#innermonologue

[innerlmnt]

just teto kasane swearing on @jamiepaige's new song "birdbrain"

[talieblake]

FREE read in amazon⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Book promotion lasts until Tuesday!!!!!

post acne stars comments I'll wait for you in amazon =) Finally, it happened. My dream has come true! This is a big event for me, and without people close to me, I probably would have gone on for a long time. Read and leave your review on the platforms where you purchased the book. It's very important for me to know what you think so that the next books will be even more interesting. Here are the platforms where you can buy my book.

[yellowsarasa]

End of the World

Oh, how many times I’ve wanted to stop and sit… In the cold of winter, when the sun hangs just above my head, spilling shadows directly beneath me... For anyone to get warmed and want to bask like a cat.

I have to finish the work I’m supposed to do. I can’t stay here wasting even a minute of my time. This gorgeous-looking spot and the manipulating weather — they can’t hold me. I have to go. My work is waiting.

But maybe a few minutes can’t hurt, right? I'll rest for just a few minutes and then walk on my way. To where I'm supposed to be. Where no one's actually waiting for me. Where everybody is busy doing nothing exactly. Where I don’t belong. Where I don’t even fit.

Staring at this spot won't do. I'll just sit here for one minute to feel like there's something that I can do. At least I'm doing something — even if it's not remarkable, and I’m not proud of it. Holding these heavy weights. It looks like everybody is running, like it's the end of the world. It is the end of the world.

(By-cycle rings)

No, today, I've no time for this ..

It really is the END OF THE WORLD!!

[ellyrue]

somewhere between silence and storm

welcome to elly rue.

not a lifestyle.not a brand.just me—unfiltered, unbothered, and a little undone in the most deliberate way.i’m elly rue.soft-spoken, sharp-minded.filipina at the core.a quiet kind of bold.

this space?it’s part journal, part confession booth, part “i said what i said.”i won’t promise perfection.i won’t promise pretty.but i’ll always show up honest.expect fragments of thought.coffee-soaked mornings.unapologetic opinions.minimalist chaos.and the kind of softness that still has teeth.

this is for the ones who feel too much and say too little.for the ones who overthink but keep showing up.for the girls who write in lowercase and live in full color.i’m not for everyone.but maybe i’m for you.

— elly rue

[veilofpoeticrifts]

The Mind Eats Itself

I keep replaying moments that never happened. Maybe that’s how my brain survives — By feeding on its own lies.

It’s strange how the mind can starve in silence, Yet still find a way to devour what isn’t real.

[outerlmnt]

Hello y'all! This is one of two blogs. When I rebranded in 2021, I opted to make a secondary blog rather then change its username. That was dumb and stupid! This means from December 2020 to April 2022, my posts are here rather than my current blog @innerlmnt. If you're still following here, go follow that blog instead!!

(if you came here through a broken link to INNERLMNT.tumblr.com, just replace the "outerlmnt" in the URL with "innerlmnt" as the post may have moved)

[embraceitall]

8-1-2018

A year ago, my life took a drastic turn. A year ago, I finally decided I was going to stay completely sober. Love was a big factor for me; people didn’t recognize me anymore and not only was I killing and hurting myself but I was hurting my loved ones. I was stuck in this never ending cycle of toxicity, pure evilness; the devil himself was involved, he had a hold of me and was reluctant of letting go. Everyone in my life left when I needed them the most and that was the biggest eye opener, I was clearly the problem. At this point, I realized my only ticket into an entryway for making amends was to stay sober. Admitting I had a serious problem was the hardest part and finally taking action was complete hell. I wanted to die, not think twice and just pull the trigger, but I just cared too much about causing further pain to others. Today, a year later, I’m happy to say that by the grace of God, I have been saved and have stayed completely sober. Having to do it by myself was one of the most heartbreaking and hardest things I’ve been through but it has shaped me into the person I am today and for that, I am proud. I am stronger, self reliant and learning how to not be co dependent. I am breaking free from the shackles of my past. I am not my parents, I am not my past but I am a person of light, love and growth. I only pray I can continue on this path of enlightenment, self love and self discovery. I owe it to myself. Here’s to my first year of many.

[popcouples]

There’s a reason Stucky is til the end of the line.