okay i kept seeing ur meet you at the blossom posting and have finally caved and started it and ????? this is insane and also so good thank u sm for ur quality posting im 2 eps in and going crazy 🙏🙏🙏
that makes me soooo fucking HAPPY beloved !! toxic yaoi for the win
Obsession: Make it about Koui and the girl he's in love with.
//If it’s the theme of obsession that you so desire, then it is the theme you shall get. Please note that the drabble shall be listed underneath the cut, also please forgive me for being late with this request. I had writer’s block for quite a while but I hope you enjoy it.
It was unusual that the blonde subjected himself to this kind of situation, especially in this condition of weather. It was currently pouring and it was coming down quite hard on the young boy’s head as he stood behind a large tree. Koui had only recently come across someone that he viewed as special, someone that he had taken a very large interest in actually. It was quite normal for the male to take an interest in someone new, he’d always done this from the time he was younger. He’d find someone to worship and watch over them, only for things to turn out one-sided or to become a betrayal thus resulting in their untimely sudden demise which only started the cycle all over again.
One thing would lead to another and result in the blonde’s self-esteem dropping even further than it already was, triggering his alter ego to take over as a defense mechanism to prevent any further damage. Though even taking such precautions never protected him from the feelings that surfaced afterwards, after he allowed his darker side to settle back down and observe the torment he had unleashed upon the one he once loved thus resulting in a tidal wave of sorrow and self-hate. A hate for himself that was far stronger than any other emotion he’d felt for anyone or anything. Something that plunged him deeper and deeper into his own darkness, so deep that he was certain he could never be recovered.
Why is it that I love those that I cannot have? Is this the punishment I’ve been given for my sins?
Due to tragic endings in the child’s past, he had deemed it best to simply admire from afar. To struggle with his feelings of love that he didn’t quite understand himself, rather than present himself like most would do for their beloved, considering it never ended well for either parties whenever he was involved. Not only did he find it safer for his target, he found it easier to cope when they found someone else that they truly loved. They wouldn’t witness his pain and sorrow nor would they have to worry about him troubling their lives even more than he already had. It was a simple and painful way to live with himself but it was one that he had deemed necessary for the safety of others and himself.
Peeking his head around the trunk of the large tree, sapphire hues watched the female down below the hill, examining every single movement she made whether it was small or not. He couldn’t help himself. He desired to get closer to the namanari, he desired to receive her attention in the way he wanted. He wanted to believe that she was different than all the others he’d fallen for, for she was kind to him whenever she would manage to catch him. She had never judged the way he presented himself nor how he looked appearance-wise. It was the first time someone the blonde loved had approached him and acknowledged his existence. The first time someone had wanted to socially interact with him, and that made his beating heart flutter more than it ever had before.
If so, I will take this punishment by the reigns and work it in my favor. I’ll mold it and make it my own.
The namanari had become his only desire, his only want, his only obsession. She had unknowingly become the hybrid’s everything and he had unwillingly brought her into his life even though he swore to never involve himself with another crush ever again. She had become someone he thought of often, someone he wanted to be around always and to protect. Though he was quite certain that she was perfectly capable of protecting herself, thus adding another reason why to simply watch from afar rather than interact. It was more trouble than it was worth in his opinion, far too dangerous, especially because of their blood. A link between hybrid and namanari was about as forbidden as the relationship between a human and a vampire.
Though just because a link would be forbidden didn’t mean he couldn’t enjoy their friendship. Yes, that was something that he had finally managed to develop between the two of them and it honestly made him happier than ever. He had never physically had a friend aside from his demon so this was something that he was certainly going to cherish forever. Even if things didn’t end how he wanted, even if things turned out worse than they had ever been in the past, he’d never bring himself to harm the female. His thoughts of her were higher than all of the others previous to her. In his mind, they simply couldn’t compare to her.
For I will let nothing stop me from seeing her smile. I will make sure to destroy all those who wish to bring her harm.
The male had closed his eyes for a few moments, thinking to himself of how lucky he’d been as of recent. Being able to be friends with the one he cherished was far more then a simple blessing. It was absolutely life changing in his opinion. Sure he still avoided most contact unless she anticipated it, but the simple fact that she wanted to speak with him on a almost daily basis had him utterly baffled. Though it wasn’t like he’d ever decline her offer either. He didn’t have the heart nor the guts to do so when it came to her. Usually the blonde was known to be quite hateful and rather emotionless around others or by himself so it was an odd sight to see whenever he’d become flustered or excited to be around her.
Opening his eyes once more, he’d come to notice that the sniper was no longer in his field of sight, surprising him more than he would have liked. Sapphire hues scanned the horizon, attempting to see where she had run off to. Strands of blonde were sloppily pressed against his face as beads of rain water rolled down his cheeks, his purple jumpsuit squeaking slightly with every small movement he made, while silver chains jiggled softly in the chilly breeze. Koui stepped out from behind the tree, the heels of his black high heeled shoes sinking slightly into the wet grass as he did so. No matter where he looked, it seemed as if she had completely vanished.
Simply being around her brings me bliss, I’ve never wanted anything more in my life.
A sudden touch at his shoulder caused the young boy to jump, turning around as quickly as he could, causing his hair to splatter against his face once more, blocking his sight.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to spook ya.”
“…”
Hands gently touched the blonde’s head, pulling his black hairband from his head only for them to place it back onto his head, using it to shove his wet bangs from his face. It was the namanari. Knowing this allowed the hybrid to relax but only slightly, now he was nervous for different reasons.
“It’s quite alright.”
“So wat’cha doin’ out here anyway? It’s pretty cold.”
“I was simply watching something majestic until it happened to fly away.”
He lowered his head slightly when responding to the taller female, using one of his hands to lightly poke at his cheek. The female shifted her weight to the left side of her body, placing her arms behind her head before grinning at the hybrid.
She is my sweet remedy, my cherished beloved and it will always be that way. She will be the death of me.
“Well I was ‘bout to head to snipin’ practice today, ya wanna join me?”
“Go with you?”
With a slight kick of her leg, she began to slowly walk away from the large tree. Koui stared in the direction the namanari was heading, watching the back of her figure gain some distance between them.
It wasn’t that he didn’t want to follow her, it was the exact opposite in fact. He was just still getting used to the fact that someone he thought so highly of was interested in being around someone like him. It was all so new to him but he certainly enjoyed the feeling it brought him.
“Ya comin’, Kitten?”
She turned the upper half of her body ever so slightly, causing her long hair to fall beautifully over her back and shoulders. In his mind, she was absolutely beautiful. The exact epitome of the Goddess, Aphrodite, even if she didn’t believe it. A soft and genuine smile spread across his lips as a light hint of pink filled his cheeks. Nodding his head and quickly following right beside her before responding.
“Of course, nothing would make me happier.”
For you are my greatest obsession, my darling Kakona.
Adie/Adeline [overtaleblog]- Enter Adie and Justin
Justin [Determination-Saved]- "... 's rather quiet..."
Adie/Adeline [overtaleblog]- "I kinda like it, it's peaceful compared to everywhere else."
Justin [Determination-Saved]- "Never said that was a bad thing." Maybe I should just ask... He sighs. "A- Adie... C- can.... I uh... Ask ya somethin....?" Nervous tol.
Adie/Adeline [overtaleblog]- "What is it Justin?" they squeeze his hand lightly the same way he did to them earlier
Justin [Determination-Saved]- "Will you...." He pauses, blushing, and then groans, pulling his hand away and hiding his face in his hands. "Why did I think this was a good idea how did I let Aurey talk me into thissssssss????" He's very flustered.
Adie/Adeline [overtaleblog]- They hug him "Shhhhh.... it's okay.... take your time...."
Justin [Determination-Saved]- "Heh..... t- thanks...." He sighs, and barely musters the courage to mumble, very quickly, "Willyoudateme?"
Adie/Adeline [overtaleblog]- They hug him tight unable to stop grinning "Yes!!! Of course!!!"
Justin [Determination-Saved]- "Wh-...." Blushing tol. They said yes. Oh my god thEY SAID YES! Internal cheering, as he hugs them tight. "I was worried I'd be turned down.... I dunno what I was thinking." He snickers.
Adie/Adeline [overtaleblog]- they snuggle close, still grinning "I could never turn you down cowboy.... I.... loveyou" they say the last part quickly blushing bright red as they do
Justin [Determination-Saved]- He grins, blushing, and mumbles, "Iloveyoutoo...."
Adie/Adeline [overtaleblog]- They pull back and grin at him happily
Adie/Adeline [overtaleblog]- If this was Adeline they would've Awww'ed as they're aware of the ship. but it's not, so they just focus on Justin and hug him again.
Justin [Determination-Saved]- He smiles, not paying much attention to the others in the room as he snuggles into the hug.
“Are... are ya sure...?” Justin looks nervous.
“Oh come on, Justin. You can do this. You’re sure to see Adie there! Just ask them! I mean, there’s probably gonna be a lot of people there, but whatever. You can do this! I know it.” Aurey grins at him.
“Aurey you also have more confidence than I do.”
“What? Nah. You can do this, Justin. I know it. Just ask!” Aurey shrugs, and then shoos him away..... by pushing him into a conveniently placed rip in the Void.
“AHHHH!” And there he goes.
