2.07.2018
@inartibus
The endlessness of the conflict & darkness overwhelms even the chosen; heaviness of the burden pressed against the cracked & worn pavement beneath the skies dyed in decade’s worth of obsidian. Though, the light is what is harnessed by his abide & command, but there’s another source that stirs & revitalizes his very soul. Founded & preserved in spite of the hardships that should have torn this loyal individual asunder whose sacrifices & efforts deserves to be rewarded with the entire universe if it was feasible. The crown he wears, but even he is stricken with worries & wonders on the perfect present to give to Ignis, the irreplaceable soul in his life.
Soon, his path is to arrive at where he requested for Ignis’ presence. Atop one of the hills within the secured area, so probability of daemons to intervene are low ( for now ). Already has the infamous & memorable blue moon returned to her own slumber, but perhaps her grace to know the significance of this date & stars have come out to peek as if a knowing audience over the two individuals. With the ( badly ) wrapped gift tucked behind his back, hopefully not a rustle to expose his purpose. ❝Sorry, limited choices on where we can go,❞ apologies towards Ignis, but fortunate they’ve had their fair share of roughing it out that anywhere will make do. He still does rue such misfortune that was impossible to prevent to impose his absence of ten years’ worth. The burdens Ignis has had to bear & endure, when already he’s done so much than hundreds people’s worth in comparison by his standards & beliefs.
Fully awakened, laden with memories that have replayed in his mind over & over; it persists to cloud his mind with the hope & wish that time was on their side for once. Chances to overrule the prophecy still obscured, but neither will retreat from the path.
If he doesn’t live --- if they don’t live…..
Shame on him, to cater mirthless thoughts when this occasion is special & breath drawn in swiftly in the act of discarding them for the meantime as midnight blue-colored irises gaze upon the brunet opposite him. To properly appreciate & worship him; his heart eases & swells to see him alive, hear his familiar accented voice & know he’s real. Nervousness knot within his throat, obviously wanting to make sure to make Iggy happy during the time they have. Smile partitioned in preparation to speak ( yes he sort of tried to put together a special message ), but alas emotions throttle his voice with a shaky chuckle. ❝Gods, I don’t wanna suck at this --- but, missed out on ten years’ worth of your birthday Iggy.❞ Ten years without you.
Shuffle against the soil & gravel, but he finally presents the hand-wrapped parcel, it wasn’t an impressive size, but the sentimental value is incomparable. Before he allows himself to fumble, Noct reaches to take in the familiar, firm & homely hands to press the present into them, ❝Took a while to get my hands on these --- actually was afraid that they’d be entirely gone, but by some stroke of luck, I was able to find these,❞ explanation in his breathy murmurs as he unfolded the edges of the wrapping paper & settled within is precious seeds. In appearance, one would fear they’ve grown dormant due to its seemingly dried state. ❝Our lives may be more fragile than we’d hope, but memories can’t die especially if we continue to hold on to them,❞
❝--- these are the seeds of the flowers we used to smell & pick when we were kids, Iggy.❞ finally to reveal the essence of his present, rare in this time & age due to the devastation that has invaded across the terrains & Insomnia long overrun with ruin that the gardens there surely have long passed. But, as he tries to convey, what is precious & stored in their hearts will never truly die, even if the individual may no longer be physical present in the world. ❝It’s possible that garden can come back to life,❞ only hold on to the enlightening thoughts; purge the despair because honestly, they’ve had enough of it.
❝Happy birthday Iggy,❞ hands enclosed over the other’s & digits, the sign of gifting these; the message added to that of always being in his heart. Seeds, when nurtured & loved, will grow beautifully into flowers that shall soon expand its reach once in full bloom. ❝Um – would it be too cheesy to add that when I think of their scent, how pretty they look, they remind me of you.❞ Gentle fragrance like Ignis’ warmth & kindness; worth to be remembered & admired for an eternity as flowers even as they wilt, so long as their seeds shall find its bearing upon rich soil & proper care, they will live on.














