We've gone through a lot of problems but we surpass them all. We've been together- through our ups and downs. We've broke the walls that used to separate us but why are you building these walls again? I can feel that you're keeping a distance away from me- physically, I can feel you, but in my heart, I can feel that you are fathoms away from me. It seems like you are in a different dimension that no matter how hard I scream you name, I have no ways to be heard. What pains me is that you don't even tell me the reason on why you decided to walk away from me. Questions keep on haunting my head.. "Did I do something stupid?" "Did I offended you?" I keep on re-reading our conversations but I can't actually find something wrong.
I saw you walking... a while ago. You're on your way home. With a lot of guts, I decided to confront you. I just want to clear things in my mind. I walked slowly to you... Every step I made, seems to be eternity. "Why can't I be close to you?"- that's the only thing in my mind. No matter how hard I try, I can't be any close to you. I can feel my heart trembling and beating so fast. It's breaking because Then, you noticed me. You ran as fast as you can. It’s painful to see that you’re distant from me. But it’s more painful to see that you’re making ways to be more distant from me. I cannot do anything to stop you- I cannot do anything to please you. I shouted your name, but it was as if, you're deaf. Silence slowly engulfed the place. I can hear nothing but my own heart- breaking. The wind that adds an effect to the gloomy atmosphere. I finally stopped chasing you because I can no longer see clearly. Tears were blocking my eyesight and I have nothing better to do but to stop. Slowly, I bowed my head, and started to cry. I can no longer take the pain that I am feeling. I don't care if people sees me, all I wanted to do is to cry everything out and let go of the memories we had. But, you are not that easy to forget. You leave me so much to remember.