somber carcass encloses around the muscle within the confines of his chest , a ruthless reminder that it was still there beside his better efforts to FORGET that . ( she was always good at shooting his progress to hell ) with the amount of DRUGS circulating throughout his stature , they weigh his eyes down ------ a perk as he wouldn't have to keep looking at her boyfriend drape his arms around her . the narcotics providing him with a relief , but simultaneously , were one of the reasons he'd never be good enough for her . even her brother had given up hope on his sobriety , someone he once called his best friend . he'd known them for most of his life , had watched the femme on the opposite side of party grow up , whilst falling completely in love with her . however , it'd only been a coincidence that they both ended up here , it'd been a solid year and a half since he'd seen her . though that fire still stirred in his gut as if no time at all had passed . and he's fucked up , as he's lost in thought , optics accidentally remained glued to her countenance . there was NO WAY she didn't notice .
