Knock knock. - who’s there? Good mood, so I open the door. Oh, it’s you! What do you want? - I quit! // She turns around and leaves me to me. My inner guard just left the building we were. . I don’t believe her. Give her one tricky situation, one emotional overload, one boundary push or parents visiting aaaand she is back in the game round kicking faces. . So I think to my self, what a wonderful job would she be doing as a consultant - instead of being the assassin she likes to be. . We need to talk. - What’s it about? You. - What do you want? . Dear inner guard, I need you. Without you I’d probably break a bone, a heart, pull a muscle, eat a ton of ice-cream, disappear in the dark. . But I need you from today on to wear this lamp. Be my light. Shine soft. Stop jumping out of the dark acting like a jerk, being ignorant to other hearts, acting like no one can reach up to your game. It’s not serving me anymore. . Dear inner guard please be visible. Show up. Show me. I’ve changed. I learned. I stepped up. I can take care of myself now. Allow me. Give me a red flag, but back of if I choose love over disconnection. . I bow to what you have done for me. I bow to how far we came together. I bow to all the funny masks you created for yourself to keep me safe. . Yet I worked so hard to let go of the past hurts. Now you can eat the sweet fruits backstage. Please be my guide - not a guard anymore. . Love you. . #innerpeace #innerguidance #innerguard #simplemagic #clarity #clairvoyance #poem #toiletselfie #healing #healingjourney #gold #love #lovequotes #loveeverymoment #feelit #expand #consciousness #peaceonearth https://www.instagram.com/p/BqIiwBXg7hN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1psf0ujxzxv37