#insomnia blogging

[pirozhkiparty]

Nakamura just needs to decrease his empathy by like 40% and he'd be the perfect yandere

[closet-keys]

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I've only had my new chest for a couple months but already looking back at pre- top surgery photos is wild cause my huge breasts in them look so out of place

emotionally it feels like I had a huge painful cyst on my face and finally got it drained, bandaged, and healed, you know? like I see photos from that time & it's like damn this was taken when I had that really uncomfortable cyst, so glad I got that treated

[songofsaraneth]

last night i thought maybe i would try going to bed early (midnight) to try to fix my current broken sleep schedule a bit (4am-10am), especially since i only slept 4 hours the night before due to other insomnia woes. so of course what actually happened is i lay awake for two hours, managed to fall asleep for 1 hour, lay awake some more, slept for another hour then woke up at 6am with a headache. took 4 ibuprofen but at 7am had to take a migraine rescue med anyway. and then lay awake again until 9 at which point i finally managed to sleep again until my 11am alarm. so like what i actually did is make my sleep schedule even worse and didn’t even get fun night projects out of it. anyway didn’t even bother trying tonight, only now getting in bed at 3:30am like my horrible brain commands forever apparently 🙃

[blockheadjnr]

It’s 6:45. I’m going to close my eyes. We will see what happens

[callstheadventurescience]

How does Judith know about the sword in the coffin? I thought that was only from Harrow's river bubble. Does she know because she's sharing some part of her consciousness with Varun who could have somehow seen into the river bubble while squatting in the river? When Varun-as-Judith speaks in this same piece of dialogue, they mention seeing the Reverend Daughter's cavalier "in the grey water" so I guess I'm answering my own question but it's fascinating to me that Judith and Varun seem to share knowledge/thoughts as part of the so-called blue madness.

(Nona the Ninth, chapter 13, when Judith is briefly lucid while Nona and Cam visit her with Crown)

[crisedoctobre]

they should invent a night where i'm able to fall asleep

[merlinisnotover]

Okay but can we talk about how real Tamsyn was to name Gideon and Ianthe as princes? Fuck gender they are PRINCES

[noctumsolis]

I honestly think that most of the really rich, the tens of millions plus, hoard their wealth as a way of keeping score.

And honestly? If they need a high score in economics so bad, let's give them that!

Every year we can publish a list of the people who earn the most money. We can hand out trophies and shit!

But redistribute the actual gods-damned money.