#it is not fair...

[wreckitredglare]

It is so stupid. Every time I have some sort of urge, I have to clarify that it is just an urge for me. It is not a ploy for attention, it is not some pointed remark, or a flaunting of attention. I am not trying to cast a net to see what I catch. I am not trying to make anyone feel like they are not a real choice... But everyone else gets to speak and flirt and be semi-public with their desires. Not me. I have to make a disclaimer in case someone spots it and I am shut out for even longer.

Even longer than I have been, honestly...

[noxvigil-noxtradam]

god damn it, reality sure can pack a damn punch when you remember the fact this may be the last year you see your classmates and teachers...

even if it is not yet the time, I am not ready to say goodbye to that.  Just when I am starting to finally open to them... or people like them. I’m not ready to leave that place...