Hey you haven't been active in a while, everything okay?
i wanna lie and say ‘ yeah everything’s fine it’s just life. y’know? ’ but no. i am totally not fine. i’ll be honest, i’ve sorta been avoiding coming on this blog just because i’ve gotten self conscious of how i write evan lately. like i have a ton of muse for him but i just can’t bring myself to write out replies. idk . im hoping i can eventually stop hating myself enough to do shit on here.
but overall i’m doing okay.. i guess. i’ve been busy with real life problems like college classes and car insurance bs and rent issues with my mom. and it’s just really tiring. it’s nothing i can’t handle. i’ll get to writing evan again soon, hopefully, but lately i’ve been spending some time here and here