Jul 23, 2025
Have to stop reading again because Uzas is too relatable and I get memory flashbacks. Granted I wasn't KILLING people, but this fuvking, fading in and out of reality he's doing, confused, aware he's being talked at/to. Being told to stop and STAND STILL so he can be reigned in but just going hyuehehehehhe and running off again. My bro is in a psychosis. ADB is writing that completely unreachable state extremely well ngl. Has he ever had one?
#its so similar to the incident that first got me pulled into the psychoatry machine.#i was running around with some sort of water gun or hose (cant remember) and attackjnv complete strangers with it#my mother runnjng after me like#ORM. ORM#STAND STILL#STOP RIGHT NOW#and i was just not connected to whatecer reality that was#i actually dont remember the incident itself#its a gap#but i remember what these feel like#ADB is doing a genuinely great job#especially with how fun you can perceive what you are doing as