#intense lady problems

[maleke-dande]

hot-bloodedwoman replied to your post“i’m all highly strung, sick, and drained. my sleep is terrible. i’m...”

get some sleep abji! you know how important that is <3 best of luck

the sleep i get is terrible lol. but thanks for the thought. <3

but i got over a couple of crises to do with testing, so now instead of anxiety being a problem, i got hypomania. i have far too much energy to live hahahaha.

it's uh... it'll be good stress tolerance training for when i get into masters/phd.

[maleke-dande]

sleepingsuccubus replied to your post“you know how i’ve been wanting to change my look a bit? look a bit...”

you know, you're almost there, rib! just don't smile....ever. i wish i could look assassin like too tbh. i wanna people to be scared of me >:(

i am NOT almost there! i'm not even close!

i want the kind of smile that wolves have. one that says "i will defend you" to my friends and "be very careful" to everyone else.

although i'm doing rather well at the 'people being scared of me' thing. it is literally the only advantage to being an intense lady.

[maleke-dande]

8cake replied to your post“8cake replied to your post“uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh i am the equivalent of an...”

oh my god you're so beautiful. If you need to cheer up with a fuzzy romance about subterranean alternate humans that live in plushie animal suits.... I have the BL manga for you. (spoiler: it's dumb.)

i like the use of the term 'beautiful' there. ^_^

i am totally here for dumb, fuzzy romances. i have a lot of feelings to purge. XD although if you're lending it to me, and it's explicit, i'm probably going to act all aloof and avoid eye contact because Strict Religious Upbringing.

[maleke-dande]

8cake replied to your post“uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh i am the equivalent of an emotional MARSHMALLOW ...”

I know what you mean. The day before yesterday I read a mildly upsetting short story and I refused to pick up the book again...

Oh my god. Once I was reading some mildly decent yaoi and a few chapters in, there was a really tragic and totally avoidable breakup that all things considered was quite realistic and of course because it's a formulaic genre, you know they'll get back together again but...

Pretty much I was so upset, I refused to keep reading. I knew if I kept at it for ten more minutes, there'd be like a ~*celebratory romantic ending!*~ and everything would be fine but I was so angry at being subjected to the breakup that I just wouldn't. ;_;

[maleke-dande]

sleepingsuccubus replied to your photo“eez delicious. eez rib.”

"boro bemir kesafat" and "mikoshamet" <3 luv u so much rib

boooooooooooos joonam!

hametoon mikhoshaaaaaaaaaaam! ~~~<3

[maleke-dande]

lalalalalalalaaaaaaaa~~~

RAAAAAAAAAARGH! I'LL FUCKING MURDER YOU!

[maleke-dande]

sleepingsuccubus said: Letting yourself heal is something that’s a pain in the ass but ALWAYS worthwhile. #intense lady problems = best hashtag

AHAHAHAHAHA. YEP. PAIN IN THE ASS IS RIGHT.

i'll be using that tag from now on every time i'm feeling volatile.

[maleke-dande]

sleepingsuccubus said: i feel you <3 i used to be so ashamed when bits and pieces of my intensity would slip and shine through, but i don’t give a fuck anymore. <3

Intense Lady Problems, amirite?

I have my own intensity in my personality, but this volatility is mostly constituted of rage and old, painful wounds. I oughta spend less time being ashamed and more time letting myself heal.