There is a saying “if we keep on waiting for the right moment, our whole life will pass.” But right now, it seems all we do is wait. Wait for the lockdown to end, the virus to erase, the pandemic to disappear. But even before, we still waited, for vacation dates, flights, loved ones to return, gifts. Digging deeper, all I seem to do is wait. Wait for the events, incidents, inspiration, musings, moments. Wait for an issue to be solved just to find myself facing a different one. Even right now, I am waiting. I am waiting to hit a rock bottom so that I can crawl back again. I am waiting to the spiraling to end so that I can figure out my next step. I have been waking up in a messy room to a messier mind. Something seems to be up but I can’t pinpoint. The little energy I have is spent at work (no Instagram and my sims game don’t need my mental energy). Well I keep waiting for a magic wand to make everything disappear. I sometimes wonder if I myself want to disappear because I find myself waiting to blend with the dusty floor these days. While waiting might be a permanent state of mind, I know nothing else is. I will hit the rock bottom, maybe tonight or tomorrow or in two weeks times and I will crawl back up again after a breakdown. This pandemic will also be only in memories and pages of history one day. Till then, I guess all we need to do is hold on a little longer and do whatever we feel like, even if it’s just waiting. ❤️ #instamusing #longstory #musing #wait #saying #livinginlimbo #instablog #pandemic #lifeinwaiting #life #thoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/CQVtWoghbKX/?utm_medium=tumblr