I can’t believe I’ve missed THREE updates….. omg……. I got too distracted by different fandoms and by trying to piece together one of my own 29749274938 fics I forgot to check </3 but fear not I’m back to breath down your neck, in a far more succinct/kind of vague way than the others by comparison though for sure- a Puddle or perhaps a Droplet of consciousness you will 🥸
I loved seeing the losers (almost) all together in these three chapters, they’re so sweet ughhhhh stan is still my favorite though lmao he’s just so real I love him deeply <3333 billverly Does in fact buzz for me, as much as I love benverly….. although they all have plenty of hands to be held… Interestinggggg 🥸
reddie’s first sex scene after the breakup was a Lot . it was so jarring to see richie fall into this role, I can’t help but feel like he was going out of his way to put on a persona, that maybe He didn’t really get into it all the way… given the way he drops Hard in the aftermath and whatnot… or maybe I’m just thinking too hard as per-usual when I send these in lmao I mean he did set off the L bomb during so I wouldn’t be surprised if that alone is the reason for it lol… many many thoughts I’m having about his behavior in this scene actually…….. Hm.
^ also as a side note about richie in general- I recently watched The Skeleton Twins which…. woah… but since then I’ve been thinking that your characterization of him is certain moments through this fic really reminds me of milo ouch ouch owie
okay final burst of thought…. see I’m just WAY too big of an eddie kaspbrak fan for this shit man 😭😭 when is HE going to get an apology, when is someone else going to grovel at HIS feet for a change </3 I’ll stick beside him through thick and thin idc, eddie to me is what richie is to the IT fandom as a whole that’s my baby…. richard you did him dirty too >:( I want an eddie crash out and it needs to be HUGE btw because so help me god if I have to sit back and watch him Alone being dogged on I’ll throw a tantrum with such evil levels of monstrosity the likes of which have never been seen before……. so just be warned….
I’m preparing myself for the next update whewwwww, can’t wait to see what you’ve cooked up for richie’s stand-up routine lmao 😭😭😭😭 goodnighttttttt
HELLO I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU BACK HERE AGAIN!!! i missed you dearly, glad to hear you're still out there living your best fandom life and that you have made your way back here!!!
stan is such a real one and i adore him so much. i love to write him because he doesn't fluff around and he's always so real and straight to the point. thank you stan the man for being so no bs and straight to the point. and YES i too am a billverly fan - as much as i love benverly end goal i do find it makes the characters more familiar to themselves if i give myself a little billverly as a treat
that first sex scene after they come back together is so much catharsis coming from both sides that is very convoluted. we're seeing a very angry richie and a very regretful eddie, and they meet in such an intense way that then makes way for forgiveness by the end, so many emotions going on for both of them but especially for richie i feel he might like to pretend he's got it all figured out but somehow i don't think he dooooeeess ~~~
i am SO GLAD you have watched the skeleton twins. that is my all time favourite movie and i absolutely adore the milo character so much. i have definitely taken inspo from milo for this au version of richie so WOW touched my heart for you to see that in him... just two damaged guys who don't know how to take care of themselves (or others lol)
i will be DYING for your reaction to the next chapter. please know that i too believe that eddie deserves a real damn apology, i think these last two chapters are going to be an absolute rollercoaster!!!!! richie tozier repent for your sins!!!!!
your asks are always so thoughtful and i am always so happy to see you here so thank you for coming back and hanging out again!!!! sleep well!!!!