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[ao3feed-ateez]

Holy Spring

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/A9eXkFZ by brialle “Dude, why do you have to put everything in your mouth!” Seonghwa’s scolding tone turned San’s worrying into sulking straightaway, though he did let go of the pillow. “I bet Wooyoung would let me lick his things.” Which was a very bold statement to make, but the other was not here to refute him, and San liked his fantasy. “Based on what I’ve heard, Wooyoung would probably let you lick him if you asked nicely,” Yunho remarked dryly. Immediately San’s mind was blown. He let out a little gasp. “I haven’t even thought of that!” Then, under his breath: “I bet he tastes delicious.” “Are you serious!?” “Sexual attraction is a very new concept for me, be nice!” Or: College student Choi San had already come to terms with the fact that love and dating just weren’t for him. No one ever made him feel even a fraction of what they always portrayed in movies and books and that was okay. People were different. Along came Wooyoung. Words: 14507, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Jeong Yunho (ATEEZ), Song Mingi (ATEEZ) Relationships: Choi San/Jung Wooyoung (ATEEZ), Kim Hongjoong/Park Seonghwa, Choi Jongho/Kang Yeosang Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafés, Alternate Universe - College/University, Fluff and Humor, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Explicit Sexual Content, Bottom Jung Wooyoung (ATEEZ), Top Choi San (ATEEZ), they switch like once, Choi San is Whipped (ATEEZ), Kind of himbo/ golden retriever Choi San, Jung Wooyoung is a Sweetheart, POV Alternating, Light Angst, First Time, First Love, Happy Ending, I still wrote this for me but you can read it too read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/A9eXkFZ

[guzhufuren]

i wish someone truly sincerely loved me. not for who i pretend to be, not for the fake front of kindness, not for the dumb and cute act, not for calculated humor, not for the way i look, not out of pity, not for the constructed appearance of friendliness, not for my carefully curated digestible attractive personality i put on. i wish there was someone who saw through it all and saw the person who fails and fails and and tries and fails and loved that me. i wish there was someone i could be silent with and feel the love in the silence and give it back in return. i wish for someone real. i wish someone loved me for me

[guzhufuren]

i think! i think! you are a fucking idiot if you are a teen who got married just like three years after you and your also teen husband both had separate suicide attempts and then couple years later you start intentionally trying for a child at nineteen years old and treat your infertility when you don't have a stable job or an education or even your own fucking housing. they achieved it and birthed me and dumped me with my great grandmother and both of their stupid idiotic mentally ill genes and i became suicidal at 11 years old! at 11!!!!!!! and not once in my life have i thought "wow i'm sure glad i was born"! not in any moment! like i'm supposed to get over it and stop blaming others for my hardships and shit but how can i not when they are idiots!!!!!!!! who the fuck does shit like this!

[guzhufuren]

i have the best cat in the world and i have great online friends and queer situation is so much better in the world than it has ever been and there is actually good queer music and good queer cinema in easy access these days and strangers post the love stories they write for free on the internet for me to read and i am pleasant to look at and i beat the odds and have never gotten into a drug addiction despite being so mentally ill and we don't live in a dystopian reality yet and there is fresh air outside and i have food to eat and despite all that i'm just doing so bad why can't all of it be enough for me to snap the fuck out of this

[guzhufuren]

my brain chemistry is all wrong and my memory is wrong and my eyes are wrong and my skin is wrong and my nails are wrong and my face is wrong and my stomach is wrong and my bones are wrong and my breathing is wrong and my joints are wrong and my teeth are wrong and my voice is wrong and my hair is wrong and my smell is wrong and my wrists are wrong and my body is wrong and my endocrine system is wrong and the way i feel is wrong and the way my every move is only done for seeking attention is wrong and the way i treat people is wrong and my personality is wrong and everything that can be wrong with me is so very wrong and i can't fix any of it even if i had one thousand years to try

[guzhufuren]

i'm gonna leave and stay outside and become homeless no i'm gonna bash my head into the wall until it shuts up no i'm gonna slit my throat no i'm gonna save up money to travel to a country with an ocean and throw myself off a ship no i'm gonna get better get a job and become free no i'm gonna settle down in a heterosexual relationship and play the role of an obedient little wife but at least taken care of no i'm gonna start doing drugs until i overdose no i'm gonna live in the woods no i'm gonna go outside and fuck the first attractive person i see no i'm gonna keep laying here and never move until i completely disappear into thin air no i'm gonna drown myself in a river no i'm gonna go outside at night until i find someone who will murder me no i'm gonna find the highest building and fall from the top of it just so i can know what it feels like to fly in my last moments no i will definitely do something else and something else and something else and it's just a neverending parade of episodes by my brain what the fuck man what the fuck am i supposed to do with that i'm losing my mind i feel nothing and i feel everything and nothing feels real and it's all too much to handle

[guzhufuren]

do you think Hongjoong will get a small tattoo of a star one day. do you think maybe he already has one

[strawberisapphic]

everyone has a ship thats just: theyre perfect. they hate each other. theyre married. they havent spoken in 15 years. they have date nights three times a week. theyre divorced. theyre pining, its unrequited. its requited. theyre starcrossed. theyre meant to be. theyre doomed by the narrative. they love each other. theyve never held hands. they wont stop making out at parties. they cant look each other in the eye

[soneybun]

Your soulmate will be so soft and patient with you

[guzhufuren]

uni student Seonghwa comes over to his best friend Wooyoung's house and meets his dad. unfortunately the dad is smoking hot. super sweet and sexy au where Hwa goes for the dilf and Hongjoong suffers - link

[guzhufuren]

i need to find out the secret recipe of hot chocolate that dilf Hongjoong makes for uni student Hwa in this au. i need it

[radicalgraff]

"The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion"

Albert Camus sticker spotted in Phoenix, Arizona

[guzhufuren]

i don't know what kind of lunatic from the nearby supermarket's bakery invented adding a pinch of cream flavoured vanilla extract to the bread dough but i hope they have their ass ate every morning and every night

[guzhufuren]

presenting has been my go-to comfort and self soothing position for the last couple months. full transition into an omega achieved?

[lookmhees]

yoshirinrada: She's so bad

[guzhufuren]

licking up a track of sweat between someone's meaty tits would fix me

[guzhufuren]

really lovely au where pirate captain Hongjoong wakes up alone on a shore of an island and finds himself being watched by mermaid Seonghwa who imprinted on him link