#intimatefeels

[nochillforeal]

Also feeling a bit "emotionally vulnerable" , which is really making me uncomfortable. I've always have been that person that keeps their guard up and hard to really trust others (romantically speaking). Now that I ended things with someone who I was "dating" for around five months, I feel fucking exhausted. I shouldn't have dealt with that shit and ended this back in January but for whatever reason, having feelings and shit, I chose to continue going. That was a fucking mistake hahaha I don't regret anything, having learned a lesson from all this. Just wasn't gonna work out...I tend to see the good in others and overlook their flaws. But shit man.....

With the next person, I'll be more cautious and not giving so much of myself away. 

[nochillforeal]

Sunday afternoon thoughts:

Looking at bald babes again and feeling ok with my "appearance". Made the mistake of browsing through old photos of myself from 2 years ago. (I looked cuter back then haha) It's so weird how women have been told since childhood that having long hair is a sign of beauty. It's something we should pride ourselves on...

I guess I'm surprised by how much I've changed / grown in the last two years. I'm getting to know who I am, feeling comfortable in my own skin, and (trying) not to give a fuck about the opinions of others. Which I admit, is hard on some days. 

Are you feeling yourself going through this change too?