Cillian Murphy as Raymond Leon IN TIME (2011) dir. Andrew Niccol

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Cillian Murphy as Raymond Leon IN TIME (2011) dir. Andrew Niccol
Chauffeur
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Pairing | Raymond Leon x reader
Summary | After enduring your teasing, Raymond finally snaps.
Warnings | Smut, very large age gap (cause he’s like 75 or something lol), brat taming, daddy kink, face fucking, deep throating, in public, teasing, begging, handcuffs, praise, degradation, breeding, creampie, mean Ray lol.
Words | 4.4 k
Notes | Ty for putting up with all my questions about editing @hllywdwhre 😭🫶
Ao3 link | <3
Masterlist
Kinktober | day 17: handcuffs + in public
Your relationship with Raymond has always been odd. He used to work closely with your dad and you’d see Raymond sometimes when you visited their work. As you got older, your dad was frequently invited to bring his family to events and other boring things that you didn’t care for. But you always went because Raymond almost always had to attend them too.
Before you turned 18, you didn’t really flirt with him. You’d just stare at him with a poorly concealed lovesick expression. But as you got older, you started to gain a little more confidence— also because you finally grew into your body. Your breasts and hips filled out and you knew that, objectively, you were much more attractive than you were a couple years ago.
There was some Timekeeper fundraiser event tonight that you went to with your mom and dad— but you only really went so you’d have a chance to see Raymond. He did his best to ignore you the whole night, but you weren’t deterred.
You watched him walk out of the building and head toward his car, but his steps slowed when he saw you leaning against the driver side door.
“Move.” Was all he said, making you smirk a little.
“Y’know, I got all dolled up for you. You could at least compliment my dress or say I look pretty.” You bit your lip when you watched his gaze drag down your body quickly.
“Get off my car.”
“Or what? Are you gonna arrest me?” You asked rhetorically, only making him more annoyed.
“Or I’ll have your daddy come and get rid of you.” He sneered. Even though you wanted to pout at his response, you could tell what you were doing was working.
“I need a ride home. He said I can leave early, but he can’t drive me because he has to stay.”
“Not my problem. Move.” You stared at him for a moment, accepting the silent challenge.
“Fine.” You said, stepping away from his car. “I’ll just have to ask someone else then.” You saw two somewhat attractive men standing between cars and you started walking over to them. He only let you take four steps before he stopped you.
“Get in.” He snapped, trying to make it clear that he didn’t agree to whatever you had planned, but only to drive you home. You bit back a smirk and rounded his car to get in the passenger seat. The slit in your dress exposed almost your entire leg and when you watched his hand grab the gear shift, you wished you could feel it on your bare thigh instead.
After a few minutes of driving, you broke the silence. “I’ve always liked this car.” You admired the interior a little before your gaze drifted to him. His hands were on the steering wheel, struggling to stay relaxed, and he kept his eyes on the road the entire time. “It’s the perfect size, you know.” He clenched his jaw and for a moment, you almost thought he wouldn’t take the bait.
“I’m sure it is.” He sighed, clearly not genuinely interested and trying to just dismiss you.
“The hood is just the right height and there’s plenty of room in the back, and even in the front too.” By your tone, it was obvious what you were implying, which is why he didn’t respond. “Don’t you agree?”
“It’s for work, so no.” He said plainly.
“Oh come on… Not even once?” If you had such a sexy car you’d be fucking in it all the time. “I could be your first.” You purred, reaching over and placing your hand on his upper thigh. You barely had a chance to start sliding it up before he took your wrist in a bruising grip and wrenched it away.
“Stop it.”
“Why? Scared you’ll finally give in to what we both know you want?”
“No.” He scoffed. “You’re a child.”
“My clock starts in less than a year.” Your petulant tone definitely didn’t help your case… He let go of your arm to put his hand back on the wheel and you tried not to pout.
“Exactly.” You stared at him, already formulating a plan in your head, then looked out the window. There were hardly any buildings here because you lived on the edge of town, and it was already dark out. So you took off your bracelet, then rolled down the window. “What are you doing?” He sighed. You ignored him and threw the bracelet out the window, making him all but roll his eyes.
“Pull over.”
“No,”
“I have to go back and get it! Daddy got me it for my birthday.”
He let out a heavy breath and you heard him mumble something that sounded like, “Such a fucking brat.” Then he was slowing down and pulling over. He parked the car and looked at you expectantly.
“Can you go get it please? It’s cold out and my feet hurt from wearing these heels all night.” You pouted, but his face remained expressionless.
“No.”
“Then you have to come with me. It’s not safe out this late as a young woman.”
“This is New Greenwich,”
“Sexual assault is still a thing, Raymond. A very common thing. Especially for 24 year old women wearing impractical heels, late at night on the side of an empty road.” You didn’t wait for his response and got out of the car, smirking when you heard his door open and close.
You struggled to walk on the gravel as you hugged your body, trying to keep warm. Even though your dress was ankle length, the slit barely covered the bottom half of your legs, and your arms and chest were completely exposed.
After a few minutes, you saw something sparkling on the ground under the dim street light and you picked it up, holding it out for him to see with a proud smile on your face.
“Let’s go.” He said impatiently. You huffed, but started walking back to the car, putting your bracelet back on.
On the way back, you were trying to figure out the best way to play this and you realized that after he got back in the car, your chances of success would probably diminish by a lot. So when he walked to the left side of the car, you followed, pulling on his leather jacket to turn him around before he could open the door. You gently pushed him back a step so he was pressed against the car, then slowly dragged your hands down his stomach.
“Let me thank you properly for driving me home.” You said suggestively, looking up at him through your lashes. His hand shot up to grab your neck and you let out a gasp that turned into a moan when he suddenly turned you around and switched places with you. He slammed you against the car and you bit your lip, savoring the feeling of his big hand wrapped tightly around your neck.
“Can I tell you a secret, Raymond?” You asked innocently, making him tighten his grip, warning you, but you just took it as encouragement. “All those toys I bought…” his grip got even tighter and you couldn’t help but smirk, “all those guys I’ve dated… I was practicing for you, and trust me, I’ve learned a lot.” When you placed your hand on his lower stomach and reached for his belt, he used his free hand to pull you away. So you just used your other hand.
“Stop.” He growled.
“Or what?” He stared at you for a while and you struggled to maintain eye contact with how intense his gaze was. Eventually, he let go of you completely and reached behind himself. Your brows raised when he pulled out his hand cuffs, but you weren’t complaining. You let him move your hands behind your back and cuff them together, trying not to moan at how close he was when he leaned in to reach behind you. “Now what?” You smirked, watching him carefully.
When he took a step back, you tried not to frown, but your efforts were useless when he pulled you away from the car and then opened the door.
“Get in.”
“No.” You snapped.
“Get in. Now.” He ordered, clearly losing what little patience he had.
“No!” Your tone was only getting brattier and he clenched his jaw, staring at you with narrowed eyes. After a moment, you dropped to your knees in front of him, trying not to wince at how horrible the gravel felt below you. He scoffed a little and looked away, shaking his head in disbelief. When he finally looked back down at you, his gaze was significantly darker.
“This is what you want?” He scoffed, slamming the door shut. “To be used on the side of the road like a cheap whore?”
“As long as it’s with you.”
“I’m sick of you acting like a tease.” He growled before roughly fisting your hair, making you hiss in pain.
“Then do something about it.” You dared. He clenched his jaw and let out a restrained breath of anger through his nose. Your eyes dragged down his body until you reached the bulge right in front of your face, and you practically started drooling at just the thought of getting to finally see it. When your eyes snapped back up to meet his gaze, his grip tightened on your hair the slightest bit. “Fuck me. My mouth— Any way you want.” You begged, chest heaving. You wanted him to use all of you.
“I’m older than your father.” He scoffed, but you could see that he was starting to break.
“Should I call you daddy then?” You asked teasingly. You definitely wouldn’t mind calling him that though…
A car suddenly drove by, catching both of your attention. You blushed a little, but you weren’t deterred— honestly being this out in the open just made it hotter.
“Fuck me, Raymond.” You said again, trying not to whine. “However you want— I just need you.” He swallowed thickly and looked away for a brief moment. When he eventually released you and reached for his pants, you tried not to grin.
He finally pulled out his cock and your lips parted as you stared at it in awe. Your breathing even picked up and you swallowed audibly, unable to look away. He was just so big. Not even overly long— he was about average in that department— but you could already tell you were going to have to put in a little more effort than normal to actually take it.
“Let’s see if you can put that mouth of yours to good use for once.” You knew he was insulting you, but it just encouraged you to try as hard as you could to impress him and gain his praise. His hand wrapped around his length and pumped slowly a few times before holding it in place, waiting for you to finally start.
You eagerly dove forward and lapped up the bead of precum, then wrapped your lips around the tip with a low moan. You started out slow, suckling on the head, occasionally moving up and down a tiny bit. When he released his cock to grab your hair, you knew he was getting tired of the teasing already. So you took a deep breath through your nose and went all the way down, breaching your throat barrier so your lips were wrapped around the base. He grunted in surprise and tightened his grip on your hair, not controlling your movements yet.
Just before you were about to gag, you pulled back and moved up and down on the top half of his cock for a moment. You felt a light pressure on the back of your head, so you took him in your throat again. This time though, he held you in place. You breathed deeply through your nose, focusing on repressing your gag reflex, but it almost seemed like he was trying to get you to gag.
Eventually, he yanked you off and you panted, trying to catch your breath, but he quickly got impatient and guided you back onto his cock. He fucked you slowly, groaning when you looked up at him through your lashes. You did your best to keep your tongue pressed against the underside and your cheeks hollowed.
He cursed under his breath and his lips parted slightly as he breathed heavily, starting to get a little desperate. Pulling you all the way down, he held you in place and groaned quietly again. It was when he started rocking his hips, slowly fucking your throat with shallow thrusts, that you finally gagged.
“Good girl… Take it.” You squeezed your eyes shut and your hands jerked behind you, instinctively trying to reach up and push him away. He waited a few seconds, then finally let you pull back just enough to take in a ragged breath around the tip, then he was pushing back in. He began steadily fucking your throat, starting with it halfway inside and bottoming out with each thrust.
Tears were brimming in your eyes, and spit was rolling down your chin and his balls, adding to the already obscene display. When you started struggling in his hold, desperate for a break from the constant assault on your gag reflex and to get air in your lungs, he just stepped forward. The motion moved you back until you were mostly sitting on your heels rather than kneeling. Then he held your head firmly against the car door and started bucking his hips.
“Take it, little slut. You wanted it— fucking take it.” He growled, grabbing both sides of your head in a bruising grip so you couldn’t turn away.
Suddenly pushing in all the way and staying there, you gagged again, but that went ignored by him as he nudged your legs apart to press the bottom of his boot firmly against your cunt. You let out a choked sound at the stimulation, eager for more. In response, his hips snapped forward, making your head lightly hit the car door. He started fucking your throat again and you couldn’t help but grind against his boot, moaning around his length as you gagged and sputtered, tears streaming down your cheeks.
“Look at you,” he scoffed, but he sounded more amused this time, “humping my boot like a bitch in heat while I fuck your face on the side of the road.” He chuckled, making you whine, the sound coming out garbled as he pushed in your throat again.
He pulled out suddenly and you coughed, then started panting— borderline hyperventilating. When he stepped back, you whined at the loss of friction on your clit, but he just grabbed your bicep and lifted you to your feet, then turned you around and pushed your torso down onto the hood. It really was the perfect height…
“Raymond, can we at least go to the side of the car that doesn’t have a clear view from the street?” Your voice was hoarse from the rough treatment of your throat, but you enjoyed the reminder of what you finally earned after begging for so long.
He hiked up your dress until it was bunched around your waist, then landed a sharp smack on your ass, startling you.
“Call me what you did when you were being a fucking tease.” He ordered, pulling your lace panties down to your upper thighs. You blushed and bit your lip, getting hit with a wave of embarrassment. Was he just saying this to humiliate you or was he actually into it? He spanked you again, harder this time, and you yelped in surprise. “Don’t make me repeat myself.”
“I’m sorry…” you whined quietly, feeling like your face was on fire, “daddy.” You muttered, making him spank you again.
“What was that?”
“Daddy! God- please fuck me already!” You cried, jutting your hips back toward him.
“Good girl.” He murmured, gently kicking your feet apart. When he roughly squeezed the globes of your ass, then pulled them open for a better view of your holes, you whined again. “You’re practically leaking down your thighs.” He scoffed, then spit on your cunt, both things furthering your embarrassment— and your arousal.
You were going to beg again, but you went completely stiff and silent in anticipation instead when he dragged the head of his cock through your slick folds. He teased you at first, lining up at your entrance and slowly pushing forward without fully pushing into you yet. When you tried to move backwards onto his length, he grabbed your hip tightly to still the movement.
After a couple seconds, he added more pressure until your walls finally yielded to the intrusion. Your breath caught in your throat and you let out a choked moan, hearing him grunt quietly behind you.
“Fuck, you’re tight.” He gritted, squeezing your hip hard enough to make you wince.
The stretch stung a little bit, but any discomfort was easy to ignore when you focused on the fact that Raymond was finally fucking you. After so long, you were finally getting what you wanted— and it felt better than you imagined.
You mewled and arched your back as you tried pushing your hips toward him again, needing more.
“Fuck— it feels so good.” You whimpered, closing your eyes and letting your head drop down a little, stopping before you actually touched the car. He finally bottomed out and your legs were already quivering beneath you, struggling to hold up your weight.
You could hear another car drive by and you knew that anyone who saw this would know exactly what was happening, but you didn’t care.
Raymond slowly dragged his hips back and moved both hands to grope your ass, roughly pulling you open to watch your pussy greedily trying to suck his cock back in. One thrust and it was already glistening with your arousal. He pushed back in just as slow, forcing you to feel every inch of his length splitting you open.
“Good girl… Take it.” He gruffed. When the praise made you clamp down on his cock, he let out a quiet grunt and squeezed your ass harder, digging his nails into your flesh.
His thrusts steadily sped up until the last bit of his restraint finally disappeared and years worth of pent up frustration and lust were the only things left in its wake.
Raymond moved his hands to grip your hips as he snapped into you relentlessly, making you all but scream. Your pelvis was digging into the car almost painfully, your knees ached and were probably scraped and bleeding a little from the gravel, and your wrists were sore from tugging on the metal handcuffs, but all of it was just adding to your arousal.
He was bucking into you fast and hard, no doubt mostly chasing his own pleasure. You desperately wanted to rub your clit— eager for your much needed orgasm. When you realized you couldn’t, you let out a choked sob and jerked your arms in the cuffs, trying to free yourself.
“Feeling a bit needy, princess?” He cooed mockingly and you let out another pathetic sob.
“Daddy, please.” You whined, just desperate enough to lack the shame that would keep you from calling him that.
“You want me to make you come?” You couldn’t tell if he was still mocking you, so you nodded hesitantly. “I’m not sure you deserve it after being such a shameless little slut.”
“Please! I’m sorry, daddy.” You cried out, tears of desperation brimming in your eyes. It felt like your clit was practically throbbing, aching for some relief.
“No you’re not.” He said amusedly, making you whine. “After tonight, you’re going to continue being a fucking tease— showing off those tits, making those comments that drive me fucking crazy…” He growled, fucking you harder out of spite.
“Daddy…” You whimpered once you realized that you probably weren’t going to get what you wanted.
“Shh… Keep being a good little girl and I’ll consider making you come tonight.” You could practically hear the smirk in his voice when he said it. Despite the pleasure and desperation running through your body, his phrasing wasn't lost on you; he'd said ‘tonight’… as though there were going to be other nights to make you come.
He grabbed your wrists and the cuffs in one hand to use as leverage when he sped up even more. He was almost pulling you back with each thrust, lifting your chest off the car and letting you drop back down every time he pulled.
After a few seconds though, he suddenly dragged you upright and wrapped one arm around your stomach while the other teased your inner thighs. He never stopped fucking you and the change in position had his cock hitting a new spot inside you, making your knees buckle.
“Please…” You whimpered, chest heaving. His fingers brushed over your clit lightly and you sobbed out a moan, trying to buck your hips forward to get more of his touch. He started rubbing slow circles over your clit and your mouth dropped open in a silent moan as your head fell back against his shoulder. You mewled and shuddered, feeling your legs get even weaker. In this position, you could hear his heavy breathing and his quiet sounds, and they were sending you barrelling toward your orgasm.
“Please make me come,” you whined, struggling to breathe properly. “God— I’m so close.” You sobbed.
“Please, daddy! I’m so close!” You cried, making him shush you softly.
“Don’t be a brat.” His tone barely sounded stern or reprimanding, and instead came out more amused than anything else.
“Please.” You whimpered, bottom lip quivering as you fought back tears of desperation. “I- I promise I’ll be good.” You choked out, hoping that would be enough for him to finally stop teasing you. “Just— please… I wanna come on your cock.” You sobbed pathetically.
Raymond let out a low, almost feral growl at your words, his arm tightening around your body possessively. “You think you can be a good girl?”
“Yes! Please, daddy— I promise!” You cried, even though you didn’t quite believe yourself… But that would be a problem for another day.
“Fine. But if it turns out you’re lying, you won’t get anything more than my boot next time.” You nodded frantically before he could even finish speaking. After giving you a warning, his fingers finally pressed down harder on your clit and started rubbing faster. You were practically drooling as your head lolled back on his leather clad shoulder, your legs quivering and struggling to hold yourself up as you rapidly approached your orgasm.
You let out an almost pornographic moan as you finally fell over the edge, making his thrusts falter when your walls clamped down on his cock like a vice.
“Good girl…” He gruffed, tightening his grip around your body when your knees started to buckle even more. Your legs were trembling from the pleasure and your back arched away from him, pushing your hips toward his even more.
He waited for your orgasm to finally finish before forcing you back down onto the hood, holding you in place with a hand on the back of your neck. You cried out when his pace increased significantly, his thrusts becoming more frantic as he neared his own release.
“Come inside me.” You said through gasping breaths, your pussy tightening around his length at the thought.
“No, I- I need to pull out.” He said weakly. You extended your arms even more, blindly trying to grab onto his clothes so he couldn’t move away.
“I can just take something after. Please don’t pull out…” You sobbed, the idea of that sounding almost agonizing in your fucked out state. He cursed under his breath, but continued fucking you. “Please, daddy! Want you to fill me up.” You moaned loudly.
“Fuck… Fuck— fine.” He hissed, soothing you with his acquiescence.
“Thank you.” You gasped out, then whined, “God- I want it so bad…” You could already imagine it… the way it would leak down your thighs and make such a mess of you. Fuck— you needed it more than anything.
His hips stuttered before he buried his cock to the hilt with a low grunt, finally coming. His cock twitched inside you, spurting out ropes of hot come all over your walls and your cervix, and for a brief moment, you entertained the thought of having his baby— of turning him into a real daddy. Even though you didn’t actually want it and you knew there wasn’t a chance in hell he’d ever be okay with it, the fantasy still reignited that spark of arousal in your stomach.
His hips sporadically bucked into you, trying to bury his length even deeper. You could faintly hear quiet grunts and moans until his sounds faded into heavy breathing, his movements slowing to a stop. He stayed still for a moment, but he snaked his hand down your back, from the nape of your neck to your ass, making you shiver. His other hand joined and he spread you open for one last look at your cunt wrapped tightly around his cock.
He slowly dragged his hips back until his cock slipped free from your hole with a wet squelch. He continued holding you open, but he moved his thumb closer to circle your gaping hole.
“Push it out.” He ordered gruffly. You whined, but obeyed, and he let out a low groan at the sight of his come trickling out of your puffy cunt, rolling down your clit. “Good girl…” He used his thumb to push his seed back in, then quickly pulled your panties back up.
You felt him taking off the handcuffs, then he was gently pulling you up and turning you around to face him. His hand cupped your cheek with a tenderness that surprised you, but you didn’t comment on it, deciding to savor it instead.
“Satisfied?” He asked sarcastically, making the corners of your lips curl up a little.
“Unfortunately, no.” His expression was mostly neutral, but you could see the amusement in his eyes. “Can I suck you off the rest of the drive home?”
He scoffed a laugh and shook his head a little in disbelief. “Your throat isn’t sore already?”
“I told you I practiced, remember?” He rolled his eyes, but you saw the way his lips twitched before he masked his amusement with indifference.
“Fine. But only because it’ll actually shut you up.”
In Time (2011) dir. Andrew Niccol
Watched In Time (2011) starring Justin Timberlake last night (the movie where time is LITERALLY money 😨) and came to the realization that this world would be hell on earth to live in, because everyone stops physically aging at 25 which would mean there would be absolutely 0 milfs or dilfs around. Not a single grey hair or crow's foot to be found. Would kill self
Cillian Murphy interview by kermode and mayo (on YouTube)
MY TIME IS POINTLESS
Pairing - Raymond Leon x fem!reader
Summary - Reader can't deal with the pain of Raymond using her and wants out.
Warnings - Implications of suicide, 18+, dubcon, rough sex.
Word count - 3.5k
You weren’t in the prostitution business but you were his favorite little whore.
You found yourself yearning for his next letter on where and when to meet him. He wasn’t nice to you, the both of you knew that. It was clear he was obsessed with the power play, obsessed with being able to use you whenever he pleased. But you didn’t care, because you were completely in love with him.
He was a highly respected and established Timekeeper. You were just a girl in Dayton trying to make it day to day. You first fucked him because you found him charming. Like everyone else in Dayton, you despised Timekeepers. But he was different, it didn’t take him long to seduce you in the bar. You still wonder why he was in that bar, next victim perhaps? He was rough with you, it wasn’t your style but you found yourself craving more. He paid you for your service with the excuse of hating for you to time out before he could fuck you again.
He left you without another word. Even though you always thought about him, you didn’t think you would see him again. Until one day you got a letter with a time and place. It became a common thread. You’d get a letter, you’d meet him, get completely railed and then he’d leave, without knowing when you’d see him again. There was no schedule for your meetings. Some weeks you’d see him multiple nights. Sometimes you wouldn’t see him for weeks. Those weeks were always the hardest for you. It was pure agony, not knowing when you would see him again. He’d always give you the same amount of time, 5 hours. A “generous gift for a girl like you” as he would say. This had been occurring for quite some time, you’ve lost track on how long you’ve known Raymond for. It took quite a few fucks, but Raymond started to slow the slightest bit of aftercare, of affection. He would pet your hair to the side, or nuzzle your neck. Sometimes just keeping you in his grasp for a few moments longer. Those were your favorite moments with him.
However, he never kissed you, he refused to do such a thing.
The scenery was always isolated and lacked intimacy in where he would fuck you. His car, alleyways, abandoned buildings. On some occasions you would be fully naked, fully exposed to him. However, he would never take his clothes off, he would just pull his pants down enough to get his cock out. He refused to fuck you in a bed. You suggested it once, and he ignored it. Raymond warned you against telling others. Because Dayton hated all Timekeepers. “You’d be a traitoring whore”.
Your relationship with him was far from healthy. You didn’t dare to ask what you were, because it was clear. An easy fuck. But he was possessive and controlling over you. One time you just went for a walk with a friend and somehow Raymond found out. He confronted you the following night after your shift. “Did you fuck him?” he snarled, cornering you in the dark alleyway.
“What?” you whimpered.
“That pipsqueak? Did. You. Fuck. Him” his teeth gritted together as his hand wrapped around your neck. The tone in his voice was aggressive and dark. His blue eyes could kill you if they wanted to. His cheekbones clenched and nostrils flared.
“No- I…” you had no words. Mainly from fear, but partly from excitement that he cared for you.
“I don’t want other men fucking you, even laying a finger on you. I won’t put my dick in a desperate, filthy slut. You’re mine and I don’t share darling. Do you understand?” he spat, grip tightened around your throat. The question was asked as if you didn’t have his hand around your throat.
Despite being strangled, your heart swooned at those words. He wanted you. He cared for you. At least to some unhealthy extent. He didn’t let go of your throat once until after he fucked you viciously.
You hated it, falling in love with a narcissistic man. A few times he would receive phone calls. He’d answer them mid fucking you and you knew they were women, just by his sudden change of tone. The tone he used when he first seduced you. You were so envious, so jealous. But what could you do? Ironically he wasn’t yours, but you were his.
This night was different however, he had reserved a motel room (it was romantic to you). Raymond had just closed a very long and stressful investigation and he wanted to celebrate, with you. Of all people he chose you. There’s anyone he could have chosen in New Greenwich but he wanted to come here, the fucking ghetto, with you.
When he came inside of you, because he always did, you did something unexpected. Your hands pulled him close to you, your foreheads touched. “I love you” you whispered, breathless from those three words. All it took was a bit of alcohol to lift that massive weight off of your shoulders. He froze, which made you freak the fuck out. After what felt like an eternity, with him still inside of you, he rubbed his forehead against yours briefly. But his lips did not part. He pulled himself out, tucked himself back in and left you without saying a word.
He. Fucking. Left. You.
The room was silent for a while. Your heart was waiting for him to come back. But when you finally came to the realization that he wasn’t coming back. The waterfalls flooded on the bed. It took all of your strength to leave that room. The walk home made you contemplate every worthless decision you’ve ever made, the drop from the bridge was almost compelling.
It had been 24 days since you had last seen Raymond. A bolt from the blue it was, to receive another letter for him. You were just coming to terms that you’d never see him again. You read the time but not the place. 10pm tomorrow. You scrunched up the paper and threw it out immediately. Fuck him if he thinks you will whore around for him anymore.
Fast forward 30 hours, here you are now, curled into a ball under your bed sheets. Tears slipping down your cold cheeks as you stare at your arm, counting down the time. It was the easiest way to go out, ‘in your sleep’. Oh how you wish you were able to fall asleep. But those negative thoughts were at peak. The room was silent and dark, as if the apartment was abandoned. The only light was the moonlight that peaked from the blinds.
The rumble from his car engine crept up your skin. He was here and it wasn’t even a quarter past 10. You pulled your sleeves down as you waited for him because you knew he was going to get in. The stomps were slow and heavy up the flight of stairs. The door knob jiggled for a moment. Followed by a loud crack as the door flew open. You heard something fall on the ground before the door was slammed shut.
If you weren't so miserable you would have jumped at the sound of your cheap one bedroom apartment being broken into. You could hear his heavy breaths loud and clear. The heavy strides crept up to your room. “Real daring of you to stand me up darling” Raymond snarled down the hallway. But he stopped frozen in his tracks when he saw you hidden under the bed. Briefly examining the dark room, he walked up to you slowly, a few tears slipped down your cheeks. Your grip on the thin sheets was made of iron, but you knew it wouldn’t be enough. The hiss that left your lips was sharp as he ripped the sheets off of you.
In a flash, he pinned you down. You yelped loudly but he quickly shut you up with his palm, muttering underneath his breath. “You’re in for it now” he sighed, hips pressed against yours, noticing your tears in the moonlight. If it was brighter, you’d be able to see his concerned and genuine look. But that look quickly changed. “You’re so dramatic” he said blankly as he moved your head around with the hand that covered your mouth, just because he could. “You’re not going to be able to move a finger when I’m done with you” he gritted his teeth and you sobbed behind his hand. He chuckled, free hand reaching out to turn on the lamp to look down to the sight. When the light switched on, his blue eyes landed on the envelope on the bedside table. “What’s that?” he questioned, eyebrows scrunched and jaw clenched. You laid underneath him in silence but your tears were streaming. This wasn’t how it was meant to go. “Stay still” he ordered as he got off of you.
It was your chance to run, so you did. You made it out of the bedroom successfully. However his arms pull you back midair in the hallway and you’re slammed against the cheap plaster. His hand again back over your mouth and body pressed against your backside to keep you still. Raymond’s sigh screamed disappointment.
“Let’s read this together then, hm” he proudly projected as he dragged you back into the bedroom. You struggled against him as he successfully opened the envelope with one hand. You tried to beg him not to, it’s humiliating. Ending back underneath him on the bed despite your best efforts to break free, he held up the paper.
“Raymond, my time is pointless without your love. I only love you and it kills me that you don’t love me back” his words started off arrogantly proud, but came to a sudden stop. “Your neglect is not worth my time and this is the only way out” he said much quieter as the paper slipped from his fingers, he didn’t dare to read out the rest. You remained still under him as he thought. “Show me your arm” he ordered but you were frozen with fear. “I won’t ask again sweetheart” he warned, but the way he said sweetheart made your knees weak. Through shaking hands, you rolled up your sleeve. 4 minutes and 23 seconds. An aggressive snarl left his lips before he roughly pressed your arms together, giving you a few more hours for the time being.
Raymond gripped you by the jaw to look at him. “You wanted to time yourself out over me?” he spat.
“I’m sorry” you cried, already submitting to him. You wanted to sink into the bed.
“You’re such a selfish brat” he muttered. You were. “You want me to tell you I love you? Does my cock not please you enough?” he whispered to you. He was egging you on. You whined, not wanting to give him, you looked so pathetic right now. Maybe you were. But a sudden burst of anger came out of you.
“Fuck you” you hissed and he laughed at you. He pulled out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it up, not caring about any potential house rules. He slid off his leather jacket and chucked it across the room. Taking a rather long drag, he pressed his fingers to his temple. You decided to break the silence. “I can’t do this anymore. This is over. I won’t let you use me again”.
“You make the rules now do you?” He condescended as he took another drag, blowing the toxic air onto you. “I own you darling” he said slowly.
The massive speech you mentally had prepared in case this scenario did occur went blank in your mind. So, you cried instead with this asshole grinning at you.
Raymond let you cry for a moment, petting your damp hairs to the side. “Come here” he whispered as he caressed the sides of your head. “The fuck am I suppose to do with you now? I’ll have to keep you on suicide watch won’t I?”. It wasn’t funny, you tried to hide your head in shame. “The least you could have done was give your time to someone in need” he added, with a sly face.
Raymond dropped the cigarette onto the carpet and pulled your face closer to his. “You’re so fucking intoxicating” he said as he stared straight into your eyes. His expression was stern and you didn’t know if he meant it as a good thing or a bad thing. “I can’t kiss you baby, I’ll fall in love with you if I do” he confessed.
The urge to beg him to do such an act felt humiliating. To seek validation from him, to embrace those natural compelling human demands. But he was like negotiating with a brick wall. These thoughts seemed to project onto your expression perfectly. A beat.
“For fucksakes” he muttered.
It took a moment for you to realize the sensation was his lips on yours. He felt warm and soft, your mouth automatically fell open for his silver tongue to slither in. You moaned into his mouth as his hands slid down to your sides to aggressively pull you in closer to him. His nails dug into your skin, you wanted it no other way. With an easy pull, your shorts came off.
“There you go, my needy slut” he growled. His eyes read your soul easily. A blind man could see how infatuated you were by Raymond. You could feel himself against your core, your hips naturally flexing onto him.
Raymond noticed you lost in your thoughts and tapped your forehead to put the attention back onto him. “I guess it’s time for us to consummate our love huh?” he asked softly. You nodded your head as he got up.
No exchanges of eye contact were made as he quickly stripped down to his underwear. You couldn’t help but to stare in awe at his exposed body. Never have you seen him so exposed, so vulnerable. It’s ironic that you had seen his penis before his bare chest. Raymond was pale, but despite him being shorter and skinnier than average, his body was well defined with his muscular build. Suppose it was needed for his line of work.
“Like what you see” Raymond sighed, his eyes finally connecting with yours.
With a heavy blink, you went to take your shirt off. When the shirt went over your head and you could see again, Raymond was on top of you. “That’s a good girl” he whispered, sliding your shirt off from your arms and throwing it onto the ground.
His blue eyes looked you up and down as he towered over you on his knees, you lowered back onto your back. You were trapped underneath him, his lower body hovered over yours. The anticipation in your chest felt heavy and your throat felt tight. One hand gripped harshly onto your right breast. “Mine” he noted, jaw clenched. The next hand did the same to your left breast. “Mine” he repeated. His hands landed on your hips. “Mine”. Now onto your thighs. “Mine”. Stomach, ass, throat, face, hair all followed with “mine”. Harsher than any grab before, his hand slapped onto your core. “Especially mine,” he grinned, finding this rather amusing, your expression of timidness and anxiety was a sight indeed. Raymond’s body finally pressed against yours as his hands caressed his ways up your body. Your lips inches apart as he stared deeply into your eyes. He whispered “all mine” as your lips brushed against each other.
“Every inch of your body is mine and mine alone, do you understand?” he questioned you, lips still brushing against each other.
“Yes, sir” you whispered back as your body felt like jelly underneath him. This was your favorite position, being helpless underneath him. Raymond snickered as he roughly undid your bra and ripped it off of you.
Your cheap thong was ripped in half, a loud yelp followed after. Raymond pressed your head into the mattress as he took off his own underwear. His fingers stroked your cunt, a wide grin on his lips. “You dirty little thing” he muttered as he spat into his free hand and curled two fingers inside of you. “You really do get off to my cruel treatment, don’t you? You must have had one shit upbringing, I don’t blame you, Dayton does have that effect” he gritted his teeth and was one forceful thrust, he was deep inside of you. “You can tell me all about it later” he groaned, your walls clenched around him perfectly.
You moaned, your eyes rolling back. Without his touch, life felt pointless. This is all you want, to be underneath him, with him.
He started speaking between slow thrusts, “are you satisfied? You got what you wanted. You timed it all perfectly. Just enough time for me to arrive, and enough time on your clock for it to look like you wanted this”. There was no response from you besides a moan. “You’re quite the manipulator aren’t you?” he smirked, as his hand wrapped around your neck but applied no pressure.
It was true. You did want him to come just in time to save you. But you were too insecure to think it would actually happen. Your heart sang at the fact that he did come to you but. Your feelings knew it to be true, he did want you, Raymond cannot deny it now.
You cried out as he picked up speed, your neighbors would be hearing you for sure. Not like they’d be doing anything about it. It was only natural to cry with the force he was using, so he smacked his hand over your mouth and told you to shush. Raymond’s breathing was heavy as he pumped in and out of you, face pointed up to the ceiling. Despite the pain, you were soaking. When Raymond finally looked down, he could see what a crying mess you were. He slapped your thigh harshly.
“Don’t cry. You wanted this, remember!” he shouted as he lifted your lower body up. He repositioned you so he was leaning back on his knees and your legs were wrapped around his waist. You didn’t stop crying, you couldn’t.
He loved you, but he was hurting you more than ever before. Did he even love you? Or was this just some fucked mind game of his. Was he just going to finish and walk out? You seemed to be more terrified at that idea than how he was treating you right now. Raymond had you fucked up still. Or is this because his vulnerability terrifies him and he’s determined to display that even though he has affection for you, you will never be equals.
“Baby-” Raymond grunted. You looked back to him, his face sweating and jaw firmly clenched. “Look at me when I fuck you” he ordered, eyes dark. You obeyed his order. “You’re such a desperate thing, even though how hard I fuck you, you can’t get enough hm? Is my cock that good?” he teased, purposely hitting your g-spot. The pulses ran down your skin.
“Ray-Ra-y-” you moaned, eyes rolled back. The pulsing sensations your pussy did to his cock made him smile.
“Say my name sweetheart” he groaned, a smirk on his lips.
“Raymond… Please!” you cried out.
“Please what?” he grinned. You were just so easy to toy with. Your eyes went wide at him.
“Please let me come!” you begged.
“Wait for me, I know you can hold it a little longer” he replied.
“No, no I can’t” you panted.
“Oh yes, you can. Maybe you need a little motivation” he sighed and crawled on top of you. Your lips latched together eagerly, his tongue naturally slid down your throat as he pumped himself inside of you. The moans rang right down his throat as your hips rocked in rhythm to his thrusts. Raymond liked kissing you. He would soon wonder if he preferred it over the sex. His thrusts slowed down for a moment, embracing the taste of your lips. “That’s my good girl” he moaned as he searched for the perfect spot to hit you. “Ready?” he teased, you nodded rapidly, just waiting for his que. “Squeeze around my cock then baby, make me come” he groaned, plunging deep inside of you.
The scream that echoed throughout the room sounded like a melody. Your hips locked forward, allowing him to go further inside of you. Your walls tightened around his thick cock, he quickly spurted deep inside of you. Raymond’s groan rumbled as he thrusted out his climax. You whimpered, your cunt swollen around his size.
You were exhausted and beat. Raymond admired you, his hands traced over your skin, a small smile on his lips. You were to be forever his, and he was to be forever yours. He tried to stand up to stretch but your arms anxiously wrapped around him, the thought still lingering of him leaving you again. But he was staying this time. Your bodies were close, your face nuzzling into his neck as he thought to himself.
“Little one” he whispered, capturing your dazed attention. You loved it when he called you that. You pulled your head back and looked at him. “I love you” he admitted, a weak smile on his lips.
Compliance
Pairing: bodyguard!Raymond Leon x rich!Reader Word Count: 7.4k words Prompt: Punishment/Spanking Warnings: NSFW, smut, mentions of roofies, allusions to sexual assault and murder, mild violence, hand around throat, spanking (hand and belt), some degradation, name calling, he says "little girl" once but she's an adult, fingering, swearing, creampie... A/N: Took me a while to get this one out but here it is. I just....this man is so scrumptious. I can't. Thank you and enjoy!
Being part of a wealthy family has its perks—like having a hot bodyguard to make sure you aren't in any danger. He's saved your ass more times than you could count, and you keep trying to repay him, but he doesn't let you.
It's not your fault that you keep getting into trouble! You love to party, you love to live large, and you love to be as beautiful as you can be. This means that there are a lot of people out there who want to do things to you—awful, horrible, traumatizing things to you that you're too rich to even think about.
You don't see it that way, which frustrates Raymond because it means you get into more reckless trouble. He tries to tell you to be safe, but you just roll your eyes and tell him to stop being such a buzz kill.
“Lighten up, Ray. If someone wants to have some years, I'll give them some. And if you don't want to fuck me so bad, why do you have to be such a cockblock?” You ended it with a wink and a sly little smirk, and he had to refrain from correcting you about his name.
He decides not to try and tell you again that people don't want to take some of your years, they want to take all of them; and that he's not being a cockblock by not letting someone give you drinks, but that he's trying to make sure you don't end up drugged and violated in every way possible. For you, these things hardly exist—and they don't happen to rich girls like you. Surely, you'd be safe.
And again with the sex. You've been trying to fuck him since he was assigned to you months ago. This isn't even his department, but you've managed to fuck—and thus manipulate—every bodyguard your father has assigned to you. You let them get into your pants, and then they become too pussy whipped to do their job right.
Raymond won't be the same. He's got a reputation to uphold.
But damn it, you make his job very hard sometimes. You wear whatever you want, whenever you want. You're not modest, and you know how beautiful you are. He's seen you naked far more times than he can count, and it's never on his own accord. He's learned that sometimes, it's just easier to close his eyes than it is to try to get you to put some clothes on when you're in your room with no one else around.
But sometimes he can't afford to do that, because you learned that it's the easiest way to trick him into not watching you so that you can slip out of a window and escape to some party or other and make him find you. If you didn't have so many goddamn years, he'd say you were more trouble than you were worth.
You're a vixen—manipulative, sly, and so maddeningly attractive, that he almost forgives you for being so difficult.
He's not always good at keeping these thoughts locked in his mind and away from his face, but he's good enough that you don't know just how much he struggles to keep you out of his head when he's able to lay down for some much needed rest after a long day with you. He's only a man after all.
Tonight isn't much of an exception to your frustrating difficulties. It's a rare occasion that he lets you attend a party not approved by your father.
“You never let me do anything fun! And I've been good lately, don't I deserve a reward,” you'd pouted.
And while you were still as annoying as usual, you had eased up a slight (keyword: slight) in the past week—which he is beginning to realize was likely for this exact reason. Even so, he's been able to get a few extra hours of sleep because of this, so he will relent this one time.
“Fine. But you don't leave my side,” he instructed. “Don't make me have to follow you into the restroom again.” That threat alone was enough to make you agree. The last time had just been weird.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you!” You wrapped your arms around him and lifted onto your toes to kiss his cheek. He rolled his eyes. “You are the best bodyguard ever.”
He genuinely scoffed, watching you disappear into your closet to find something to wear. You peaked out no more than five seconds later, looking him up and down skeptically.
“But you're not wearing that, darling. You look like a cop, and this party isn't necessarily legal.”
“I'm not changing.”
“Then this night will be hell for you.”
He decided it was better to just listen, rather than to challenge you on that. If there's nothing else you love to do, it's to challenge him. So he didn't fight any longer—he knew you'd win one way or another.
~
He's beginning to regret letting you convince him to come.
There's people everywhere, and with people, there's liquor and drugs and a strange amount of public sex. He stays glued to your side and your flank. He doesn't let anyone touch you without permission, he doesn't let anyone talk to you without permission. You're beginning to feel like a prison escort, rather than a rich girl looking for some fun.
“Okay. Ray-baby?”
“Don't call me that.”
“You're gonna have to back off a little bit, or I'll lose my mind. Do you want me to lose my mind?” You lay a delicate hand adorned with fingerless gloves over your chest. Your nails glimmer and your glittery lashes flutter as the rhinestones carefully glued to your cheeks shine beneath the party lights. You have to shout to be heard over the music, but you still sound so effortlessly pretty.
“Maybe if you lost your mind, my job would be easier,” he grumbles.
You lay your hands on his chest, where his black shirt stretches across his chest beneath his leather jacket. It's not much of a change from his normal attire, but it's enough to not raise too much suspicion.
You taunt again in a sing-song voice. “Ray-baby.”
“Don't call me that.”
“There's still plenty of nighttime left for me to do something you'll hate. Take a step back and stop gatekeeping me before I tell everyone here that you're a crazy stalker who's trying to kill me.”
“No.”
You jut your bottom lip out, frowning deeply as this look of fear and sorrow crosses your face. He knows this look well, has learned not to oppose it. He's embarrassed to admit that he nearly startles when your lip begins to tremble.
“Fine,” he huffs. He finds himself relenting to you a lot more often than he means to. “Don't you dare scream.”
You beam at him, patting his chest lightly. “Thank you, Ray.”
You turn on your heel to get back to the party. He follows you, biting the inside of his cheek at the way your hips sway in your tiny, skin-tight dress. Your legs are completely exposed, and he knows the only reason you're not freezing is because there are too many bodies around preventing any kind of chill into the crowded house.
He almost doesn't realize he's not following you before he kicks into gear once more.
The next half hour runs smoothly. You spend more time dancing with some friends you run into, ordering drinks from the bar that he ensures are clean before they're even given to you.
Someone sidles up next to you after a while, a charming man with a charming smile whose eyes are a bit glossy. You'd managed to ditch Raymond.
(“Ray, darling, would you please get me some water? You want me to stay hydrated, don't you?” “Why can't you get it while I follow?” “I won't do anything! I’ll stay right here with Tracy and Delia. Promise.” “No.”)
After another threat to scream, he relented. You left the two as soon as he was out of sight. He's probably looking for you now.
He says some pick up line you're not paying attention to. When he leans in, you hook your hand around the back of his neck and bring him down for a kiss. You're pushed against a wall, his hands all over your body as you hold onto him in turn.
You giggle into his liquor tinted mouth when you feel his knee splitting between your thighs, up and up as he teases you with it. He's almost reached where you're waiting before he's suddenly being pulled away with a harsh tug.
You look to see Raymond, his face furious as he takes the man by his shoulder in a tight grasp. “Ray,” you whine. “C’mon. I just wanted one.”
He ignores you, turning toward the guy you were sucking face with and patting him down.
“What the fuck are you doing, man?” he complains, worse when Raymond starts checking his jacket for contraband. “Get your hands off me!”
He grabs him by his cheeks, squeezing until his mouth is wide and he can see into it. He looks around for anything peculiar—you don't know what the fuck he'll find—before letting him go with a couple smacks to the cheek.
“Get the fuck out of here.” He gestures with his head before turning back to you, pouting against the wall with your arms crossed.
When he doesn't move, Raymond turns around again with a harder glare in his eyes. He repeats it with a little more force but no more volume. “Get the fuck out of here.”
He scoffs and rolls his eyes, fixing his jacket roughly and walking away. He shoots you one last smirk, waving slowly with a tiny wink.
You wave back, lip curled out and brows furrowed. You wiggle your fingers in farewell, like you're torn apart by this nameless man’s departure. Raymond smacks your hand down with no actual cruelty.
“You lied,” he states simply.
“I didn't lie. I said I would stay put,” you shrug. “I just never specified for how long.”
He gives you a hard stare—but that kind of thing hardly ever works for you, especially not when you've managed to (finally) have a full drink in you. Nowhere near tipsy but loose enough to be able to avoid any manipulation.
“We're leaving.”
“No, we're not.”
“If you can't behave, that's exactly what we're doing. Let's go,” he grabs your arm and begins to pull you away. You decide instead to drop all your weight and make him have to drag you—it won't be a good look for someone like him to be seen forcing someone like you out of a party like this so late at night. And even if he tries to explain, you'll just scream bloody murder.
So he stops and lets go of your wrist. You cross your arms again and pout. He can't help but think you look like a petulant child pretending to be a grown-up—despite nearing thirty.
He says your name, a warning. “We're going home, and that's final. You're not listening to me, which means I cannot trust you to be here around all these people whose intentions are not well-suited for you.” He takes a step closer to you. “So you and I are going back home, or I'll drag you there myself—kicking and screaming, if I must…”
You refuse to admit the effect his voice has on you. You should feel threatened or upset, but his threat sounds more like a promise than anything else. You'd be thrown over his shoulder, his hands on the back of your thighs to keep you steady.
But you decide against it. You stare him down thinking over your choices and deciding that maybe tonight, you'll listen.
Clenching your jaw and sighing heavily, you glance away. “Fine.” You drop your arms by your side. “Home.”
His gaze is still just as hard as it was before. “Thank you.”
You roll your eyes, shoving past him to walk back into the crowd of the party. He walks closely behind you, his gaze sharp as a hawk as he follows after.
You really did intend to listen. But there was something about tonight that made you want to test him.
Shaking him off your trail without being suspicious is hard. You're just lucky there are so many people around, especially when the song switches to something with such a heavy bass that you feel it in your chest and in your head and into your gut. Excitement floods the party like a wildfire until it's a horrible mix of elated dancers, a wild beat of up and down as the music rages on in a room of packed bodies.
He loses you in the crowd. He had a feeling you would try something like this, but even he can have difficulty keeping up with you in a place like this. He stands still and tries to spot you through the mess, but it's of no use. There are too many bobbing heads and shouting attendees, too much chaos to see through.
You wouldn't leave the party. If nothing else, you know better than that. He just hopes he can find you before someone else does.
You manage to find the bar, leaning on it as you wait for one of the servers to serve you. You just want one drink before Raymond finds you and drags you out by your hair.
You sit perched on the stool, growing more and more impatient as you drum your fingers against the countertop. “Excuse me?” you call, huffing when you're met with no response. What kind of service is this?
“Hey, baby.”
You turn around and recognize the same man from before, a smirk on his face as he walks up to lean against the bar next to you.
You smile at him, leaning forward on your palm and fluttering your lashes at him. “Hey, there,” you coo gently. Maybe you might get what you want after all.
“Seems we were interrupted before.”
“We were.” You reach out to graze the neckline of his shirt, and he steps forward gently, two glasses in his hands. “Are we gonna fix that, handsome?”
He hums, eyes slightly droopy as he takes in the sight of you. He hands you one of the glasses. “Your little bodyguard isn't gonna stop us again? I feel like I was just starting to get to know you.”
You giggle lightly, taking the glass happily and reaching into your purse. “I don't know where he is. But we better make it quick before he finds me again and takes me away.”
You jut your bottom lip out in another pout, still smiling as you grab your lipstick and a tiny vile. He steps forward, one hand on your waist as he dips his head into the crook of your shoulder and neck. “We better…”
You hum, opening the vile and dropping a couple drops into the drink he'd given you. Your smile falls into a pout as you watch the color change with a taunting swirl. You make a little whining noise, and he pulls back to see what the problem is.
His eyes fall down to the drink he'd given you, no longer the light amber it was when he presented it. His charm slips into something of a disappointed huff.
“Really?” You whine. “I never get anything I want.”
His face changes, and you can see a glimmer of anger flashing across his face. You tilt your head, no more than curiosity shining through as the threat he presents to you goes almost entirely over your head.
When your name is called, you turn to see Raymond standing expectantly only a few feet away. His face is set in a hard glare and his arms are crossed over his chest.
“Ray, he spiked my drink.” You pointed to the man in front of you, who blanches as he struggles to come up with a poor excuse when Raymond's hard glare directs solely on him, this time with way more fire and something far too threatening not to inspire fear.
“Wha– I didn't! Why would I do that? She liked me anyway,” he insists, shaking his head and backing away.
“I'm not a liar,” you roll your eyes. Raymond would beg to differ if the matter wasn't so serious. “He spiked my drink, Ray. Get him.” You say it like a petulant child more than a boss giving an order.
He's too concerned for your well-being to roll his eyes or refuse. Catching the man before he can run away, he grabs him tightly by the back of his neck and slams his head onto the counter top. You smile contently. The man passes out immediately, falling to the ground with a heavy thud as Raymond clenches his jaw.
He turns to you, no more relaxed than before. “Stand up.” You roll your eyes but do as he says. In the next moment, you're being thrown over his shoulder like a ragdoll as he carries you through the crowd.
“I'll walk!” you insist. He doesn't listen, doesn't pay you any mind as he continues to walk. The hand holding you wraps around your thighs, the dress so small but he keeps having to pull it down before you're revealed to the whole of the party still raging around you both. Some people look over as they see you being carried away, your elbows in his back as you hold yourself up with a profound pout. Upon seeing your lack of distress, they laugh and pay you no mind.
“You always ruin my fun.”
“Stop talking.”
~
Raymond doesn't talk to you on the car ride home. He doesn't talk to you as he parks, or opens your door, or leads you into the manor with a harsh look in his eyes. You're actually too nervous to try and speak to him. He's given you silent treatments before, but this one feels different.
You walk up the stairs with him behind you, walking into your bedroom as he still follows. You drop your purse haphazardly in a chair, sitting at the edge of the bed and patting your knees awkwardly as he stares at you.
The silence stretches. You swallow thickly, crossing your leg as you clear your throat as quietly as you can.
“I know you're angry.”
“Angry doesn't begin to describe it.”
“I was fine!”
“You didn't listen to me.” He takes a few steps toward you. His hard glare is the only thing giving off his anger. He doesn't raise his voice or add any extra force. He speaks so calmly. “My job is to protect you and make sure you don't do anything stupid, and what did you do? Something stupid.”
“You act like I can't handle myself.” You roll your eyes, not feeling particularly shameful, just awkward about being told off by this man who is not your father. “I was fine.” He says your name. “I'm not dumb, I tested my drink because I didn't see it being made like you told me to. And look,” you raise your wrist, green numbers counting down on your arm, “all my years are intact.”
Staring at you, he feels his last nerves fraying. You're so oblivious to all the threats out there, whether you claim not to be or not. You stare with a whiny pout, eyes low and disinterested with a level of sass that runs his last will to keep his hands to himself. Your legs are crossed with your arms. You're using them to push your breasts up like you're showing them off to him.
“The point is,” he insists, “I won't always be there in time to save you. One day–”
You groan loudly. “Ugh, you're so fucking annoying! You never let me do anything–!”
His hand wraps around your throat so suddenly. You startle, gasping as you stare up at him in shock. It happened so quickly. He's never done anything like this before. He's never so much as grabbed your wrist with as much force.
You swallow thickly, and he can feel it beneath his palm as you continue to stare. His face is inches from yours. He's boxing you in with one knee on the bed.
“Why do you have to be such a little brat?” His voice is low and rough. His piercing blue eyes are darker with his pupil blown wide. “You're a spoiled little rich girl, and your father should have disciplined you years ago.”
You should be offended, but his closeness and his hand around your throat, it's making it hard to focus on anything but the pulsing between your legs. You squeeze your thighs together. He feels the movement shift the covers on the bed and scoffs.
“Of course you'd enjoy this. It's all you ever think about, isn't it?” He shakes his head, his lip lifting in a scowl. “You fucked all the guards before me. You kept trying to fuck everyone you saw at the party. You've been trying to fuck me since I took the job. You're just a little slut.”
“No, I'm not,” you protest weakly. “Not a slut. ‘M not spoiled. I'm not a brat.”
His fingers tighten so slightly around your throat, and a thin gasp pulls from your throat. The smallest whine escapes, and he scoffs once more.
“You were saying.”
He tried so hard not to fall short, not to fuck up and fuck you. But he's reached his limit, and the only way you seem to listen is this.
“You know what? Fine,” he says. “If this is the only way to get you to listen to me, then we'll play your game.”
He doesn't let go of you as he stands once more, forcing you to rise with him. He sits at the edge of the bed and pulls you onto his lap. You're caught entirely off guard, steadying yourself as you speak quickly.
“What are you doing?”
“What your father should have done a long time ago.” He lifts the hem of your dress up until your ass is exposed to him, your thong wedged between it and reappearing to wrap around your waist. You shiver as he strokes your back and all the way down the length of it.
When his hand dips low and smooths along your ass cheeks, groping and kneading them roughly, you bite down on your lip and squeeze your thighs together.
The first smack comes as a surprise, a light gasp tearing from your throat.
He tuts, shakes his head with a hum. His face and voice are completely neutral, as though his mind were focused on an analytical objective, rather than a punishing palm to your ass.
His other hand wraps around your throat, lifting you up enough to make you look at him. “Be still,” he orders with a calmness that makes you shiver. “The more you move, the longer I'll go. If you behave, then I'll give you what you deserve.”
You swallow thickly, staring back at him silently. Usually, you always have something to say. But now…
“Answer me.”
You sigh shakily. “Yes, sir.”
“Good.”
He doesn't waste anymore time in punishing you. His hand smacks down on your ass once, twice, three times more. He spanks you over and over, each impact loud and rough enough to make you whine.
Your bottom burns, a stinging pain that mixes into the kind of pleasure that makes your thighs slick. You purse your lips in an attempt to keep your sounds in, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes. He isn't gentle—you don't deserve it. He spanks you until you squirm, until your skin is hot and flushed with color.
“What did I say?” he pauses, glaring at you when you rub your thighs together, wiggling slightly in his lap.
“‘M sorry, sir,” you whine with an obedience he wasn't sure you had.
You hear his belt clinking as he undoes the buckle, untucking his shirt to pull it off. You glance over to get a peek of him, his chest strong and mouth-wateringly enticing. You want to taste him, to stick your tongue out and lick at his skin until you've had your fill.
“Be still,” he repeats. There isn't a shred of kindness in his voice. You try not to squirm again.
“Yes, sir.”
When he strikes you again, it's with his belt. You bite down on your knuckle to try and silence yourself to no avail. The sting is more intense, harder this time without complete malice. You whine and whimper, taking his punishment without another issue to ensure that malice doesn't come. You clench your jaw and squeeze your eyes shut. You press your thighs together and stifle your sounds as tears prick at your eyes.
By the time Raymond is finished with his punishment, your ass and thighs are burning with the sting of his spanks. You're sore and aching, trembling in his lap as you whine.
“Look at you,” he scoffs. “And you want to say you're not a slut.”
“I-I… I'm not.” Another harsh slap, so strong that you actually cry out. “I'm sorry.”
“Yes, you are.” With one last spank, he makes you sit up as he rises to his feet. Raymond puts you back on the bed, your chest pushing against the mattress as he positions your legs over the edge. He tosses his belt on the bed next to you.
You feel vulnerable—as you are—with your ass out, your panties gone and your tiny dress doing nothing to hide you. You've never felt vulnerable when you're bare in front of someone, but there's something about this that is different.
His hands are on you, undressing you unkindly until you're as naked as you've been trying to get for him for the past months. He takes in the sight of you, your pussy slick with arousal, your ass flushed from his hand and belt, your thighs trembling, your smooth skin exposed for him and only him.
His hands squeeze your sides, and you can't help but moan at the feeling of his hands on you. You've been aching for his touch since he was first introduced to you. He was, by far, the most tempting meal you've been presented with, and you're weak at the thought of finally tasting him.
He takes you by surprise when he shoves his middle finger into your cunt, thrusting it deep and curling to feel the way you squeeze. You moan, eager breaths puffing out of you as he explores your cunt curiously, though he watches you with a look that feels more analytical than anything else.
“So fucking wet,” he tuts. “I bet you're gonna take it all, huh? You're gonna let me ruin this little fucking cunt of yours?”
You clench around his finger at the idea, and he grunts as he shoves a second finger inside. You grip the sheets, trying to hold it together as the feeling of his pumping, curling fingers fill you, mixing with the lingering sting of your ass cheeks.
“Please, Ray. I need it,” you whimper, unable to hold out much longer as your need for him rises above any game you've been playing.
“What? What do you need, spoiled girl?” He thrusts his fingers deeper, gauging your reaction by the way your cunt flutters when he curls them against a spongy spot inside of you that makes you gasp lightly. “If you're going to ask for something, you've got to follow through. What do you need?”
Your breath shudders. “You. You, Ray. I need you to fuck me so bad,” you gasp. “Please, Ray. I'll be good. I'll be so good for you, just please put your cock in me.”
He hums to himself, clearly pleased though he doesn't show it. “I don't know. You haven't been very well-behaved. Especially tonight. I don't think you deserve any rewards when you've been so disobedient.” He curls his fingers so roughly that it almost hurts. “You don't listen, you've been sassing me, you whine like a spoiled cunt.”
You whine shakily with each cruel movement of his fingers. Your need only grows, regardless of his meanness—especially with his meanness. You're a wealthy man's daughter who's used to getting what she wants, who's used to being praised and pampered and treated like a little princess.
But Raymond doesn't care about any of that. His job is to protect you, yes, but nowhere in his job description does it say that he has to pamper you. And he won't. He doesn't see the need. In fact, he finds a deep-seated need to punish you and put you back in a place you've been out of for a long time now.
It melts you until you're malleable, ready to take any bend, any imprint he may have to offer.
“Tell me why you deserve it.” He smacks you again.
“I don't!”
He raises a brow, inclines his head. “Oh?”
“I don't,” you gasp. “I don't deserve it. I haven't been good. I-I've been a brat, and I haven't listened to you.” He eases his pace enough for you to breathe right, smiling to himself.
“Good.” He raises a hand to your back, rubbing along your spine and easing the tension that has built there. He pulls his fingers out of you, smooths his hand over your behind to ease the stinging skin. “I'm very proud of you. You've done very well.”
You breathe slowly, feeling your brain settling from its mind-numbing high. You're always feeling the loss somewhere deep in your bones, missing his warmth and his touch and his words.
“Ray?” you whisper, sitting up enough to look over your shoulder. His jacket and shirt are gone, his pants undone.
“What do you want, little girl?” He's not harsh when he says it, though it's not incredibly gentle either.
You swallow thickly, trying to be as polite as possible as you look up at him with soft eyes gleaming with tears (more from a desperate need and his intensity than anything else).
“Can you kiss me please?”
You see the slightest softening in his eyes, easily missed. He stares at you, deciding, as he tilts his head just barely. You watch and wait as patiently as you can manage.
“Turn over.”
You do as you're told, laying on your back and hissing slightly at the sting. He steps forward, leaning over you with one arm braced beside your head. Your breath is thin as you stare up at him—so close, you can feel his gentle breaths against your skin.
He scoops one arm beneath you, wrapping around your back and surprising you as he lifts you off the bed. You hold onto him, wrapping your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist. He sits on the edge of the bed with you in his lap without a word.
You keep watching him, mimicking his silence as you wait for his command. He gestures for you with the slightest tilt of his head, beckoning you forward as his piercing eyes finally ease their stare.
You lean in, trying not to be too eager as you cradle the back of his head and finally meet him in a kiss. He tastes faintly of spearmint gum, this cool, refreshing feeling that makes your skin buzz. You tilt your head for a deeper kiss, unable to stop yourself as your desperation for him rises above control.
You tangle your fingers in the hair at the nape of his neck, bodies pressed so closely together that there's no space left between you. His arm wraps around your body and holds you tight, the other cradling your head as he kisses you back with as much hunger as you. All of the built up tension is rising to an apex ready to burst.
As his lips travel along your jaw to the underside of your chin, you feel yourself shudder. He licks and nips at your skin until you feel like you can't breathe. His hands move to grip your waist, unintentionally guiding you down onto his lap until he's grunting against your skin.
“Please, Ray,” you gasp. “Please, can you fuck me? I need you so bad.”
“Why should I, hm?” He sucks a bruise into your collarbone, and you're a goner. How he has the control to play with you still is beyond you.
“I'll be good. I promise, I'll behave.” You yelp when the erection hidden only by his underwear presses up into you and against your clit. The cold of his open clasp on his pants sears the skin of your thigh, and your head is fuzzy with all the sensations. “I'll be good for you, sir.”
He hums deep in his throat, considering this as the haze of lust clouds his mind. “Prove it then,” he husks against the skin of your throat, laying claim to you with lips and teeth and tongue. “Be good for me and ride me.”
You don't waste any time, pulling his cock from his pants and sparing only a moment to admire him—he's hard and girthy, and when you position him at the wet of your cunt, he's groaning as you slowly sink down on him.
When you're seated in his lap, his cock pressing into you and stretching you in the most delicious way, you let out a long, heavy moan, mixing with his as you relish in the sensation.
“Fuck,” you whimper. “Fuck, that's good.” You lean against him and bury your face in the crook of his neck. You don't move, clenching around him as you get used to the feeling of him. “God, Ray, you're so fucking good.”
He squeezes your hips tight, clenching his jaw and trying to steady his breaths. You're just so warm, so wet. He's trying not to move you himself as he busies himself with littering your shoulder in more hickeys—ones you'll have to cover when this is all over.
“C'mon, baby,” he rasps.
You nod into his neck, slowly moving your hips forward and gasping at the sensation. From there, you're moving so eagerly, that you wonder why you were still to begin with.
The pleasure is electric. You feel it in your belly, your thighs, your toes. As you moan and whimper at each catch of him inside you, he grunts. His hands grab your hips and lift you just enough to slam you back down on his lap. You let out a half-cry, holding him tight as you start to mimic the movement.
It feels so good. You're stuck on the pleasure like a fly on honey, fucking yourself on his lap as you gasp and moan. He watches your breasts, one hand braced at your side as his thumb traces over the delicate skin.
“Good,” he says, his voice rough with pleasure. “You're doing so well for me, sweetheart. Keep going.”
Part of you wants to push him back against the bed to find more leverage to ride him with, but the other part of you wants to cry at the idea of not having your body pressed against his. You're breathless, mumbles of how good he feels falling from your lips as you cling to him.
You swivel your hips, widening your legs to get him as deep as you can in an eager effort to fill that ache deep in your gut. You mewl in his ear, the sound intoxicatingly close to a tiny sob.
“Feels better, doesn't it? Being so nice and full of me?” His hands still guide your hips, rocking you intently as you whine some more. When you give no response, his palm lands three consecutive blows to your sore cheeks, smirking when you shriek and tighten around him. “Answer me, bratty girl.”
You shudder. “Oh, yes.”
“‘Oh, yes’, what?” His tone is so mocking, you can feel it rattling your bones.
“Yes, sir.”
“What are you saying ‘yes’ for, silly girl?” His brow furrows, though his jaw is still tight in concentration.
“It feels better,” you whimper. He can feel your thighs tense, trembling around him.
“Oh, yeah? Now put it all together, baby.” His teeth graze your earlobe as his thumb comes to rub circles into your clit. You whine, grinding deeper. You start to speak, but the words are unfocused, unsteady. He shakes his head. “No, no. You have to speak clearly.”
You try again, but just as you're getting the words out, he suddenly thrusts into you, interrupting your sentence with a moan. He tuts. “I said clearly. If you can't follow one simple instruction, how are you going to learn?”
“I'm sorry,” you mumble as best as you can.
He doesn't let you slow as you continue to ride him. His hands move to your ass, squeezing roughly and him when you whine and squeeze your eyes shut at the dull ache. “Let's try again, shall we?”
You nod, your breath catching. “You feel so much better, sir.” Your arms wrap tightly over his shoulders. “Feel nice and…an’ full.”
“Good,” he smiles. “Much better.”
You get ahead of yourself, planting your hands on his chest and pushing him back without much force. You steady yourself, rocking back and forth on top of him as you continue to seek out your pleasure.
Raymond watches you intently, his mind filled with the sight of you as he thinks about all the time he's found himself imagining this—your blissed out face as you lose yourself to the feeling of him, your almost whiny moans every time the blunt head of his cock find that spot inside you that makes your eyes roll.
He rolls you onto your back, tucking his thighs beneath your own as he pulls you onto his lap. He holds you by your hips, sinking back inside of you with a long groan. You tighten around him, whimpering and moving your hips to meet him.
Raymond steadies himself, giving a few experimental thrusts before finding his rhythm. He feels amazing as he ruts into you, taking all of his pent up stress and frustration out on you. You take it all, dizzy and in need of breath.
“Fuck, Ray. Ray—Oh, God.” Your hand reaches down eagerly to find your clit, rubbing only a couple circles before he's smacking your hand away.
“Did I say you could touch yourself?” he demands, out of breath. A few strands of hair fall over his forehead, in front of his eyes. It's hot as hell.
“N-no, ‘m sorry.”
He replaces your hand with his own. The calloused pad of his thumb strokes your clit with quick, tight circles. Sparks of pleasure are crackling in your veins. You feel like you'll burst.
Your eyes lock with his, brimming with intensity. You can see the glimmers of control around his irises slipping away. He leans over you, one hand fisting the sheets beside your head as the other continues its ministrations between your thighs.
He's breathing roughly, a slight grunting in his tone that brings his unraveling to attention. Your hands wrap desperately around him, nails sinking into his back for something to hold on to. His sounds are intoxicating, a deep rumbling of a growl.
“God, please don't stop. Feels too good, sir,” you whimper, your body grinding beneath him.
He doesn't say anything, but the thrusts of his cock become noticeably more unsteady. He spears into you with more roughness than quickness now, slamming into you like he's angry still. You let him, delighted to take it all now that you finally have him after trying for so many months.
“Fuck, baby. Moan for me, just like that,” he huffs. “Keep squeezing me like that.”
You do as he says because you're happy to do it. You would shout his name for your father to hear if he asked you to.
You lock your legs around him, feeling yourself beginning to unravel as his pace on your clit tightens. “Fuck, Ray, fuck—Ah!” You feel the knot tightening in your gut, twisting smaller and smaller. “Ray, I'm gonna–!”
You're cut off by a sudden gasp as you come undone, arching into him as you toss your head back on the mattress. You cry out, your whole body shuddering as shocked moans fill the air a few breaths at a time. “Oh! Fuck—Ray.” Your words are vaguely coherent as they tremble on, too colored by the fervor of your passion to allow for eloquence.
He shudders as you clench around his cock, your walls fluttering around him as he continues to fuck into you. As your nails scrape down his back, his jaw tightens. You feel his thrusts stutter, his breath hitch in his chest as his orgasm hits him. His breathy groans fill the room alongside your blissed ones. He’s saying something that you can’t quite hear, distracted by the warmth surrounding you, filling you as he spills inside of you.
A few more short thrusts fuck his cum deeper inside of you, and you shudder and whimper as he does. The pleasure swirls in your head and in your veins. He nudges you with the tip of his nose, turning your head enough to capture your lips. You’re both breathing the other in, losing yourselves in the taste and in the feel of the other. His hands stroke your sides, this soothing but possessive touch that makes you dizzy.
As he pulls away, you both catch your breaths in the relative silence. You wait for your high to die down into something coherent, keeping him as close to you as you can in order to feed off his warmth. When he pulls out of you, you whine at the empty feeling he leaves you with.
“So needy,” he murmurs, kissing your throat gently before standing to disappear into your bathroom. He cleans you up, and you let him because it feels good to be tended to.
When he’s finished, you stay spread out on your bed to steady your thoughts. .”We could have done that a lot sooner, you know,” you say.
He actually chuckles, and it brings a smile to your face. Whenever you manage to get a smile out of this man, your stomach flutters. A chuckle? You’ll probably die.
“Shut up and go to sleep.” He says from the edge of the bed, gathering all the clothes left behind to clean up after the two of you. You sit up, moving to the edge of the bed on your knees. You place a hand on his to pause his movements, turning his face to look at you.
He looks so unkempt now. It’s not something you’re used to. Raymond makes a point out of being put together, professional. Seeing him like this—cheeks pink from the exertion, hair falling over his face, lips plump and kiss-swollen…it’s doing things to you that you’re not sure you can recover from.
You lift a hand to his face, using your finger to encourage his hair from his forehead. You stroke that finger down his temple, his cheekbones, his jawline, until it’s placed beneath his chin. You bring him forward and place a gentle kiss to his lips, something too soft and too soothing.
You pull away with a smile, still so close to him as you stare into his eyes. He’s got these really pretty lashes. “I won’t go to sleep unless you join me.”
His hand lands on your waist, sliding down to your hip and bringing you forward. “You’ve gotten enough of what you want tonight, bratty girl.”
You giggle, grazing your fingertips along his jaw, cradling his face in your warm hands. “You would think you’d learn that lesson by now.” You won’t stop until you get what you want. He might as well give up.
He rolls his eyes, but he can’t hide the tiny grin playing on his lips. “And if your father catches us?”
“My father won’t catch us.” Your tone is easy, like there’s no argument left to be had. “And if he does, he’s not firing you.” If he tries, you’ll bat your lashes and convince him otherwise. If that doesn’t work, you’ll remind him that Raymond’s lasted the longest, and he’s the only one who’s actually been able to keep you relatively in line. You’re not done with him just yet.
He thinks about this, breathes in a deep breath and concedes with a sigh. “Spoiled little thing,” he murmurs under his breath. He pats your side, and you nearly squeal as you kiss him quickly before finding your spot beneath your blankets. He joins you a moment longer, arms wrapped around you, scent enveloping you. You smile as you nuzzle against him.
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Book Recommendations Based on Cillian Murphy's Characters! | Pt. 1?
These are all books that I've read and associate with Cillian's characters. Just because I include a book does not mean I completely agree/condone anything in them... they just remind me of the character. Characters included:
Crane
Jim
Matthew Joy
Killick
Raymond
Neil
Lenny Miller
Fischer
Let me know which books you’d recommend and which character’s recommendations you like the best!






