There was a time when I, we, any of us really didn’t know what we were getting into. That day at the park we knew why we were there but didn’t think the events would switch around on us. We just wanted to practice, a little; to get the hang of things. We wanted to master our gifts. We had no idea that collaborating them would turn into a disaster. Instead, we were arrogant and immature. I wanted nothing more than to stay out of all of it, but now i was stuck cleaning up after everyone and not exactly sure how to do it. Did i want help? yeah. Did I want it from them? no. There is no responsibility or stability with them, therefore,no relying on anyone. How could my gift be so amplified and not come with instructions. But i guess that’s just how life works. Being tossed into the ring with a lion without a whip. And that’s not even a good example for the deep shit I’m in. Not we or us, me;because I have more power? Great.