#isthisbad

[pec-tacular]

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#TransformationThursday I'm going to leave this gem right here. Haven't started dieting yet but looking forward to being even MORE PEC-Tacular in the very near future!! Life is changing at a rapid pace right now and I couldn't be more excited for all the #Blessings!! This video is of me today just messing around with some old poses. The pump was real! #IsThisBad !?! 💪🏼💪🏼😳😳 And don't even get me started about the #Jawline & #Hairline!! We don't have all day. And now I'm about to check out my @CBS_BigBrother fam on my home for 9 YEARS...@CBS!!! #BB19 #BBAD @PopTV @Tainted_Dreams_The_Series @FlyOnTheWallEnt @IMPACTWRESTLING #IMPACTonPOP #Flex #Bodybuilding #WnbfPro #FitFam

[i-dont-know-what-do-you-want]

Soul

My soul is not in my heart

It is floating vaguely in my foggy synapses

Neurons shooting the essence of my existence constantly forever

Even when your body dies your soul may still be alive

working till your skull decays

That’s why smart men put the bullet in their brain

And not their heart

[seeko82]

The lid came off my soup, but it hasn’t been opened. I feel like maybe it isn’t safe to eat. 😫 . . . . . #ilovepanera #ilovepanerasoup #soupgonebad #isthisbad #notexpired #notpasttheexpirationdate #shouldieatthis @panerabread https://www.instagram.com/p/B0uViWgHyZW/?igshid=119460pcssi7u

[butchlite]

She is not a mear thunderstorm, she is the eye of a hurricane. The life you lived before her and the life you will live after will be terrifying and full of nothing but darkness and rain. She was the only sunshine in your bleak miserable world and you destroyed her. Caused her enough agony to send 10 foot 2x4s through 6inches of concreat, made her snap hundred year old trees in half with nothing but her grief. You took your hands and you took every ounce of sunshine she had, left her with nothing but pain, a pain that will turn to rage. You better hope you’re gone when the rage comes, listen to the ivacuation notices, because I promise you won’t survie if that eye comes back around.

[spazztastickiwi]

It’s strange, and idk the root of it, but Mark makes me slightly uneasy - not that he’s dangerous, but more that my instincts say to give him some nice elbow room in a room or conversation.

And it’s wierd - being a girl (and because of my past), I have what is essentially a natural avoidance of men. I keep any in my vicinity within eyesight out of habit.

But despite his obvious harmlessness, he still seems imposing, or intimidating. And this atmosphere does not surround other male creators that I follow, which makes me feel worse and even weirder about it.

I hope no one, particularly Mark if he comes across it, takes offense to this. I use my Tumblr as a type of virtual diary, especially since here is where I’ve found supportive communities/fandoms, and I need to get things out in a tangible sense sometimes - it’s how I’m work out a lot of my mental tangles. I also have friends and TalkLife to help me do the same

Feel free to just read and scroll on :3

[random-vidder-333]

Introvert Problems

My roommates are having people over and, after spending the day working in IT and in summer classes, I’ve done the adult thing and turned off the lights in my room so I can pretend that I’m not back.

[izzybee79]

Im never hungry

is it bad if I'm never hungry anymore. that i can go a whole day without eating and wake up still not hungry? that i force my self to eat food. i have to force myself to eat dinner and the food that i once loved.

[loftatron]

Relaxation...what is this?

used to think that being at home and taking my time was a boring thing....I'm starting to like this life-at-your-own-pace stuff....is this bad?