#ingridrants

[l0vell-ingrid]

Well, as I've had this account for..far too long, I thought it could use one of these intro thingies.

So, for the sake of the good old times- ✨️Hello there, you wonderful humans of the.✨️

My name is Ingrid, but I assume that if you have been here for a while, you know that. Some of you (if not most of you) know me from my ed'd shitposting. Some of you know me from the roleplaying side of Tumblr, and for those who just stumbled onto my profile...you're in for a ride I guess?

I'm known as quite a few things, such as;

•The vampire to @chaotic-castiel's werewolf

•An overcaffeinated pharmacy student.

•A prophet with the answers you seek (aka- Hellenic Polytheist witch mixed with an insufferable theatre kid) and a child of Φοῖβος Απόλλων (Phoibos Apollon)

•A crow..- SUPPORTER AND LOVER. (totally not a crowperson.)

•The spawn of two people- Donna Tartt and one of my professors'. (Ifykyk)

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I suppose that I could start tagging my posts properly. (If I can be bothered to do so)

Original writing (#ingridwrites)

For book related stuff

#The Wraith of the Gods

#Rosewood Organization

Art (#ingriddraws)

I desperately want to start doing commissions btw, so I'll make a post with my digital art.

Possible pharmacy rants (#K.L's spawn)

My beloved mutuals- don't hesitate to reach out for anything, be it advice or a chat, or something else I can't think of at the moment, my DM's are open as well as my ask-box.

Well..I'll say this is it for now, as I don't know what else to add here, but let's say this post will be under construction, so, wonderful humans of the internet, that's it from me, I've rambled enough, have a great day or night (or the rest of existence)

Now I have to do pharmacology- Ingrid out.

[shogokii]

wdym yesterday i got to chat with lucanis's va about my art???? i am still not over that omfg.

[shogokii]

cozy christmas dinner with colleagues today, final work day before vacation tomorrow

and then i'm freeeeeee

i will rot and hang out with friends and buy treats and drink mulled wine and DRAW SO MUCH YEARNING that it will make me sick

[l0vell-ingrid]

Dear Ana- my old friend, if friend is the word I could use to describe you. I doubt it is. Friends don't stab each other with shards of glass. Oh but wait- you claimed they were crystals and that you were using them to decorate me. I trusted you too much to take a closer look and see it was nothing but broken beer bottles and grafitti covered window pieces.

I trusted you when you fed me poison too. Snall quantities at first, mixed into our shared coffee, then bigger ones, hidden in the food I ate. I knew it didn't taste right so I stopped eating it, just like you wanted. That wasn't enough for you either. You poured and injected them into my dreams until I rejected sleep too. "We can talk for longer now.", you said, I didn't mind the physical pain. That's what friends do for each other, right? What's a little discomfort?

You liked doing my hair too. Braiding it with long ribbons, the richest blue imaginable. Those ribbons somehow always tangled into my hair, around my throat. It's peculiar how only you seemed to accidentally tug at them in passing.

I didn't mind it. Accidents happen.

Now that you've gone quiet, I experienced gentle hands and kind words that took off the blindfold I wasn't aware I wore. They helped me remove the shards of glass, untangle the ribbons and gave me the antidote to all of the poison in my veins.

They made me realise that you were no friend Ana.

I gave you an inch and you took a mile.

I gave you my trust and you betrayed it.

So now, all I'll leave is this message. The locks to my heart and mind have been replaced, with added locking systems to keep out a persistent phantom like yourself out of my life.

Hopefully, with one less believer in your lies, you will grow weaker and weaker, as your victims leave you too. If not, I can place a protection circle of salt and amethyst around my home.

The point is the same- you are no longer welcome in my life, you viper.

[l0vell-ingrid]

Gather round people! Gather round!

It's 6am so that means it's the time for my daily rant on how much I love my wife. He is the sweetest and most because person I have met, both inside and outside.

You might think that I'm overexaggerating but I'm not. That man isn't being done justice by me and my 6am brain, so I'll come back to this later

[l0vell-ingrid]

27th hour unlocked guys, it was hard but we finally did it

In the last three days I had 12 hours of sleep in total, Insomnia I haven't missed you very much...

[l0vell-ingrid]

Oh? You want me to tell you about a moment that changed my life? I don't even have to open the old drawers of my memory- the locked ones, to answer that question.

It was just another day, another evening, I remember it well. July 30th. I was returning home from an outing with a friend, and as per usual, I opened Tumblr. A new message awaited to be read. Not that it was a strange thing, but I always get excited when someone reaches out- especially when they want to roleplay. Add vampires into the equation and I'm sold...but I couldn't truly comprehend how vital that first interaction would be. On that day, July 30th, I met a man who somehow managed to coax me out of the pit I so comfortably dwelled in.

At first, the Sun was overwhelmingly bright. It took me a while to adjust to it, but when I did, came the sweet warmth. I got addicted to it a little too much. That beautiful man was by my side and oh..I began associated that very sunshine with him. Hey! Don't go rolling your eyes. How could I not be reminded of him when he showed me the warmth that existed outside of the hole I sat in?

Not long after, I confessed about my feelings to him. Well, not too long for you, but it was an eternity for me. As it turns out, it was an eternity for him too.

What more must I say? It's obvious, I'm not trying to decive anyone. My love for him is as clear as day to those who want to see it and who have no judgement of it- those who do are unwelcome to read the poems we'll write one day. I'll smear the ink on the pages if they try to touch them. No, they can't comprehend the words either, but I'll be cautious.

So..I hope that answers that question, but you may prod and ask further if you so please.

(No one actually asked this. I was bored and this came out as a product of it.)

[l0vell-ingrid]

Daily appreciation post for my beloved wife.

He is amazing and I adore him, so you get to hear about it. ^^ (if you don't like it, you can leave my profile, the unfollow/block button is there.)