#infecxtion

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|| a bad decision and a bouquet of roses later. ||

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A certain wraith wants/needs smoorches. [ infecxtion ]

Wraithy Smoochies | Accepting@infecxtion

There was something bittersweet here. Something painful and wretched, but so desperately needed against the backdrop of personal hatred and sorrow for what they were. Two exhausted, battered corpses laying amidst the blood, sweat, and tears of each other and wondering what was better: that one perished and the other lived- or that both should live and carry this continued legacy of agony.

‘I love you’, he said, eyes like the deep earth and lips like carved marble as they settled into a deep line. Jack believed it with every fiber of his being, and returned it with a fervor reserved only for the man before him. But they had battled. Both had made mistakes, apologized, and made them again.

‘I love you, too,’ he had replied, eyes like tepid summer skies and lips downturned in exhaustion and frustration. He meant it. With every bit of him he meant it.

But things were not as easy as to be solved by love. Instead, they were relentless and unyielding to emotions. Instead, they were both of them left to only reaffirm their love- to hope that would keep them sane as the world seemed to howl in mayhem.

And here, oh, here they exchanged no such pleasantries. No condolences or frivolous trivialities. Anger swapped so many times before that he could not for the life of him decide what would end the cycle- or if indeed he wanted it to end. If he could bear the absence more than he despised the pain of remembering- of being reminded what was lost every time the inky shadows came to life.

He couldn’t help but kiss- to press his lips to ones once so familiar and desperate for that flame to reignite from the sorrowful embers. And he could feel that needed surge, that adrenaline and pulsing unhealthy desire.

And for the moment, he was sated.

[jackxmorrison-blog]

[For the Kink Question: double penetration?]

KINK RATING TIME!!

Send me a kink and I’ll rate it!

No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know |

Jack is definitely a fan of double penetration, both performing and receiving. He is here for this

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infecxtion replied to your post: How so ft? Every single one of these things is...

You are the softest of the goddamn soft, Morrison.

I am not

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I miss that statue.

“You’re the only one.”

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If we wanna go that route. There were things that happened that I didn't tell you. Not because I didn't care. But because I cared too much. Shit that would have landed you not in prison, but dead. Things that terrified me as much as the omnics. I'm not making excuses, but those are facts. I'm thankful you protected me as a leader, Morrison. But maybe it was the man I was more interested in.

“For the last damn time, Gabriel, I don’t need to be protected- I didn’t need to be protected! You were trying to protect me from the “truth”? Is where we are really a step up from whatever other fate you imagined for me!? I needed you to work with me, instead of like you were herding me! I am not, and never was a porcelain doll! I went through the same shit you did in the SEP and the Crisis-”

“You fashion yourself like some protector- like I’m incapable of understanding what you did, like I’m incapable of handling whatever hard truths you had! All I wanted was for you to put the same amount of trust in me that I had in you!”

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You're right, soldier. Too easy to lead to disappointment, huh? You'd think I'd learn after all these years to forget caring about someone who places you at the bottom of their list. Except when they need something.

“The bottom of my list. Right. We’re just gonna gloss over everything I did to make sure you and Blackwatch stayed afloat even after you decided to shoot a man out of a second story window and left me to deal with the fallout, and you kept putting Blackwatch agents on the field when operations were suspended because of that incident- or maybe the times I overlooked the shit you pulled like hiring O’Deorain after she was dismissed from Overwatch for her unethical works and the amount of times I defended your actions because I believed you-”

“How about you tell me how many times you lied to me- how many times you took advantage of the trust I placed in you, or about joining the antithesis of everything we were supposed to be.”

“You wanna talk about being at the bottom of somebody’s list, try not being the one to lie to them for a decade beforehand.”