Not to rant at myself but: I need to stop being such a perfectionist about what I post. I've started over-thinking the slightest things I say. I delay posting art because it's "not finished" or because I'm unsure if it's even worth uploading. I stop myself completely from posting things, or saying random things I'm thinking about, because I don't want to annoy people. I'm afraid of people hating me. I'm afraid of posting things because I want to make content that my followers will like too. "Because that's the reason why they followed me, right? They don't care about these ocs/ that my hair is doing this weird, annoying cowlick thing, etc."
Even with what I'm typing now I'm completely over thinking it, spending way too long on how to describe what I'm feeling, how best to say this thing I need to say. Because I'm trying to suppress that part of myself that's shouting "this isn't important, no one cares about this post, so what's the point??"
But I need to say it. I need to post this as a reminder to myself that I can post this. (This probably sounds silly.) I shouldn't censor myself from saying something because "it's not worth it" or "no one cares". I need to stop giving into that negative part of myself. Because this is me, and this is my blog. If other people like it or think it's funny or whatever, then great! But hopefully people will accept me for it regardless.
