Sevika stay up talking. At one point, you're about to tell a story about you and Silco, something funny that happened a week or so ago, but you stop and assume out loud that he's already told her. She scoffs and says, he hardly shares anything about you, so go ahead.
- it's not exactly like Silco is the type to endlessly talk about the people in his life, but part of you worries that you aren't as important to him as he is to you. You've been growing to trust him and see him as a close friend, but now that you know how little he talks about you, you're wondering if the feeling is mutual.
- he hosts you in his office, having paused his work to share a drink and a chat with you, and you bring up this insecurity. You explain that you thought you had grown close, and worry that you were wrong, or that you've made him uncomfortable in some way, and deep down, you're worrying that you're about to lose a friend.
- you can see immediately in his furrowed brow and confused glance to the side that your worries were completely wrong, and he reaffirms this with an explanation.
- I do talk about you, but I try to err on the side of caution, so as not to reveal something you'd rather keep hidden. I didn't want to betray your trust accidentally by sharing something you wanted to keep private. I never meant to make you feel insignificant. You are significant to me, more than you can possibly know.
- his care and assurance that day helped you forward more than you thought it would. He keeps this respect all through your relationship, even when he knows your trust in him is too strong to ever break. He wouldn't want to throw away something so hard won, he jokes, but you know he takes care of your trust because he loves you, because he knows how it feels to be betrayed by those you love, and he never wants you to feel that way with him.
Could you please write HCs for Silco when he's dating a cardiophile?
Thank you!
Yesss I can!! Thank you for the request, this was actually super fun to write about!
(A cardiophile is someone who loves hearts, pulses, and similar organs)
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- Silco has a slow and even heartbeat most of the time, around 50 BPM, but when he's stressed it goes up to around 85.
- he always lets you rest against his chest when he's working, and every time something freaks him out you can feel the change in his pulse. It becomes quick, heavy, and erratic, which makes it easy to discern from his usual heartrate.
- sometimes, you'll take your place in his lap and notice that his pulse is in this state; fast and unsteady. At first, you would try to soothe him, but you quickly learned that your presence alone could calm his heartrate.
- he starts learning more about hearts and the circulatory system after he meets you. He buys books about it and fills one of his notebooks with everything he learns, including sketches of the system, labelled diagrams, pulse points, BPMs; what they mean; and how to read them, so on and so forth.
- he shows you all the places you can feel his pulse, even allowing you to feel his neck. It's faint in most places, but you can really feel it on his wrist and his chest.
- you are the only one who can touch his neck, as long as you're gentle when you feel his pulse point. He knows it brings you comfort, so he has no problem with it. The knowledge that he's helping you makes it much less daunting.
- if you're having trouble sleeping, he'll rest your head against his chest and run his fingers through your hair until you drift off.
- if he notices you're overthinking, he'll hold you to his chest and ask you what his heartrate is so you have something else to focus on for a minute.
- part of the reason he doesn't put heavy fabrics over his chest is so you can always feel his heart if you want to.
- he likes having your head on his chest. It makes it easy to kiss your hair, wrap his arms around you, check on you, etc., and your presence is always a blessing to him.
- you can feel his heartrate when you hug him ❤️
(all remaining headcanons are mature!)
- when he's turned on, his heartrate is steady and around 75 BPM
- when he cums, his heartrate is around 110, and it's much heavier and easier to feel than his usual pulse. His pulse very slowly goes back to its resting state afterwards.
- there's also a very clear pulse point in the crotch, which Silco has no problem with you feeling. If you feel him up without context, he always assumes you're just feeling his pulse.
- and feeling his heartrate is always part of aftercare ❤️
Hi! I saw your tags on my Silco providing comfort when you've had a bad day post. I would LOVE to see some imagines/HCs for this!
Thank you so much! ❤️
YES YES YES I HAVE IDEASSSSS
- first of all, he stops whatever he's doing to give attention to you. Anyone in his office is told to leave, all work is set to the side, all focus is directed at you.
- almost immediately, he pulls you into an embrace. Just holds you in his lap and kisses your forehead and rubs your back until he feels you starting to relax.
- he has food and drink brought to you so you can recharge, and as you eat, he asks you to tell him everything.
- he genuinely listens as you tell him about your day and everything that went wrong, and you can tell based on how he responds with care and understanding. He is not one to ignore his loved ones, especially not at times like these.
- once you've got most of it out of your system, he asks if there's anything he can do (he wants to punish whoever ruined your day soooo bad).
- whatever you ask of him, it will be done. If you don't let him deal out punishments, he might be a bit let down, but he respects your decision nonetheless.
- you both just sit there for a while as you finish your food and drink. Maybe talking, maybe just enjoying each other's company, either way, he's giving you kisses and rubbing your back and holding you close. He does not stop trying to cheer you up.
- he keeps you in his lap until you're ready to go to bed, and although most nights you go to bed before him, he joins you tonight, still intent on fixing your day.
- he runs you a bath and gets you your favourite comfy clothes to change into afterwards, maybe lighting candles and playing music for a cosy atmosphere. He sneaks kisses and compliments as you both get ready for bed, wraps his arm around you whenever he can, just generally giving you love and affection to help lighten your mood.
- it doesn't matter if he still has work to do or other plans for the night, you're his absolute priority. He stays with you, cuddles up to you in bed, helps you fall asleep, anything he can do to show his care. Before he can even think about getting up to do something else once he knows you're asleep, he passes out with you for the night.
Okay that's all I can come up with for now! I hope it's not too bad, I just woke up so it might be sub par but I did my best :)) thank you for the idea amazaun I was so happy to do this!!
This is like 70% Silco dialogue lol. I tried to incorporate as many of the love languages as I could, reader can be anyone, no specific sexualities or genders mentioned, cause of distress in the reader isn't specified, etc etc, this post is exactly what it says on the tin.
Silco's speech and thoughts are shown like this! In this post, Silco is very loving and caring, not much else to say. He has lots of dialogue, as I said, so hopefully there's something for everyone here 😊
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- as soon as he sees that you're upset, his hands are cradling yours as he tries to ground you to the present moment.
- what's wrong, dearest? Whatever it is, we can work through it together. You don't need to deal with it alone.
- he gently urges you to talk, assuring you that he isn't upset, he just wants to help you through whatever's bothering you. It's always better to be honest and communicate, and he knows it isn't always easy, so he wants to help ease you into it.
- no matter what it is, I will not tell a soul, and I will absolutely not judge you or diminish you. Dearest... I only want to comfort you properly, and I can't do that if I don't know what's going on.
- his reassurance melts any walls that may have been there, and you find yourself telling him about what's bothering you.
- he sits you down, gets you water and tissues, and asks you to tell him everything that's going on in your head. As per his promise, he never tells a soul about your rants; it should always be your choice to tell people about your issues, not his.
- whether you know the cause of these intense emotions or not, he listens to every word.
- as you vent to him, he holds your face and wipes your tears, his movements slow and gentle. Without his gloves, his touch is freezing, but the feeling of his cold palms against your warm cheeks is actually very soothing, and the direct touch grounds you.
- he's incredibly patient with you. No matter what you tell him or how long it takes, he gives you his full attention, and he knows just the right things to say to ease your pain.
- I could never be upset at you for this. You don't need to be afraid, and you certainly don't need to apologise.
- breathe, love. It's okay. If you need to take a break from talking for a while, that's perfectly fine. Whatever it is you need, I'll be here for you.
- oh, dearest, I'm so sorry... I wish I could make all your troubles go away. Don't be sorry... it's not your fault. It never was.
- shh, it's alright. I'm not going anywhere, I promise. I'm right here, dove. I'm right here.
- there we go... Deep breaths... You're doing so well. Are you feeling better? Good.
- let's take it easy for the rest of the afternoon, hm? What would you like to do? I'm alright with anything, as long as I get to see you smile again.
i understand if this can be triggering for some people and i would never want to do that! but, could you possibly do a silco x reader who struggles with eating? (deserving to eat, etc.) that would be so so great!! love ur writing lots💕
Yessss I can!! And don't worry I always try to include warnings in my posts to avoid triggering people, you're all good! Thank you so much for the suggestion, sorry it took me so long to finish!
Warnings: discussions of disordered eating and mental health, descriptions of food and nutrition, stuff like that, otherwise it's a comforting post.
Enjoyyyyy!!!
- Silco struggles to eat every day. This man is such a workaholic that he just forgets that he needs food to function until he's been living off of cigarettes and whiskey for three days. He only remembers because the world starts spinning and he loses the ability to think.
- as you two get closer, he quickly notices your own problems with food, which leads to him reconsidering his. The missed meals that were once normal to him become concerning, and he starts to wonder if he should be letting himself fall into such unhealthy habits.
- he decides a discussion is needed, so he asks if you have a moment to talk, starting easy with coffee and a chat before things start getting heavier. He mentions his forgetfulness, and when you tell him about the shame and hesitancy you feel about food, he suddenly has a rush of motivation to fix his habits for both of your sakes. Self care is much easier for him if he's helping a loved one at the same time, so the idea of healthy eating has become much less daunting to him after this conversation.
- he gets a whole new notebook to write plans in, and you and him spend a good amount of time writing down meal plans, what foods would be good for easing you into a healthy routine, which foods you want to work up to being able to eat again, fear foods, ingredients you don't like, so on and so forth.
- even if the subject isn't exactly happy, he enjoys spending time with you like this. For one, you're participating in one of his interests (journaling/planning), but just the act of working towards a goal together feels intimate to him.
- once you've made plans and decided to share your meals every day, pausing his work for food becomes a lot easier. He even starts to look forward to eating with you, especially when work is slow or stressful.
- when you share meals, he'll try to distract you with some light conversation. When he notices you slowing down, he might check up on you, make sure you're doing alright. When you feel like you can't bring yourself to finish your plate, he'll give you gentle encouragement and motivation (he'll also feed you if need be, hoping the intimacy makes it easier). If you really can't finish your food, he tells you that it's alright, there's no shame in it, he'll make sure it doesn't go to waste, and that he's still proud of your progress.
- don't feel ashamed for falling short, love. Your progress is still something to be proud of. I can see how hard this is for you, how strong you are for pushing through, and I am so proud of you for it. So please don't belittle yourself over something miniscule like this, you deserve so much more.
- he never makes you feel undeserving of food, never comments on your weight, never tries to shame you for your troubles with food. He only ever encourages you, praising you when you make progress and offering to help when you seem to be down.
- he's always there if you need to talk, if you need reassurance, if you just need to remember that you're loved, whatever it is, he'll be there. He is always doing his best to support you, to show his love, and to help you through this.
- both of you make good progress with your eating habits, and he's forever grateful that you entered his life. If you hadn't, he might never have fixed his diet.
- and as a bonus fact, I like to think he learned to cook because of you, since he wanted to make sure you had access to your favourite dishes whenever you wanted them ❤️
