In Dreams
I’m so bad at this that I have already lost a draft that I was working on. I’m not going to write anything meaningful, to me at least, since I want to just get something up while it is still January 2nd so I stick to my plan of writing something every day. Anyways...
Does anyone else wake up with random songs in their head? I don’t get that. I’ve noticed in the past few weeks that I have been waking up with songs in my head that have logical reason for being there. Since dreams are your mind gathering all of the information it has processed throughout the day, or in my case from two days before, I still cannot find any reason why I have woken up with some of these songs in my head. (Yes, I said my dreams are two days behind. I think so much that I am a day behind in my processing. Weird.) The song will be in my head for a few minutes because I will be trying to analyze why it is there. Was it in my dream and I am remembering it? Is it some sort of prophecy or foreshadowing? Will I hear it today(which happens more than you think)? But then it fades away within a few minutes. Like a stranger, it was there and now is gone, mixed in with the hustle and bustle of everything that comes flooding in when you start your day. And no matter how hard I try, it’s gone. It had its moment, it delivered its message, and then it’s off. Like I mentioned, sometimes I will hear the song later that day, and then I know it was some sort of precognition, although it wasn’t telling me anything other than that I was going to hear it that day. Otherwise, I think I am batting .000 at why it was there. But then there are times that I am afraid if I put the puzzle together and figure it out, that I will alter the plan. I acknowledge that might be a bit wacky, but I think there is more to all of this place than random events. It’s all too organized, even in chaos. Why do I feel everything that I am going to write here is one day going to be used against me in court?
