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okay. i'm probably not gonna go toooo into depth about every detail like i was last time, specifically abt The Makeout, because. i choose to be that way! butttt knowing meat he will probably infer some shit that did actually happen between the two of us that i never explicitely state. despite me saying this won't be in detail, it's probably still gonna be long as fuck. okay here we go #nervy

this is most definitely in a universe where banana and bread haven't moved in yet, and they are not dating, just merely friends is all.

a week later after an unplanned hangout, i hope that banana and bread make time to actually have a sleepover despite banana being incredibly busy. bread gets up as early as he can, even if he doesn't wake up as early as banana does. i hope bread gets his morning routine shit done as quickly as possible before packing up a bunch of things and makes his way to banana's house as swiftly as possible, letting him know where he is in accordance to banana's house at all times until he's right outside his door

when he arrives at banana's house, he immediately changes out of his pants into a pair of shorts he brought along because he didn't account for the weather while walking to banana's house and his legs are all hot and sweaty. i hope that banana and bread both drink a tiny bit from a can of vodka soda, with bread not drinking as much as banana does. and i hope that they do stupid shit around the house like playing entirely different video games right next to each other on the couch, sitting way closer to eachother than what would be necessary. basically touching bare thighs and legs against one another

i think banana and bread would move around places a lot. one minute they'd be sitting at the couch doing fuck all, and another minute banana dragged bread up to his room just so they could watch a really bad piece of media that banana loves on his laptop and they cuddle and nearly fall asleep about it. maybe after an hour or so of this, they'd both be pretty sleepy and they would begrudgingly have to get up so they don't fall asleep midday

i think bread would bring along a water bottle, and i think that bread would offer banana some of his water after just drinking out of the bottle. i hope that banana wants something set up and bread helps out a bit with the set up, mainly just gathering materials from upstairs and letting banana do all the work while he awkwardly watches from the couch. i think they'd sit next to eachother really incredibly close all the time, with banana scrolling on his phone while bread is on his laptop doing fuck all, and i hope banana shoves his phone into bread's face to show him something funny and bread reacts to every single thing banana shows him. i hope that bread gets along with banana's parents too, with banana's parents being in the dining room as bnb are in the living room, with bread talking to his parents for a bit

i hope banana and bread end up cuddling on the couch after a couple of hours of bread being over at his house. i hope they put on one of banana's most favourite pieces of media of all time. i hope bread has a leg wedged between banana's own legs, almost against his crotch entirely, and that banana is lying on bread's chest, with bread having an arm wrapped around and holding banana's side. maybe banana would've drank a bit more alcohol, so he's just a teeeeeeny tiiiiiiny bit drunk. i hope that bread has a hand really close to banana's face, and i hope banana takes bread's thumb into his mouth. this time, however, i don't think bread would pull away. i think he'd let it happen, maybe pushing his thumb incrementally more and more into banana's mouth just to see what banana will do or say.

maybe bread has thoughts about confessing his feelings to banana today, but he's been on the fence about it just because he doesn't want to make things awkward. i hope banana answers his confession without bread having to say anything

i think after god knows how long bread has his thumb in banana's mouth for, banana gets up. bread initially thinks that banana's just getting up to readjust, but instead banana dives down to kiss bread. bread would be stunned, but he would kiss back for a bit before realizing that banana's drunk and that he shouldn't indulge. despite how much he enjoys this, he pulls banana off of him and tells him that he shouldn't be kissing him because he's drunk, so banana gives up for a bit, just telling bread that this is okay, and that he's not that drunk. i think bread, feeling so utterly conflicted about what just happened, would ask banana if this is the alcohol talking, to which banana insists over and over that it isn't. i think banana would prove his own point by continuing to kiss bread. i think bread would let this happen and kiss back at this point

despite their problematic soberness gap, i think banana would take the lead for the most part while bread tries to follow along as best as he can. i think at this point they'd be making out. the living room door that has the couch that they're laying on in view is wide open, theres hair in their mouths, they start falling off the couch several times throughout the sesh. neither of them could care all that much about any of these factors. banana only really pulls away and gets up from where he's sitting on bread when they hear something from upstairs or they start to actually start slipping off the couch, but this is only a minor distraction to banana, and he just continues from where he left off. i think that eventually, banana would get up and close the door, and they'd go back at it.

i think they'd calm down after a bit, they'd pull away and stare at eachother, both wondering if what they did just then actually happened. they'd both go back to cuddling, watching whatever it was they put on (neither of them are paying attention). i think some comments about how long they've both wanted this for would get thrown around, i think they'd peck each other on the forehead or on the lips occasionally throughout.

i think bread would make a stupid no homo joke because he's wearing socks while banana isn't, and i think banana would snort at that before going to makeout with bread again for god knows how long. 10 minutes? 30 minutes? an hour? neither of them really know, but neither of them really care. all they know is that they both need this. hopefully bread has his legs wrapped around banana's torso at this point.

eventually i think they'd be kicked out from the living room (not caught, just kicked out because it's getting late) and they'd go to banana's room. except they're both stupid and frazzled after making out for fuckin who knows how long. i hope they're both red in the face and that their hair is messy from tangling eachother's hands in it. i hope they misplace things while trying to get shit in order before they head to banana's room

i hope they bingewatch a lot of bullshit, talk a lot of bullshit. i hope bread asks banana a lot of questions about. everything about them. i hope banana answers as best as he can while actively falling asleep basically koala hugging bread. i hope they fall asleep cuddling eachother, despite how warm they both are

i hope bread wakes up in the morning hugging a pillow. being the lazy chud he is, i hope he texts banana that he's awake. and i hope banana tells him he's coming up to go watch reels next to bread. i hope thats what they do together.

i think eventually they'd get up to go to the kitchen and banana would prepare a quick breakfast for the both of them. they'd switch between watching tiktoks and reels for a bit on the couch as they eat before heading back up to banana's room to continue watching tiktoks and reels very sleepily. i hope bread asks banana to kiss him again, juuust so he's sure that it truly wasn't the alcohol talking yesterday. i hope banana does just to reassure him.

they'd both be reluctant for bread to leave, but he has to eventually. i think they'd both make dumb jokes about how bread would have to begrudgingly come back to banana's house if he left something at his house. i think bread debates whether he should purposefully leave something at his house just so he has an excuse to come back, but he never does.

i hope banana sees bread out the door, and i hope they sneak a bit of a risky kiss when banana's parents are nearby, probably within hearing range. i hope bread walks home with the dopiest and stupidest grin on his face the entire time, i hope he gets a text back from banana saying that he not only forgot to close the gate of their house, but also locked his dad out. i hope they both laugh about it a little. i hope they talk a bit more, actually a lot more once bread gets home, have discussions about what they are. i hope for the rest of the day, they both have a stupid ongoing text argument about who misses the other more.

btw that was my first ever kiss from a non-family member so. that was crazy. #lesbianswin #ilovebeingalesbian #ididitforbanana /j

i should also say THANK U FOR THE CONGRATS EVERYONE!!! honestly genuinely didnt expect that day to go the way that it did but man am i happy it did. we don't rlllllly have a label on things yet but like. we both are in love thats for sure soooo... we're just doing things our own way ig

i appreciate all the congrats very muchly, lowkey didnt think ppl would be that invested in my stupid life all told vicariously through meat, but i'm glad i can share my bs with ppl anonymously (mostly) :3

- ellipses

My last ask of the night, it will probably be almost 4 by the time I post this, I do have a doctors appointment tomorrow but thankfully it is mid afternoon.

First of all, so cool you are sharing this, I love the format of projecting it onto bnb, I think that is such a good way to talk about it! Get it out into the world but disconnect it from yourself.

I really like the image of them hanging out during the summer, both in shorts, fucking around Banana's house. Their thighs would basically be touching, excused by them just, wanting to be next to one another or because of Bread's weird way of sitting. I really do think they would wander around Banana's house and then watch a movie on Banana's laptop, I like that they are basically almost together, cuddling with each other and just excusing it as "friends are allowed to cuddle" when they know this is different.

I like them doing their own thing but being so close to each other, Banana showing Bread reels and shit is perfect, they would be dumb but Bread would love watching them. Oh and talking to his parents!!! I know Bread gets along great with Banana's parents, imagining him talking to them and them loving him almost as much as their own son. I mean Bread did basically live there for years.

The fucking thumb thing again!!!!! Them cuddled up trying to pretend they aren't in love and Banana just going and not blurring the line, completely erasing it. I like that Bread is now confident enough to play along with Banana, I think Bread would maybe thrust his finger in and out of Banana's mouth a little bit, trying to keep it in his pants but feeling something building in his gut. And Banana would get fed up and a little horny about it and of course he has to kiss Bread! He just got all the permission he needed from the thumb sucking. Bread would be really worried about being sober when Banana isn't, not wanting to take advantage of him but also not wanting it to just be the alcohol that is causing Banana to act like this. He wants it to be real, he wants Banana to like him when he's sober too.

God them kissing so passionately they keep sliding off the couch?? That is beautiful. Banana trying to show Bread this is really what he wants by continuing to kiss him, basically begging Bread to show him he wants this too. Maybe Banana is a little happy that Bread is sober, because then he can know that he really does want this just like he wants it even when sober. Kissing in front of the open door because they're so desperate would happen, though I think Bread would be thinking about it the whole time, anxious about someone seeing them like this, about Banana's parents catching them like this. The little confessions afterwards are so soft and cute, and small pecks after a long make out session??? So adorable. Bread would make a no homo joke too, he is such a freak.

I love them heading up to Banana's room and Bread prodding about the details of their relationship while a still non sober Banana just wants to cuddle, but still indulges him despite. Then falling asleep together all cozyyyy?? I think when Bread wakes up alone he would be a little sad, he would wish Banana would have stayed in bed with him, maybe feel a little panicked, worried that maybe Banana regrets it. But when Banana cooks him breakfast and they fall back into that same routine, it calms him down. The kiss would really help him though, lips lingering a little longer than necessary, but it's just to make sure the alcohol wasn't the culprit.

Bread would absolutely think about leaving something at Banana's house just so he has to come back, maybe the poor guy should commit, or maybe he should just go back with no excuse other than to see Banana. I like Bread being so giddy and happy and accidentally locking Banana's dad out and not closing their gate. Just so happy and in his head everything around him didn't matter enough to pay attention to. And of course they would have to keep talking and arguing about who misses who more. Like the freaks they are.

First kiss??? Holy shit???? This was your first kissing experience??? This is insane actually, I hope it was a great experience. We are all so so so happy for you dude! And as long as you guys are both on the same page a label is so not needed!!!! I think it is so cool to see people be invested in this part of your life you have chosen to share, it is beautiful to see so many people supporting you! I hope everything continues to go well between you two!!!

#meat's asks #ellipses anon #it is almost 4 #I was right #the grind does not stop.#complicated bnb #technically

Oh my god, it has been so long since a book kept me awake for so long, I'm almost finishing it. These characterrrrrz. OK, Rayad is on the same level as Ramsay. They are horrible and terrible and gross. Yes. But. It is infinitely amusing how he keeps appearing as a ghost. Hell. I . love. It. I am howling. Even after death he will torture her. This. Is. So. 😵

#me reads poison study #it is almost 4 #i should be sleeping #oh my god

;; I have to go to bed now.

#( x. this is your queen speaking. )#it is almost 4

i am so fucked

#life #it is almost 4 #ahaaaaa.....

I will just lay here

Until I fall asleep

While my computer play's the music on my iPod

#It is almost 4