I stopped smoking in Feb/March and so far so good. After 19 years seems pretty wild I could quit just like that cold turkey, I guess it was all somehow psychological. Not a real addiction? But now I am trying to cut back a bit on alcohol and this my babies oh my god i hate this so much
This is truely hard because I actually love drinking. I love it. Smoking kinda hated everything about it. But wine, wine is life. I am sad and depressed rn... I am so blue uffffff.... So depresso and my fingers go shaky shaky too. This fucking sucks in every way possible. I am cranky asf

















