#itaw review

[ofhopelessdreamsandwanderlust]

ITAW

@this-red-in-my-ledger I know this is so very very late and I'm so sorry but life hasn't been kind to me moving on,

waking up to two updates and not only that but also on Eid was like receiving a million dollars

“Welcome home” is among my favorite chapters with “Sensation” and the thanksgiving chapters, whenever I need fluff in my life or need to feel warm and happy and have my heart full I always go back to these chapters, I blame you for wanting a Bucky of my own 

“welcome home”

oh my god, oh my god this chapter had me dying of fluff I was just so gone 

when he helped her in the shower and when he washed her hair and when he respected her boundaries and gave her washcloth to continue her self  I was like 

“This is fine…we’re fine…don’t look down. Look at me not looking down…you know, every time someone says that, you immediately want to look down,”

this had me cackling,like she tried to be all cool and calm but my poor baby was just so flustered and when he smiled, all the fluff dear lord 

that hug that fucking hug I felt that hug my heart can not handle it, I was just so 

 when he caressed her neck cause he is feeling guilty even as the soldier and when she reassured him, I love that they can understand each other without speaking 

Salem brushing her his hair, Bucky checking for poison before letting her eat anything, we love one cute caring and protective couple 

them sitting back to chest and Bucky making sure that she doesn't mess up her sketch by stopping her pencil

when he was trying to protect her from Steve and him mistaking it as Steve trying to hurt her and vice versa, we love one protective brother figure and that is Steve Rogers 

Bucky and Steve’s fight in the end almost cause me a heart attack and dear lord when Steve smacked Bucky’s head I was like stab me in the heart its easier 

my poor baby bean when she freaked out at the sight of her blood I was like 

overall like I said its among my favorite and I keep coming back to it for all the fluffy parts 

hopefully I will have the review of “Unexpected meeting” in the next few days but as usual and like every piece you have written I’m completely in love 

[ofhopelessdreamsandwanderlust]

@this-red-in-my-ledger  this is very late and i’m sorry but i’m really busy with classes and havent had the time to write the review until know. Moving on,

finally they woke up in the same bed !!!!

and the fact that he made sure she was comfortable through out the night and kept petting her !!!! I can’t my hear is exploding from all the fluff

I always get the feeling that out of everyone in the team Tony, Steve and Nat think of salem as their little sister 

when she put her hands on her hips and threatened Tony ANGRY MOM pose 

her breaking down and crying in Steve’s arms had my heart broken and I was like 

I love the fact that they decide to give both Salem and Bucky privacy and a proper room not some interrogation room and the fact that they trusted Salem to handle her self around Bucky 

Bucky hugging her as soon as she stepped into the room and checking her pulse when she told him he almost gave her a heart attack

I honestly got second hand embarrassment when she turned to Bucky and found out that he has stripped every article of clothing and honestly expected them to shower together 

and that sigh oh my god he is honestly adorable 

[this-red-in-my-ledger]

Ma’am. I just read ITAW. (I binged it the whole day today tbvh) you are fan-freaking- tastsic. YOUR MIND. Ily.

Awwww!! Thank you very much! I'm glad you like it! 😊

[ofhopelessdreamsandwanderlust]

@this-red-in-my-ledger I'm terribly sorry I know this is way later than expected, I still have three more exams to go but its my birthday so I thought fuck it I can do whatever I want.

I wasn't even supposed to be up when the chapter was update if it wasn't for my school supervisor calling I would have woken up much later so I have him to thank for this beautiful surprise ( I honestly thought I was still dreaming).

Moving on I absolutely adored the tender moment between bucky and salem 

“This isn’t my Bucky.....my Bucky would never hurt me”

like honestly dude just stabbing me in the heart would have been easier 

and when she decided to stay even after what he did and bossing him around “You cant do that again” oh my god I was like

Salem my brave little dumpling I'm so proud

so I have a small theory about the “font” of the soul mark I will write it at the bottom 

and yet once again I loved the development between Nat and Salem, I loved that she still trusted Salem to know what she is doing

The second you don’t feel safe“  that wasn't captain America that was Big Brother! Steve 

I feel like (and correct me if I'm wrong) the soldier choked her because he was scared that the avengers would use her against him as a weakness,  and well HYDRA taught him to eliminate weaknesses  and like she said the soldier will protect Bucky from any harm including the emotional ones

when he brushed his fingers against hers oh my god its like he cant believe that she stayed even after he almost killed her 

and when she turned into psychologist! Salem  I was like 

and like always that language kink *wink wonk*

s going back to that font theory, do the solumark represent the state of mind ?????

I mean Salem Soulmark is jagged cause it represents the state of Bucky’s mind in a way as there are “2 beings” inside his head ?

over all, that chapter was amazing as usual your writing was utterly mind blowing 

P.S I have a second Crazy theory but it is still in the making it needs a few tweaks I will put it up as soon as I'm done with my exams