#ireallyamtrying

[treetalker]

Happy first day of Halloween witches! 👻🖤🎃🖤👻 Btw I’m having a REALLY hard time getting to my messages right now, and I appreciate everyone’s patience and understanding. ❤️❤️❤️ (🦊hoodie made by my sister @kate_hutchison🧡) #theimpossibletask #mentalhealthawareness #ireallyamtrying #pleasedontbemad #coffeebreak #imafoxtoday #treetalker https://www.instagram.com/p/BoZuCkAAndQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nqjwt429lv1m

[medium-sized-loser]

WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY arghhh I'm going to faillll ARRHHHHGGGADSJKHSJSN

[nerdmatchups-blog]

I Need Boys

Hello everyone, it is taking longer than I wanted to find matches and I am so so so sorry for that. I promise I will not let this page die like effyeahnerdfighterlike and the lot but it is a bit difficult because so few guy are emailing me! I need more guys because a lot of you are ladies looking for guys. I have some ideas to get more nerd men but if you have any ideas I would love to hear them or if you would like to tell your nerd guy friends maybe if you have those that would be appreciated as well! Just getting the word out that I am here to help is the priority the trouble right now. I just wanted to apologize for the wait but as I said I'm not a professional and this tumblr is new but I will not give up on you if you will not give up on me! Thanks!

~Ara

[distilled-wisdom]

26, 39, 46 :)

26. Relationship with my parents - It wasn't as constructive as I would have liked it to be. There was always a natural tension between my father and I, ever since I was a kid of 5 or 6 years old. I think he wanted me to be more like my cousins, and I was the total opposite. But on the other hand, I've always been one of my mother's favourites out of her six children. So that somewhat compensated for the gaps in my relationship with my father. 

39. One of my insecurities - I think I'm insignificant when it really matters most. I always feel like the under dog in almost any setting.

46. I always wanted to be an architect, but I ended up in IT. :( 

[distilled-wisdom]

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Something that makes me smile - literally witnessing someone finally shrugging off the weight of betrayal and believing in themselves again. Very little else makes me smile these days. But that never fails to put a smile on my face no matter how down I'm feeling. Probably because I've been on the receiving end of it so often, that I can relate very intensely to the pain that betrayal brings with it.