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[spooky-boys]

Hey followers? Yknow the insanity!mod? Nothing bad just wanna share this around so everyone knows! :D

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[johnthesnootle]

I love you. I promised I would love you no matter what. I still do. I know if you felt anything wrong in this relationship, you'd tell me. I know if I felt anything wrong I'd tell you. However, we haven't spoken in a while. Life for me has gotten tougher, and I bet for you it might be harder or just as hard. I still love you even if we haven't talked much recently. You are the fuel that makes my heart burn, and you are the biggest reason why I am working as hard as I am now. I love you Savannah, and no amount of words can ever describe how much I truly do love you. Just know that my love for you stretches from this world onto the next. I hope you get a good nights sleep my dear.

-Johnmod -Another before bed thought. Forgive me if these are annoying but I feel like this is a place where I can put these thoughts out. I hope you don't mind guys. askinsanitymobs

[johnthesnootle]

Please know that I love you, please know that I care for you. I think about you throughout my day, and it keeps me going because I know that, if I work hard and I make a living that I want you to be a part of my life. I want you to know I truly and deeply care for you so much. Never think that i'd ever leave you for myself. You mean so much to me, and you always will. I will love you always.

- Johnmod

[johnthesnootle]

To my lover~

Some people say love can only be face to face. I tend to disagree. I used to have love all around me in my life, but then as I got older, many walls began to fall around me. First went my fathers ordeal and suicide attempt. Then my brother hitting my mother while his girlfriend controlled him with narcotics and manipulation, and then my aunt contracting breast cancer. The light in my life was dim for a long, cold, and harsh time. In middle school, many would treat me like scum and dirt, only because I was different. In high-school, my heart was shattered into pieces following the death of a family friend, of someone who I had loved before. In the darkness of my life, I thought there was no hope for me. But then you came along...and you said "Hello." We have only known each other through text on the screens of devices meant for entertainment, we perceive each other with the knowledge that whatever is typed onto the screens we see is the truth. Our parents said to never trust anyone on the internet who say's "I love you." But we both disobeyed, and now, we're intertwined in an intimate but loving relationship with each other. You save me from the darkness of my life as I tried to do the best to help you out of the darkness of yours. The life changed and everything seemed so well. The most important thing to me though, was not the desire to have sex, neither was it the desire to satisfy myself. My desire, was to make sure our partnership lasted as long as it could. I made a promise to myself that I would never hurt you, that I would never cheat, lie, and manipulate you. I made a promise to love you until the day of my dying breath. For me, my love for you is unbreakable. I worry it will end, not with an argument over something small, but with either of us having judgement come early. However, I now look at the bright side of life now that you have helped me out of my depression and into the self nurturing person who I am today. Happy Valentines day Savannah. I love you with every ounce of my heart. ~<3 askinsanitymobs insanitymod