Oct 21, 2015
I hate being sick 😢😭😭😭
like practice was okay but it could have been so much better if i could breathe and wasn't coughing every five minutes....
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I hate being sick 😢😭😭😭
like practice was okay but it could have been so much better if i could breathe and wasn't coughing every five minutes....
It's so painful to be constantly disappointed in myself... to put in so much work and time and not seeing it in the results is just so frustrating... and I just don't know what to do about it...
OK FEIS RECAP
So I went into today determined to win this feis, or at least my age group because I've gotten second at this feis for the past 2 years. I ended up dancing by myself and then tripping on the stage 3 times during my hornpipe and completely freaking myself out as usual. So my next 2 rounds weren't as good as they could have been. My set was good but nothing like I know I can do. So the results came out and shocker I didn't medal in the first round but somehow I ended up winning the soft shoe (extremely unexpected seeing as that is my weakest round). I placed 6th and didn't expect it at all so I was extremely happy with it. The only thing is I need to do is figure how to get that spark I used to have back. To just get and dance without worrying about the result. As much as I love the things that I have accomplished in the past year, I just keep thinking that I have to do well so everyone doesn't think that it was a fluke and I think that is really killing me. So onto the next feis and hopefully by then I can find that spark I seem to have lost.