#middle school

[xghostfacekillax]

I keep having nightmares about going back to school

[2000sfun]

Kaitlyn, me, Sara, Darbie, and Alison

2001

[2000sfun]

Katelyn, Elizabeth, Megan, Emily, Michael, Shaynee, Cara, me, Darbie

Mallory, Christine, Steph, and Amy

8th grade class trip to Cincinnati

2003

[2000sfun]

Megan, Elizabeth, Cara, Darbie, Shaylynn, Doug, and me

8th grade class trip to Cincinnati

2003

[2000sfun]

Cara, Shaylynn, me, Megan Jordan

Nicole, Emily

Last day of 8th grade

2003

[orange0annihilation]

story time

I really wanted to share this with the class.

So when I was a kid, throughout elementary and middle school, I would have these small panic attacks. I’m not sure if panic attack is actually the best way to describe it but I’d suddenly find it hard to breathe and genuinely start choking at times…. 😬😬

But anyways…. whenever I felt it coming on, I’d head to the washroom and just take deep breathes standing inside a stall. My teachers had no problem, they even encouraged it :D

However this one day in middle school, I was in the washroom taking a breather. I had just started feeling some what okay to get back to class when I hear behind me….. MOANING. Like sex moaning. Heres the positioning drawn horribly on my notes app btw :

They were RIGHT BEHIND ME. (Yes those weird squares are stalls) Separated by a thin, thin wall. And I knew it wasn’t like a girl sneaking into their washroom xause I heard them whimper eachothers names…… Jacob…… Mike…….mmmph…... it was disgusting and I was abt to run out of that bathroom but then I heard two pairs of footsteps come into the girls washroom, they were both obviously trying to be quiet and I could hear them both get into one stall.

Now a lot of girls at my school would do that, only to sneak out their phones and do dumb stuff like gossip about the new boy idk wtf. But they WILL notice if they hear you and WILL check to see who you are which I did NOT want happening. So I stayed as quiet as possible and soon realized there wasn’t just two people moaning BUT FOUR. And newest two came from the direction of the two girls. Yes they were both girls, I could hear them giggling. i stood there for a good minute before RUNNING out of the washroom. I did check for feet under the stalls and there were definitely two.. very close tg…

I didn’t even wash my hands, I went to the far washroom to do that.

Yaoi AND Yuri at the same time brah.

Later learned that the stall the girls were using was actually a sex spot.

[dopecollectivemilkshake]

Something else I wanna talk about is the fact that I feel like I'm growing out of my middle school friends. Like they've been asking to hang out, they're going on calls in the group chat, and I just don't have the excitement to participate anymore.

Probably because theyre energy and sense of humor is quite different from mine, it just feels quite draining to be around.

I think this is a perfectly normal thing to happen though, I'm pretty sure everyone experiences it. Moreover, this isn't the first time I've grown apart from my friends. Just because I don't feel like I click with them anymore, doesn't mean I don't care for them or am thankful for the happy memories they've given me.

This leads my brain to thinking about the times my mom has scolded me for not having any empathy. Honestly I think that applies just for her, I am pretty harsh on her ngl but I also think it's justified because the decisions she makes in life affects me a lot. Like whenever she makes a stupid decision, who bears the brunt of it? Of course it's me!