I was starting to think they forgot about me...
I spoke too soon, I finally got emails from Lee, and since the last time I've talked to him (FEB), I've had thoughts of not going, I graduated college in May and I got my statement about what I owe in student loans, I was set, 'Im not going'. The Money, the MONEY. So much money, I cant afford it, but im young, that's what people are telling me. So maybe I should go, I have to respond to him, he is telling me about some companies (not specific ones though) About what they want of me, one has to do with documentaries, I LOVE docs, but what if it's unpaid that would SUCK! but it would be awesome experience.
But I think paid should be my top priority, should I still go in sept? That was the date they gave me, what if I gotta change it.
IDK what to do you guys, i want to go, but literally the only reason keeping me in the state is the money, not the traveling, not the flying, not being alone, it's just the money.
I want to travel, I want to explore, I want to not worry about money,
ugh American money problems...












