#indigoramblings

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January 2024, coming to terms with a male leaning gender and a growing desire to transition Vs. December 2024, 7 months on T

The beginning of the year vs the end of the year. I'm floored. I'm joyous to continue this journey (despite the political shit show and increasing hate towards trans people in the USA).

I wish I could show this to 19 year-old me to show him it is possible, to let them know they don't have to choose suffering and non-existence. Maybe some other scared, confused kid can see it now. If so, I hope it helps.

Can't wait to see what next year brings. I'm going to keep building the future I want the best I can. I hope you do too, friends.

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Today's adult frustration: why are quality shoes so expensive?

Buying appropriate support for my stupid pisces feet shouldn't make me want to punch a capitalist.

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Do you ever start to research something and very quickly realize you may be cracking open Pandora's box and then you go no thanks and slam that shit shut or are you normal

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so I learned (was retold?) tonight that up until the age of 2 strangers thought I was a boy because my hair wouldn't grow

my mom tried putting bows in it, dressing me all girly, but strangers were like nah it's a boy

this is hilarious

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ok wtf is this severance show and why are ppl obsessed w it

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Genuinely starting to think my spoty work history is what's keeping me from finding a new job. Sorry I have mental illness? Forgot capitalism hates *checks notes* people.

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You, Always You

And I have new friends now.

Isn't that amazing

But, still. Sometimes,

I see you in them.

A word, a phrase, a tone of

Voice

And then I blink...

They are themselves again.

New jokes, new giggles, new

Ways of seeing, and relating.

Always building bridges forwards

And backwards.

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screams in social anxiety

(silently, on the inside)