The office smelled wrong. Not sterile anymore—just cold air, copper, and the sour ghost of panic that had soaked into the walls overnight. January 1st had crept in without permission, pale winter light leaking through the blinds like it didn’t want to be here either. The clock hanging slightly off the wall blinked 11:47 p.m. having given up sometime around midnight, its plastic face cracked like everything else. Zenobia hadn’t moved much. She was curled on the floor near the couch now, knees pulled tight to her chest, dress wrinkled and torn at the hem. One shoe lay across the room like it had been flung in anger. Her coat was gone. Her phone rested a few feet away, screen spiderwebbed, lighting up every few minutes with missed calls stacked on missed calls—Isla at the top, the name bright and accusing.
There were bruises blooming dark along her inner thighs, arms and jaw, fingerprints written into her skin like proof she hadn’t imagined any of it. Dried blood dotted the tile near her lip, smeared faintly where she must’ve wiped at it hours ago. Her underwear was missing. That fact kept looping, sharp and nauseating, every time her thoughts tried to wander. You should get up, her mind told her distantly. You should lock the door. You should scream. Instead, she stared at nothing, replaying it all on a cruel reel—the sound of the door slamming open, the way her phone flew, the weight, the breath, the voice in her ear—You’re going to regret fighting me. Her body flinched as if it were happening again.
The front door wasn’t quite closed. Just cracked. Footsteps echoed faintly outside of it. Zenobia didn’t react. The door pushed open fully this time. Light spilled in. Cold air. A voice—sharp, frantic, breaking. “Zenobia—” She barely registered it. Sound felt underwater now, distant and warped. Her gaze stayed unfocused, fixed somewhere between the couch leg and the broken picture frame on the wall. You missed the ball, a traitorous part of her whispered. You didn’t text her back. You didn’t—“Zenobia!” was said louder, frantically. Something in her finally snapped loose. Her breath hitched, a broken sound tearing out of her chest as her eyes finally focused, really focused—on Isla. “I—” Zenobia tried, voice shredded raw. Nothing came out but a sob. @howmcnythings