#ineedtofindmyself

[eveningsouls]

God help me

[southpoleelf76]

It came! The audio book was fine, but I need both sometimes. I sometimes just listen to the audio book, sometimes I read the book & sometimes (as silly as this may sound) listen to the audio book & follow along. Why? Well sometimes if the author is reading the audio book I can get an even better feel of things listening to them & following along. Authors are not only very expressive in the writing, but also in the reading of it as well which is amazing. Also, sometimes if it isn't the author sometimes the person reading it seems to put a lot feeling & emotion into just reading it which is also wonderful. Anyway I go this book to better understand introversion & to better understand a friend. Then, I realized I could not only use the knowledge I gained to understand my friend better, but also others who are introverted too. Finally, I realized not only all that, but I could use it to better understand myself. Like my friend said we're all a little bit of both. I call myself ambiverted because I have characteristics of both. However, I find through looking back even into my younger years I maybe more introverted than anything. That I do fake being extroverted in some situations, but not all the time. Maybe it will explain why I do some of things I do now, that I always have done & used to do. In my opinion I'm far from gregarious that's for sure. I know I do enjoy being "in my own head too much". Honestly, it's part of where my inspiration comes from. It's where my stories, poems, quotes, etc. come from. It's where all that came from when I was younger & wrote often. I am not saying I'm better or smarter or anything than anyone else. I'm just different in away that I need to embrace again like I did when I was younger. I lost that & I need to get that back. The on itself is about half the journey right there. #beyourself #loveyourself #iamwhoiam #gottabeme #selfcare #selflove #selfdiscovery #selfacceptance #selfworth #lovingthejourney #thejourneytofindmyself #youneedtofindyourself #findyourselffirst #ineedtofindmyself #findmyselffirst #Quiet #audiobooks #reading #memyselfandi #feelinggood #feelingblessed #feelingthankful #ontherightpath

[nessadv]

Solo chi si conosce è padrone di sé stesso.

-Pierre de Ronsard 

[anglakwatserangbabae]

The Art of Losing Yourself

Isang bagsakan lang to.

Babae din ako, marupok, nasasaktan, nagmamahal, nasasakal. Minsan naiisip ko na kahit mahal mo ang isang tao darating sa point na mapapagod ka na, hindi dahil sa hindi mo sya mahal or nangbababae sya, pero yung maturity nawawala. sino ba namang mag boyfriend at girlfriend ang gusto ng break up? wala naman siguro. Kahit ako ayoko bumitaw pero alamko sa sarili ko na hindi na tama. puro away, sigawan, murahan at madalas sakitan na, hindi na tama. nandun pa yung LOVE kuno pero deep inside sa sarili ko hindi na ako nag go grow. ang tunay na love hindi lang sa Sex, Food, Allowance, Pera, Material things na papantayan, nakikita yan sa kung paano kayo mag grow, eh kaso paano naman ako mag go grow kung sa lahat na lang ng bagay kailangan ng 2nd the motion nya. hindi ako nag boyfriend para magpaalam kung papayag ka or hindi. Malaki na ako, alam ko ang tama sa mali, hindi ba pwedeng umalis ng ako lang? nang hindi kasama? nakakasakal yung mga pagkakataon na gusto ko magkaroon ng quality time para sa sarili ko, pati ba naman yun ipagkakait mo pa sakin? oo, ibang klaseng babae ako, ganito ako eh. matigas pero mahina sa loob. unti unti ko ng nakakalimutan sarili ko, unting unti na nawawala yung trude na ako. Gusto ko muna magpahinga, makahinga ng malaya.Hindi ako basta bastang babae, oo MARUPOK ako pero kaya ko dalhin sarili ko.