#interna fi

[leggerefiore]

I'm starting a new job today, and I feel really nervous. It is finally outside of customer service, so I'm hoping it's more of my pace. I just... don't know why I feel so scared.

[leggerefiore]

I'm being harassed irl by a coworker who thinks I'm into him because I'm autistic and I desperately try to please people out of fear. I deeply am uncomfortable and scared. I can't explain to him that I don't experience romantic attraction nor want a relationship because he is delusional about it.

I had a literal nightmare about him tonight of him stalking me.

I'm so scared of going to work tomorrow.

[leggerefiore]

Sorry for ending the tournament, but I realised I couldn't handle the extra stress when paired with everything I've been through mentally this week. (Losing my job, general stress in life, ect.)

I run my blog for fun, so when things become too serious, I can't stand it. This is my escapism, you know? My real life isn't a nice place most of the time. God knows I've rambled too much on here. We should all be kind and not take things too seriously.

I love all of you who enjoy my content and am grateful for your support.

[leggerefiore]

I think migraines should be illegal, and I should be financially compensated for my time dying from them.

[leggerefiore]

One of my coworkers said ew when I called Cyllene my wife and another thought she was a man.

Also, he claimed she was mean to you to the whole game, but she literally wasn't? These people hate butch women...

[leggerefiore]

One day, I wish I could stop feeling like an insect masquerading as a person. I feel no where closer to being a person than I did a year ago.

I just want to feel like a normal human person for once in my life.

[leggerefiore]

I saw someone say 40 degrees was cold, and I blinked for a moment in deep thought about that being hell-hot before realising it was Fahrenheit.

[leggerefiore]

This is totally one of those scams right