Kozyrev
It's been about a week and a half since I first began using a makeshift kozyrev mirror. I use other means in my practice, but the moment I began using even this rudimentary device it began to feel like data was being downloaded in my brain. However, I can only make sense of such a small percentage of the information.
The exhausting side effects are present, and this can make any insight a difficult task to integrate/decode. Nonetheless, when insights occur, they are a definite experience. So far, I have felt that somehow my life has been orchestrated in some way, despite not seeing or possessing any physical evidence of handlers or controllers as I have heard of it. If anything is taking place, it is occurring within the psychic realm, which requires a great deal of effort to even consider myself. The way things have lined up to seemingly confirm the above suspicions have me pondering the possibility of mere paranoia. Only time will tell.