It's been a while. The clock had been busy ticking in circles of rhythm that doesn't change. My heart grew tired of running after the unfathomable tik-tok-tik which never ends - chasing silhouette of dreams with visions blurred in tears. I have forgotten how to play with words. I stopped sitting in front of my computer to bleed. I have forgotten how to use a pen. I have become comfortable in a not-so-comfortable place I chose to be in. But they were right, no matter how far you've gone, your heart will always come back to your comfort zone, especially when you've been bad and you've been hurt and you got fed-up for always being wronged. This won't take too long tho. It's just that sometimes, you will need to carelessly sit there somewhere, letting your mind freely fly to the moon in a gloomy afternoon. Sometimes, you'll need to look back, come back and feel everything again at once. Sometimes, you'll need to let everything fall apart, and hard tho, you'll need to break everything to pieces so they'd fit to their rightful places. Sometimes. Sometimes, you'll need to take one step back so you can take two forward. #InMetaphors #Writings #Random #Throwback