#ipiwlytt

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somebody come get her, she's redrawing old art instead of actually writing the next chapter of the fic (sob)

here are the original drawing and the fic in question (I'm definitely working on the update guys, I just keep getting distracted writing scenes that I can't even put in the next chapter (SOB))

Also Ed's eyes closeup as always, hehe.

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taxes v. depression

(domestic marriage life vs. post-marriage traumatic life)

more doodles inspired by my angsty time-travel fanfic ipiwlytt!! (actually, tho, lowkey these sketches have nothing to do with the fic LMAO. Like, neither of these are actual scenes.. they're more, like, vibes, lol.) AND SPEAKING OF, SHE"S FINALLY UPDATED!!

Check out the new chapter 15 here!! (warning, read tags)

Also I'm still not over how inconsistent my art style is, asjdhaskjd (but as always, I leave you with the eyes <3333)

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for just a moment (they're getting along)

chat we're sooooo back - here's some fanart for my angsty time-travel fic ipiwlytt except I haven't even posted the new chapter yet, lmao, BUT I"M GOING TO HOPEFULLY SOON (as in, in a week or two perchance). Haven't updated it in over a year, so posting this art here first to hold myself accountable. Istg guys I never stop thinking about this damn fic, I just keep getting busy (sob)

but im totally free now so feel free to spam me to update if I don't do it soon, just this once lmao

(as always, I leave you with a close up of the eyesss <33 also did someone say age height difference?!?)

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Pov: you are Maes and you keep catching Ed look at Roy like this

Lmao, Ed be staring longingly/achingly/tragically/traumatically/etc FOR REAL, asjkd. For those who don't know, this is a sketch inspired by my angsty time-travel au fic 'I Promise I Won't Leave You This Time' (or as I like to call it for short, ipiwlytt, lmaoo). AND I FINALLY UPDATED IT!! (guys, she's always so late smh (she being me), asjkdh) But yayyy, you can read the new chapter here!

Also, I sincerely want to thank my kofi supporters from Jan. 11 and April 10th (@ anon and @Sikorskys16, respectively)!! <333 I didn't forget about either of you two for a single day, and I'm so grateful for your support ;w; The idea that anyone at all would ever go out of their way to donate means the world to me, and I can't thank you enough!! This sketch of mine and update def goes out to you, and to everyone else who has been enjoying this fic---I appreciate y'all's readership sm! (criii)

(Also, as always, here's a closeup of Ed's face for extra angst serotonin, lol.)

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Me:  *writing the fanfic* Ed woke up with his hair a tangled mess, and very tired, sleep-deprived, hug-deprived, a total wreck, etc. etc.

Also me: *drawing him* UM ACTUALLY Ed’s kinda drop dead gorgeous 24/7 and 365 days without even trying ajsdhakjsdh  

lmaoooo, anyways, I feel a lot more comfortable using procreate now so here’s my new favorite style-- sketchy pen!! Ofc I had to draw grownup!Ed with it first, lol. This is his ‘just-woke-up’ fit that he’s been in the last two chapters of my angsty Royed fic; you can read the latest (and angstiest) chapter posted a few days ago here!! 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/30540108/chapters/101935437 

It’s chapter 10, ‘Brittle Glass,’ and it’s literally the WORST part so far (emphasis on so far), and definitely a big oof moment indeed, so pls heed the tags if you read it! 

Also I promise I’ll eventually draw Roy--- as you can tell I just have a bit of an Ed bias ajskdhaskjdh  

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Edward secretly wished for Roy to notice his suffering already. He wished for Roy to say something, close the distance between them, hold his face, caress his cheek, gently swipe his thumb underneath the cut, say ‘I’m sorry.’

Roy never did.

A drawing of a hypothetical scene from chapter 10 of my angsty Royed fic :’) 

I know I said that the next chap was mostly written, but I accidently keep writing more than I meant so it’s still taking a while to get that entire thing together, oof. Thanks for everyone’s patience on that end! For now, here’s some art to hold you over <33

Idk why, but drawing Ed’s face gives me so much serotonin so here’s a close up lmaoosdjasj

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your suffering is my suffering

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Another updated chapter on my angsty RoyEd and another arts today!!

This one is nothing to do with the update tho and is actually lowkey spoilers for the *next* chapter lmaooooo. I couldn’t help myself-- the moment I wrote it I needed to draw it ;v;

This scene isn’t there yet, but you can read the newest chapter (ch. 11- Lies) here!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/30540108/chapters/102469467

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Future!Ed 

Missing an arm and missing his sleep :’) 

This fanart is also based on my time travel fic ‘I Promise I Won’t Leave You This Time’! The eye bags aren’t usually there, but he’s rlly goin through it atm, oof.