#irl drama

[lena-in-a-red-dress]

So there's a guy in my writers critique group who's been acting inappropriately towards other members, both recently and in the past. It was brought to the group founders/admins, and while we've gotten word that a conversation was had with him, and that he's on thin ice, it somehow doesn't feel like enough.

[chaos-ducks]

Im apparently involved in drama…

FUCK

[prismaticpichu]

(bc I’ve been a bit of a screaming goober these past few days, Brain’s telling me it’s alright to give a bit of context 💜🐁)

In short, I have an incredibly toxic and lowkey dangerous mother. To the point where I needed intense PTSD therapy and am still recovering from a lifetime of infantilization, gaslighting, manipulation, and genuine life-threatening experiences. And every time I think things have settled down, she creates another explosion. And the healing process is delayed.

This is all exacerbated by the fact that she refuses to take any accountability for her actions, and is blinded by a childish pride that has reached levels now bordering on delusion. She thinks only of herself and immediately antagonizes those who disagree her. She has more than once called me names, threatened me, and straight up told me “Stop it, I’m watching something” when I approached her with suicidal ideations—all under the illusion that she is the best mother in the world, and that her children refuse to see that.

She also refuses to think about the future.

Years and years ago, my dad warned her that she’d run out of money if she refused to give a shit about what she was spending. And that reality came crashing down harrrddddd this year as she plunged herself into extreme financial debt, leaving her to leech off the rest of my family’s money (mine included). She’s on the path of losing a home that’s gone to shit, as well as losing both our dogs/one of which was adopted to aid with my anxiety and depression. And now this has become my responsibility, with the rest of my family refusing to communicate with each other/relying on me as a spokesperson.

~

At the end of the day, it could be worse. And I’m still grateful for the things I have/small slivers of independence I was able fight for over the years. And I’ve still got this place, I’ve still got friendo, I’ve still got BLORBOS <33333

Just gotta keep soldiering on.

[fuzzyoctoplushie]

Holy moly wtf is going on with the American Fork Police Department they're all gonna get dragged to hell before they die (deservedly) for ts man

(if you have NO idea what I'm talking about, look up the Bricks and Minifigs scandal happening rn its fucking crazy)

[celestialgluttony]

Majority of this post is now cancelled I did say something racist and I am super stupid for that but it is still weird that they said their primary sources were about them being wrong about the culture Then they were about people who have experienced cultural appropriation like ? They said pretty distinctly that it was the latter iirc

[ragsandrascals]

Wait what do you mean I don't have to be nice to people I hate what do you mean people should get to want to know me have you met me? No I'm only good to compliment other people until they think I'm bearable company

❤️😢🥲💀

[chaos-ducks]

She missed your highs, she missed your lows. Now she’s back when you’re in the middle, but she’s too slow.

[angrybatart]

Hey, I know I tend to disappear for a bit. But this time, I have a reason if I don't post here or on other blogs (aside from reblogs) for a while. We had a weasel (or possibly a raccoon) get in and kill a large portion of my flock. 5 (five) ducks and 2 (two) chickens within the span of...I wanna say not even two weeks.

I still have projects to finish and a bunch of ideas, but I just feel too sad to do it. Or more like I feel dead inside. So I'm probably not going to get much out in art or game stuff. (Plus I'm low on phone data.) But if we know each other in Sky (or on apps like Discord), might catch you on there.

So sorry if I suddenly go dead or seem. Especially to new followers. I'm not dead. Just dead and sad on the inside.