Babe, what does it say?.....Babe answer me, is it a yes?
His voice was barely above a whisper, heās just as scared as I am. I donāt know why, but I didnāt let Alex into the bathroom this time. I donāt know it just felt like I needed to take the tests alone. I looked down to see pregnant in bold letters silently staring back at me. I should be excited, this is what weāve always wanted. But when youāve had 4 big yeses in eight months alone all turn to no before you even hit the 12 week mark, a yes is scary as hell. We stopped trying a couple of years ago when we adopted Anahi, but having her with us gave us so much joy we decided to try making our family larger again. Why did we decide to put ourselves through all this mess again?...
Baby please...say something.
silence. I heard him sigh finally as he shifted his weight against the door.
This oneās ours Ju, I can feel it..
I hope youāre right babe...