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Birthday

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Stranger: ((Modern AU)) Hey, Hux, what do you want for your birthday? BS

You: Hey. You don't have to give me any gifts, Ben. We could just eat some ice cream. AH

Stranger: I know, but I wanna get you something. If you don't tell me, I'll figure something out. BS

You: Okay. Mmm. Let me think. AH

Stranger: I know you like practical stuff, so don't worry that it'll be too boring. BS

You: I'm trying to think about something that I need. AH

Stranger: How about some fancy tea? Or a certificate for a massage or something? BS

You: Wait. I know what you could get me. AH A frying pan. AH

Stranger: Cast iron or regular? BS

You: Regular, please. AH

Stranger: Ten inch? BS

You: Mhm. 10". AH

Stranger: Yeah, I can do that. Planning on cooking more? BS

You: Not more than usual. I mean, not more than I used to. AH I haven't cooked much lately because I can't use my frying pan anymore. I've got another one, but it's too tiny. AH

Stranger: You could've just asked to borrow one. BS

You: I don't want to bother anyone. AH

Stranger: ...I've been worried about you, living on takeout. BS

You: ... You've noticed? AH

Stranger: Yeah, I noticed. BS

You: I'm fine. I don't eat that much, anyway. I'm fine with just salads. AH

Stranger: ...I could show you how to make stuff you bake in the oven. BS

You: Like, pastries? AH

Stranger: Pastries, yeah, but how about casseroles and baked dishes and roasted things? BS

Stranger: Roast a chicken and some veggies. Make chicken salad, have a chicken caesar, use it in a wrap. BS

You: I don't eat chicken, or any meats, except fish once every two weeks or so. AH

You: I didn't know you were into cooking. AH

Stranger: I cook a lot. I've been cooking since... well, since I could reach the back of the stove to turn it on. BS

You: I don't cook that much... I use the frying pan for the eggs, mostly. AH

Stranger: You've never baked an egg? BS

You: Nope. Never. AH

Stranger: ...I'm making you a baked egg. BS

You: Ben, you don't have to do that. AH

Stranger: Hux, you literally crack an egg or two into a greased ramekin, toss a little salt and pepper on it, and bake it. BS

You: I'm sorry. I know my diet is very limited. AH

Stranger: Now I get why you're so tiny. BS

You: Don't make fun of me, Ben. AH

Stranger: I'm serious, I worry about how thin you are. BS

You: You really think I'm thin? AH

Stranger: I can count all the little bumps along your spine, Hux. BS

You: I'm trying to lose weight. AH

Stranger: You really don't need to. You're already dangerously thin. BS

You: You're always so nice. AH

Stranger: ...Hux, I think you need to talk to a doctor. BS

You: No, please, don't tell anyone. AH

Stranger: If you're trying to get thinner than you already are, there has to be some kind of intervention before you really hurt yourself. BS

You: I'm not hurting myself. I'm still eating. I'm just more careful with what I eat. AH

Stranger: That's called orthorexia. BS

You: What are you going to do, Ben? You can't send me to a clinic. AH

Stranger: No, but I can strongly suggest you go to one. BS

You: ... My dad sent me to one when I was a teenager. AH

Stranger: Was it a shitty one where they treat you like a struggling animal? BS

You: No, the doctors and the nurses were nice. I hated being there, though. AH

Stranger: What was so bad about it? BS

You: I felt like I had no control at all. No privacy. AH I remember that the doctor told me I'd have to drink at least two glasses a day. I'd get to choose the drink as long as it had calories in it. The options I had were soda, orange juice, apple juice, some teas... AH

You: I felt like I had no control at all. No privacy. AH

You: I remember that the doctor told me I'd have to drink at least two glasses a day. I'd get to choose the drink as long as it had calories in it. The options I had were soda, orange juice, apple juice, some teas... AH

Stranger: I mean, he was doing his job... BS

You: Yes, of course. And he was nice. AH It's not a good memory, though. AH

Stranger: ...you know you have a problem, Hux. I can't make you go, but you know you need to. BS

You: Let's not talk about this, okay? We were talking about my birthday. AH

Stranger: ...okay. Frying pan. Do you want to go see a movie or something too? BS

You: ... Yeah. I'd like that. I love going to the movies. AH

Stranger: Let's see something kinda lighthearted. No downer films this time. BS

You: Definitely. I hate crying in movies. AH I don't want to see horror or too much violence, either, though. AH

Stranger: Then it's settled, probably a kid-friendly movie. BS

You: Yup. Maybe a superhero movie? AH

Stranger: Yeah, but not a gritty one. BS

You: I don't even know what movies are in the cinema right now. AH

Stranger: I don't either. If we have to, we can go back and watch Netflix. BS

You: To your place? AH

Stranger: Yeah, or yours. Whichever you want. BS

You: Your place is fine. I might fall asleep on the couch, though. AH

Stranger: That's fine. Stay as long as you want. BS

You: I'll bring my toothbrush and my pyjamas, then. Just in case. AH

Stranger: Sleepover! BS

Stranger: God, what am I? Twelve? I haven't had a sleepover in ages. BS

You: ... Wanna do it? AH

Stranger: What? BS

You: A sleepover. You and me? AH

Stranger: Absolutely. BS

You: We could watch netflix and play some games. AH

Stranger: Sounds like a great night. BS

You: I'll just have to find a game for two. AH

You: Maybe chess... poker... AH

Stranger: (it's almost 1 am, i need to sleep)

Stranger: (this was fun though, thanks for the rp!)

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Stranger: Has mister perfect realized the baby's not his yet? -Nick[Alpha, 27.]

You: Mister perfect? -Luke (Omega, 16)

Stranger: Your boyfriend. -N

You: Why do you call him that? His name is Jayden. -L

Stranger: Because you act like a swooning idiot when talking about him. Even when I have my knot in you. -N

You: Nick! Please, don't say it like that. -L

Stranger: How should I say it? -N

You: I don't know. Just a "when I'm with you" would be enough. -L

Stranger: He's going to notice. -N

You: He won't. I take a shower every time I know I'm going to see him, so I won't smell like another alpha. -L

Stranger: I mean the baby. He's going to notice that the baby is not exactly white. -N

You: I know... -L

You: I'm still trying to think what to do. -L

Stranger: Too late to get it taken care of. -N

You: That's not what I meant! I love my baby. -L

You: I just don't know what to tell him, or how he'll react. If he doesn't want the baby... -L

Stranger: Well it's not his so he probably won't. -N

You: The baby's not going anywhere. That's for sure. -L

You: The baby will stay with me. -L

You: Jayden will probably kill me, though. -L

Stranger: Probably not. -N

You: It's his right. -L

Stranger: You're not mates. You're 16. You like sex. -N

You: Well, what do you think he'll do? -L

Stranger: Break up with you. -N

You: Just like that? -L

Stranger: You did get knotted by a different alpha. -N And carry their baby for nine months. -N

You: ... I messed up. -L

Stranger: You had fun. -N

You: I did. -L

You: You were nice. And hot. -L

Stranger: I seem to remember you begging for me to go hard on you. -N

Stranger: Well you could always "lose" the baby. Leave it with me and it's like nothing happened. -N

You: Never. -L

You: My baby needs me. I will protect him. -L

Stranger: I didn't say abandon them. Just... Pretend you have no kid until you get bored with the other guy. -N

You: That's still wrong. I can't pretend something like that. -L

You: I'll just tell him the truth and hopefully he won't leave me. -L

Stranger: If he leaves you just come to me. -N

You: You don't even want me. -L

Stranger: I like fucking you. -N

You: Exactly. You'll leave me as soon as you find another pretty thing to knot. -L

Stranger: You're 16. You'll be pretty for a while. -N

You: And then what? -L

Stranger: I'll raise the kids we have with you and play happy families. -N

You: Would you bond me? -L

Stranger: Yeah. -N

You: Do you really mean that? -L

Stranger: Luke. I'm military. I'd have to bond you for you to get my checks and take care of the home. -N

You: You know I cheated on my boyfriend. -L

Stranger: With me. -N

You: Still, why would you want me as your mate? It can't be just because of my pretty face. -L

Stranger: You have my kid growing in you. -N Due soonish. -N Name a job a sixteen-year-old omega can do while also keeping a baby with them that pays enough for baby items? -N

You: There are ways, Nick... -L

You: I'll be pretty for a while. You said so yourself. -L

You: I could sell myself. -L

Stranger: Legal ways? -N

Stranger: Because my baby's mom is not going to be a whore. -N

You: I could work on a kitchen, or cleaning houses... but that wouldn't be enough. -L

You: Come on, Nick. It's legal if the whore is an omega. -L

Stranger: I'm not letting my baby have a whore for a mother. I'll file custody. -N

You: You wouldn't dare. -L

Stranger: I would. -N

You: I'm the one carrying the baby. -L

Stranger: Saying you'll have sex for money. Prostitution is legal for omegas IF they have no children. -N

You: I've no choice! I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want me. -L

Stranger: You aren't thinking about the kid them. -N

You: And you aren't thinking about me. -L

Stranger: Because I am thinking of the baby that you claim to love. -N

You: You think the child will be happy when he knows that you don't even like his mother? -L

Stranger: I like you. I just don't love you. -N

You: I want you to love me. -L

Stranger: That comes with time. You can't make me love you. -N

You: You can't make me be with you, then. -L

You: I'll take care of this myself. -L

Stranger: I'll be filing custody then. -N

Stranger: I have a home and a substantial income. -N

You: [Delay] I'll bloody kill the baby if you do that. -L

Stranger: And now I have you on record saying you'll kill the baby. -N

You: I don't care. Show the cops. Show anyone. You won't get away with this. -L

Stranger: I won't get away with wanting custody of my own child? -N

You: This baby isn't yours. He's mine. -L

Stranger: He's mine too. I put him there. -N And he's due soon. Viable even if he comes out tomorrow. Killing him would be murder. -N

You: You shot off some sperm. That's what you did. -L You didn't bond me. You didn't even court me. You only had sex with me. -L So don't try to act like a father now. -L

Stranger: I have texts showing that we talked all through the pregnancy about the baby. -N

You: I'm getting rid of it. -L

Stranger: I'm filing now. -N

Stranger: You can't have this mentality of "if I can't have it my way then no one can have anything". -N

You: Good luck finding me, Nick. And that's only if I don't die. -L

Stranger: And i just called police saying you were a harm to yourself and others. -N

You: I'm not going to hurt anyone. -L

Stranger: Our child and yourself. -N

You: That thing is still inside me. -L

You: And I really want to die right now. -L

Stranger: Which is why cops are coming to your location now. -N

You: Screw them. -L

You: I'm not even home. -L

Stranger: You're on your gps filled phone they are there. At your location. Now. -N

You: [Delay] Nick. -L

Stranger: Yes? -N

You: Tell them to leave. -L Please. -L Please, please, please. -L

Stranger: Why? So you can hurt yourself and our baby? -N

Stranger: You're acting nuts because I don't love you. -N

You: I want to control my own life and body! You're not my alpha! I hate you! -L

Stranger: That is my child. -N Either he is raised right or I raise him myself. -N

You: I've got a knife with me. -L Tell them to leave. Now. -L

Stranger: They'll restrain you and take you to the mental ward. -N

You: I'll stab my own stomach if they don't leave! -L

Stranger: Then you don't love him. -N If you're willing to hurt our child then you don't love him. -N

You: Tell them to leave! -L Nick! -L

Stranger: No, Luke. You made threats and this is what happens. -N

You: Nick, please. -L

Stranger: No. -N

You: I didn't make any threats. The baby is still inside me. I can abort him and it's not murder. -L

Stranger: You're due soon. Past the legal abortion time by MANY weeks. -N

You: I can't have this baby. I'm sixteen. I'm not wealthy. -L

You: They'll have to allow me to abort it. -L

Stranger: Which is why I'm willing to raise him. He's mine. There's a parent willing. -N

Stranger: So they won't let you. Because even if you aborted him it would be a "birth type" and the moment he takes a breath he's considered viable and living. Meaning I'd get him anyway. -N

Stranger: I said I'd bond you. You would have had the home to yourself with my checks coming in. This is what you chose. -N

You: You only want to bond me because I'm pregnant with your child! But you don't love me! I want you to love me! .L

Stranger: THEN DO SOMETHING TO MAKE ME LOVE YOU INSTEAD OF THREATENING ME. -N

You: Stop acting like you own me! Stop trying to control me! Don't abuse your position! -L

Stranger: I don't own you. But I am the father and I have rights. You're too young to get that I am allowed to file for custody if I think you are going to damage him. -N

You: You've no rights. I'm the one carrying him. I'm the one whose body has changed to let him grow. -L

Stranger: I have parental rights. Legally. Not this weird thing you have in your head where you think that you're the only one that can care for this kid. -N

Stranger: So the cops are taking care of you. And you'll be in the mental hospital. -N

You: I hate you. -L

Stranger: You really don't. -N I think you have pregnancy psychosis. -N

You: You don't know anything about me. -L

Stranger: I know you went from "I love my baby" to "I'll kill my baby" in two seconds. -N

You: Because you didn't want me to work. -L

Stranger: I didn't want you to be a hooker. An illegal hooker. -N

Stranger: Because I like you enough to want you to have a life not ruined. -N

You: So you threatened to file custody. -L

Stranger: I didn't threaten. Threatening mean's I'm not following through. -N I'm filing custody. -N

Stranger: My friend is an attorney and he's looked at the texts, the call I had to make to the cops... Everything. -N

Stranger: What I am doing is not illegal. -N

You: Killing omegas is legal, Nick. What's your point? -L

You: You're an idiot. You should have thought twice before sticking your knot into a weak, young omega with no family and no money. -L

Stranger: I thought you were cute and sweet. -N

You: Yeah, well, maybe you'll be able to sleep at night, after all. It doesn't matter if you ruined someone's life, because that someone is an omega. So it's /legal/. -L

Stranger: Luke. Your life isn't ruined. I'm getting custody. You can go off and be with someone else and even make more babies. -N

Stranger: In time I could have loved you. -N But I can promise that if you were my mate you would have been treated very well. -N

You: If you continue with this, my life will be ruined. I can't live knowing that another child of mine is out there. -L

You: Please, stop saying nonsense. You've made it very clear that I can't win. -L

You: Do what you want. -L

Stranger: [later] Heard you got checked in. Did they let you keep the phone? -N

You: Yes, but a nurse and the cops are reading everything. -L

Stranger: Did they give you medications? Are you feeling more even now? -N

You: They gave me medications, yes. -L

You: They also said they'll deliver the baby next week. C-section. -L

You: And they'll remove my womb in the process. -L

You: They'll probably call you later today. -L

Stranger: Why? -N

You: I don't know. -L

Stranger: Why the hysterectomy? -N

You: I don't know, Nick. -L

Stranger: Don't sign anything. -N

Stranger: I'm calling them. -N

You: I don't have to sign anything. Jayden will. -L

You: You'll have your baby. -L

Stranger: [delay] Jayden. Your boyfriend... Requested the hysterectomy. -N

You: Nick? -Jayden [Alpha, 26] Is that why he's in the hospital right now? -J

Stranger: Hey, Jayden. -N So why are you pushing to sterilize the kid? -N

You: Do you really have to ask? -J

Stranger: It's my kid. -N

Stranger: Luke and I had sex. A lot. -N

You: [Delay] So it's true. -J You're dead. -J

Stranger: Thank you for the death threat. Helps things along legally. I also had the sterilization thrown out. -N Because the baby is mine. Gives me more rights than you have. -N

You: Don't be ridiculous, Nick. We both know I didn't mean it literally, but let your lawyers play, if you want. I'll bring mine. -J The baby is yours. I won't fight you on that. -J Luke is mine. -J

Stranger: Luke has rights and autonomy. -N He gets to choose the Alpha he wants to stick around. He doesn't even have to choose either of us. -N

You: Yes, yes. You're right in everything you said. -J But Luke also wants the hysterectomy. As an omega, he needs an alpha to sign, and I will do it. He asked me to sign, Nick. -J

Stranger: [to Luke] Did you ask for the hysterectomy? Because Jayden said you want it. -N

You: Yeah, I did. -L

You: Am I going to go to jail? -L

Stranger: No. -N You are getting psychiatric help. -N Who said you were going to jail? -N

You: No one. -L But nobody tells me anything. -L

Stranger: You are getting help. -N When the baby is born and you pass an evaluation you will be allowed out. -N

You: I'm going to jail. -L Just say it, damn it. Stop being a coward. -L

Stranger: You're not going to jail. -N

Stranger: Why do you want a hysterectomy? -N

You: That's none of your business, Nick. -L

Stranger: I want to know. You can have more kids with Jayden later on. -N Why ruin that? -N

You: More kids? -L

You: Kids are not sweets that can be replaced, Nick. Kids are people. -L

Stranger: I know kids are people. -N

Stranger: But this one is getting a home that is guaranteed safe. -N

You: I don't want more kids. I can't. -L

You: An alpha already took my first kid away from me, and soon you'll do the same. -L

You: I can't go through that again. I can't. I really can't. -L

Stranger: I offered to bond and live with me and the baby. -N

Stranger: I care about you. -N

You: There was no love in your offer. That's not what I want. -L

You: I'm not going to let you bond me just because you bred me. -L

Stranger: There was love. Just a different love than what you wanted. -N

You: You love the baby, but not me. -L

You: You said so yourself. You don't love me! -L

Stranger: I care about you. -N

Stranger: That should be enough. -N

Stranger: If you want supervised visits with him then you can. -N

You: It's not enough. -L

You: And I'll never see you or the baby again. -L

Stranger: Luke. You are too stubborn. -N

You: I'm just trying to have a bit of control here! -L

Stranger: You know what? Do what you want. I'll collect the baby when he's out. You ruin your own life. I'm done trying to keep you from ending up in a gutter. -N

Stranger: You're being dangerous. You throw tantrums and act like you have the only say in this. -N

You: /Me/? -L

You: You did this, Nick. Your "solution" only works for you. -L

You: I'm trying to protect myself. -L

Stranger: If you didn't decide that you needed to be a hooker then we would have done week on week off visits. -N

Stranger: Anyway. I'm sorry that you aren't fit to be a mother. -N

Stranger: Bye. -N

You: You're a bad man. -L

Stranger: Only you and Jayden think so. And Jayden's willing to let a 16 year old mental patient sterilize himself, so he'd not exactly morally upright. -N

You: So you think I'm wrong. You think everything you've done is absolutely right and acceptable. -L

Stranger: Let's see... I asked if he knew. I offered a solution. You denied solution and threatened the murder of a viable infant, I called the police, you're getting help. -N

You: I told you that your solution only works for you! -L

You: Nick, you made all this drama just because you didn't like the hooker thing! -L

Stranger: My solution got you in a home with a stable family and a good income where you could focus on our son. -N

You: With an alpha who doesn't love me! -L

Stranger: And who's to say that, after raising an infant with you, that wouldn't change? -N

Stranger: Love takes time that you were unwilling to supply. -N

Stranger: That isn't my fault. That is you thinking more about yourself than the child we created. -N

You: What if you never learned to love me? -L

You: I would be stuck with you. -L

Stranger: I would have paid for schooling and then, once our son was old enough, you would have gotten a job and we'd separate. -N

You: [Delay] I see. -L If that's the way you think, then this really wouldn't have worked. -L

Stranger: Because I would 1: support you and a child 2: Pay for you to go to college 3: Allow you to find a well paying job and 4: let you go... WITH the kid. -N Yes. I see how this is SO selfish. -N

Stranger: Oh. And 5: during all this I would have been a respectful and affectionate mate.

You: Exactly. You would've left me mateless and with a kid. -L

Stranger: Mateless with a kid, college education, well paying job, and alimony since we would have been bonded for more than 4 years. -N

You: Mateless, Nick. -L

Stranger: Separation implies that you still have a mate. -N

You: A mate who doesn't love me. -L

You: I'm sorry. It's obviously not the same for you. -L

Stranger: But cares enough to take good care of you and a kid for years. -N

Stranger: You don't love me Luke. Why do I have to love you? -N

Stranger: Double standard. -N

You: Because you said you would bond me. -L

Stranger: So if I said I loved you then you would have just gone with it. -N

You: Yes, I would've believed you. -L

You: It would've been easy to believe because you wanted to bond me. -L

Stranger: It's what you do when there's a baby coming. -N

You: No, Nick... That doesn't work for me. -L

You: A bond has to be the result of love. -L

Stranger: Well you're going to have a depressing future. -N

You: Why do you say that? -L

Stranger: Bonding is a thing that can happen on accident. -N

You: But it shouldn't. -L

Stranger: But it does. Fifty percent of bonds happen on accident during sex. -N

You: [Delay] I know that now. -L

You: I'm sorry, Nick. -L

Stranger: You're sorry? -N

You: Yes. -L

You: I'll apologise to Jayden properly, too. -L

You: I want to sleep now. -L

Stranger: Do you need me to bring you anything? Big sweatshirt with Alpha smell? -N

You: They'll take me to a room that has a big nest with other pregnant omegas, Nick. Apparently I'll stay there until next week. -L

Stranger: Still. Do you need anything? -N

You: No. I'm fine. Thank you. -L

Stranger: I'll see you in a week. -N

You: What? -L

Stranger: The baby. -N Born in a week. -N

You: Yes, but I thought you'd only come to collect the baby? -L

Stranger: Luke. I don't love you, but I care deeply and it could have turned into love very quickly. -N I am going to collect our son and make sure that you're okay. -N

You: The doctors and your lawyers made it very clear that I wouldn't get to touch the child. I wouldn't even see it. -L

Stranger: My lawyers haven't even been involved yet. -N Other than the original filing. Someone is fucking with you. -N

You: You've got full custody. That's what happens in these cases, even if your lawyers aren't involved. -L

Stranger: Meaning I decide if you see him or not. -N

Stranger: I want you to see him. -N

You: To have your revenge? -L You can just kill me. I won't resist you. -L

Stranger: I want you to see him because you are his mother. -N

You: And then what? You'll take him away. -L

You: And I'll be taken to a mental institution. -L

Stranger: Yeah. I'll take him away until the next visit. -N And it will go like that for a while. -N

You: What visit? -L

Stranger: That is how visitation works. -N

You: You'll come to the mental institution? -L

Stranger: And when you get out you'll be able to see him at my house. -N

You: Nick, I... -L

Stranger: Yes? -N

You: When you come next week to collect the baby, leave. And don't come back to see me. -L Don't ever seek me again. -L

Stranger: You're sure? -N

You: Yes. -L

Stranger: [a few days later] I love you. -N

You: Excuse me? -L

Stranger: Do I have to say it again? -N

You: It's good to see you've still got a playful attitude, even after all this. -L If you're curious, things are not as bad for me as I thought they would be. The other pregnant omegas don't treat me like a crazy person, and we spend the day cuddling. -L

Stranger: That's good. -N I meant it though... -N

You: Oh. -L

Stranger: Yeah... -N

You: I'm glad you don't hate me. -L

Stranger: I really don't. -N

You: I don't know what to say to you, Nick. -L

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Stranger: Babe, gym gear - we'll head out for a double work out today yeah? -Damien (25, A)

You: But, you know I don't have the energy. -Alexey (25, O)

Stranger: Alex, come on. -D Why not? I'll make you a shake and a pre-workout. -D

You: Fine. Maybe I'll do some cardio. -A

Stranger: Alex. Strength. -D

Stranger: I've got a comp next month - don't you want to be able to compete with me? -D

You: You want me to compete? -A

Stranger: Of course. You're small, but it can still work. -D

You: Damien, please. We all know what happens to tall and skinny guys like me. -A

You: Like you said, I'm small. -A

Stranger: Hm? -D

Stranger: Beautiful though. Pick you out especially . -D

You: [Delay] Okay. I'll do it. -A

Stranger: Thank you darling. -D But maybe we should go to the doctor - you're so tired. -D

You: I just need a bit of rest. -A

Stranger: You've said that a lot lately. -D Are you eating enough? -D

You: [Delay] Yes, of course, love. -A

Stranger: You know it's 3000 calories not 2000? -D

You: Can we please not talk about food or calories? -A

Stranger: Why not? -A

Stranger: Alex...alright. I'm taking you. You've got a wandering brain again -D

You: I'm sorry. I just want to be careful with what I eat. I need to lose weight. -A

Stranger: What? -D

You: I know I'm still slim, but I look... bad. -A

Stranger: Huh? -D Alex you need to eat the amount I tell you. muscle building increases muscle density. Your weight will go up but your size goes down. -D

Stranger: My god. -D

You: Damien. -A

You: I'm not happy with this. -A

Stranger: ...okay. -D

You: I'll still go to the gym with you, but I'll only do cardio until I lose all this weight. -A

You: I've been eating 700 calories a day in the past week. -A

Stranger: [Delay] Alex. Alex I am so sorry. -D

You: It's okay, love. You didn't know. -A

Stranger: Didn't know? You're tiny! -D

You: I mean, I never really told you how unhappy I was with this. -A

Stranger: All my omega friends love the gym...but you're so different to them. -D

Stranger: In a good way. -D

You: I didn't want to gain weight... muscle or no muscle. -A

Stranger: Because you were barely eating! -D

Stranger: No we'll have to get body fat checked. -D

Stranger: Is your heat late? -D

You: Damien, please, don't make me go to the doctor. -A Please. -A

Stranger: I'm sorry. This is one of those times I have to be a tough alpha. -D

You: What does that mean? -A

Stranger: It means I think I really screwed up and didn't take care of you. -D

You: It's not your fault, baby. You did nothing wrong. I'm the one who didn't tell you anything, I just... I wanted you to be happy with me. -A

Stranger: Of course I'm happy with you. You're so perfect. Beautiful smile, personality - the home is amazing with you. -D

Stranger: I just thought we'd do competing together...but not like this no way. -D

Stranger: You tell me next time Alex. Right away. -D I'd never forgive myself if I lost you. -D

You: Lose me? -A

Stranger: If you get sick or if you want to leave me. -D

Stranger: My friend warned me you didn't look like you were okay...I thought if we just pushed through...-D

You: I don't want to leave you, Damien. I adore you. -A

You: You think I don't look okay? -A

Stranger: I think you're terribly skinny. -D

Stranger: But beautiful. Always the prettiest little omega out there. -D

Stranger: Seeing you in the lifting room is definitely adorable. -D

You: I'm not that skinny anymore, though. -A

You: I'm getting fat. -A

Stranger: What? Where the hell is this fat? -D

You: [Delay] It's everywhere. -A My arms, my hips, my stomach... -A

Stranger: Alex, I make a living out of telling people what their body looks like. Why would I lie to you? -D

You: I don't like the way I look. -A I'm going to lose weight. Just wait and see. -A I'll be delicate and perfect. -A

Stranger: Alex, you are a little featherweight. -D

You: Compared to you, yes. -A

Stranger: What's that suggesting? D

You: You're muscular and sexy. -A You're absolutely perfect. -A

Stranger: And I hand picked you. -D

You: I know, but... -A

You: I still want to lose weight. -A

Stranger: Why don't we see an omega nutritionist? -D

Stranger: Someone who knows what they're doing. -D

You: Unnecessary. I'm already working on this. I count the calories I eat. -A

Stranger: Do it for me? -D

You: But, Damien. -A

Stranger: One little visit. -D

You: [Delay] No. -A Please. I don't want to go. -A

Stranger: Is that because you know you're being ridiculous? -D

You: No. It's because my parents left me in a clinic when I was a teenager, and I had no privacy. -A Have fun at the gym alone. -A

Stranger: All of a sudden I'm really craving some alone time with my omega. -D I'm sorry baby. But, if it hadn't been for that clinic I would've never met you? -D

You: No, Damien. You don't understand. -A I just... I want to have at least a bit of control. -A

Stranger: Okay, can we find something that doesn't make me terrified you'll pass out? -D

Stranger: You want to buy the groceries on your own? -D Pick the movies, go out with just your friends - no me? -D

You: I don't want to go back to the gym. -A

Stranger: Done. -D

You: I'll eat 500 calories a day. Not more. It will be this way until I look nice and delicate again. And you will not complain. -A

Stranger: 2000 is a standard minimum. So 1500. -D

Stranger: And you'll stop as soon as your bmi hits 19. -D

You: I can't win, can I? -A

Stranger: Win? -D

Stranger: Yes, heaven forbid I worry about your health. -D

You: I'm fine, though. I've got enough fat to survive for days. -A

Stranger: Enough. -D

Stranger: You don't. At this rate, I don't think we could carry pups. -D

You: You want to have pups? -A

Stranger: Of course I do. -D

Stranger: Little ones running about. -D

Stranger: You'd be a beautiful mother. -D

You: [Delay] You really think so? -A

Stranger: Yes. I really think so. I'd love to have a family with you. -D Desperate for one infact. -D

You: I'd love to have pups with you. -A I've thought about us lying on our nest, holding our pups. -A

Stranger: Yeah? -D I'm pleased - I was worried you weren't interested. -D

You: I'm interested. -A You'd be a great dad. -A

Stranger: Even though I've hurt you? -D

You: [Delay] Please, don't say that. -A

Stranger: But I did. -D

Stranger: I should've known you were too precious for this. Omegas from a clinic just aren't made for training. -D

You: Baby, you didn't know. -A

Stranger: It's my job to know! -D

You: I never told you! -A

You: Baby, I'm sorry. -A

You: You've always been very sweet to me. -A

Stranger: You're the greatest thing I have Alex. I didn't think I was ever going to find an omega I loved. -D

You: I love you, Damien. -A I love you so much. -A

Stranger: I love you too baby. -D And we'll find non-lifting friends. Ones who do stuff outside of the gym - alright? -D

Stranger: Or you can...I trust you not to run off. -D

You: Damien, I. -A

Stranger: Mn? -D

You: I don't want to find friends. Not now. -A I just need time, okay? Please. I need time. -A

Stranger: Time for what? -D Being alone all day isn't healthy baby doll. -D

You: I need time to process this and calm down. -A I'm sorry. I'm just scared and unhappy and I feel miserable. -A

Stranger: Anything you need. Just tell me. -D

[To a friend] I think I need some advice. Alex is...Alex is not alright. -D

You: Thank you, love. I just don't want you to pressure me. -A

Alex? What's wrong with him? -Vlad

Stranger: I just want you to be healthy baby. -D

We were doing the weight training - and he kept losing weight. I figured we needed to up calories - but he was eating 700! Now he thinks he's fat...I think I broke him Vlad. -D

You: I'm going to take a nap. I'm tired. -A Call me if you need anything. -A

Oh my God. -V The poor thing probably got obsessed. But don't panic. There is a solution for this. Have you guys seen a doctor already? -V

Stranger: I'll bring you some new blankets. -D Nice big pillows too. D

No. I tried but he's so stressed about it. I don't want to make him more upset. I tried bargaining but he knows how to wheedle around that. -D

You: You're sweet. -A You're the sweetest. I don't deserve you, Damien. -A

Okay. You've stopped the training, I assume? -V Even if you don't go to the doctor right now, you can't let him lose more weight. -V I don't think I've ever met someone with an eating disorder, but I know how dangerous these things are. -V

Stranger: You do darling. You deserve better than me. -D You're perfect. -D

Yeah. As soon as I realized. -D Telling them no is really fricking hard. Yeah...maybe I'll get Steph to come around and chat with him tomorrow. She's qualified. -D

You: [No reply]

Good idea. Have some tea ready when she visits you. -V But, Alex and his 700 calories... -V Are you sure he is even eating? -V

Stranger: No. I'm not sure I'm terrified Vlad. -D I thought he'd get into it like your omega. -D

Stranger: Can you just tell Steph to meet me now? I won't make it through the night - I'm too worried. -D

You: Oh. Yes, of course. -V Are you at your place? Steph just got out of the shower. She can be there in, like, twenty minutes. -V

Stranger: Yep. Pulling in now. -D I'll have tea out. D

You: She'll be there in a moment. -V Breathe, Damien. We'll help Alexey. -V

Stranger: Damien walked into the house, a big bag of new blankets and pillows under his arm. "Darling? Come here?" He called out wanting to see his omega again. "I got some new blankets." He lay out the blankets out on the couch and headed to the kitchen to start up the kettle.

Thanks Vlad. You're incredible. -D

You: Alexey slowly opened his eyes when he heard Damien's voice, but he didn't feel happy. He hadn't felt happy lately. In fact, he felt miserable. Nevertheless, he stood up carefully and stretched out. He looked at himself in the mirror, eyes sad. He was wearing a white shirt and small black shorts - he usually slept like that. "Hey," he said with a small smile as he walked into the kitchen. He stood next to Damien and kissed his cheek. "Thank you for the gifts." He looked at the kettle, but didn't ask anything.

Stranger: Damien pulled him in close and squeezed his hip lightly. "Of course. What's the point in having an omega if you can't spoil them?" He lifted Alexey up onto the counter and kissed his lips gently before pouring him a tea. He offered it to him and poured himself a coffee. "You still look sleepy." He turned Alexey's head with his finger and thumb. "Did you sleep?"

You: He let Damien pull him close, and he smiled at his words. "You're sweet." He made a soft noise when Damien sat him on the counter, and he closed his eyes when he kissed him. "Thank you," he said softly, taking his cup of tea. "Yeah, I did." He yawned a bit. "I think I dreamt, too," he said with a small smile and looked down at his tea. "This is still too hot," he murmured, putting the cup beside him. "Be careful with that coffee, too, love. I don't want you to burn your lips." He cupped Damien's face with both hands, pressing a soft, sleepy kiss against his lips. "Will you cuddle with me? In our nest?"

Stranger: "Too hot? Ugh, fresh from the kettle." He apologized softly and let Alexey cup his face. "Yes. Absolutely I will. Tuck you up in my arms." He promised taking his smaller hands and guiding him in to the couch. "I'll put something good on for the both of us." But he stuck carefully to the omega-friendly channels, not wanting anything frightful to come on while they were watching. "Look at the new blankets - I got you the fluffy ones you admire." He tucked Alex in against his chest, covering them both in a blanket.

You: He smiled and followed his alpha to the couch. He usually didn't complain about what Damien decided to watch, even if he didn't like it, so he felt relieved when Damien chose channels that were strictly omega-friendly. "You spoil me, love," he said with a small smile, looking at the blankets. "Oh, I like this one," he said as Damien wrapped the blanket around themselves. "I like you even more, though," he said, nuzzling Damien's neck affectionately. "By the way, I made cinnamon buns earlier today. Would you like to eat one?" He shifted a bit, making himself comfortable in Damien's arms. "Also, could we go to our room, please? The nest is there..."