Jun 6
Loop can’t forget, but…
What if, Loop can’t forget?
What if they were given something else on top of all their strange, impossible abilities, in order to aid Siffrin as his guide.
The ability to remember.
To remember everything that one like them can remember. To remember the loops, both their own and Siffrin’s, every single one. To remember their life beforehand, everything after the moment they first lost it all. To remember their family, every second of love and loss and the feeling of forgetting their names and remembering and forgetting and they forgot, they forgot, they forgot.
But they remember now.
They remember everything.
They can never forget again.
No matter
How much
They wish for it.
#i’ve been chewing on this for a while#as you can see ‘I wish I could forget (stardust)’ fucked me up real bad#think about it though!!#siffrin is NOTORIOUS for forgetting things#but loop??#loop is the one to remind him of things#they give him refreshers#they know everything that’s happened without even having to think about it#they’re the tutorial after all#and they wouldn’t be a very good tutorial if they forgot everything right alongside the protagonist would they?#they wished to remember#once upon a time#and now#and now…#‘this is worse than forgetting’#‘i wish I could forget’#was it worth it?#is it BETTER?#no!#but that doesn’t matter#for they are nothing but a tool now#and remembering#is useful.#:)#stack of toast#in stars and time#isat two hats spoilers#isat spoilers#saying words