May 26, 2020
I don’t want you as much as I wanted you
Maybe you didn’t want me either
We both became so familiar
Accessible, too comfortable
With each other
Do we even have respect between us?
Doesn’t feel like it
Years, we have of letting you have so much power over my emotions
It took so long to realize exactly who you have been
Lies, on top of more lies
Guilty I am, too
This isn’t who I wanted to be
Running back to you every time
I feel like I give more than you do
I deserve more
I don’t hate you either
Wouldn’t it just be easier if I did
You’ve seen me grow through it all
Only to continue playing the same ol game
People don’t change, even if their surroundings do
I’m not running back to you anymore