#itsbreakingmyheart

[meandyourcigarettess]

You could at least text me back & say you don't want to talk to me anymore....

[lavenderwolflover]

This is the only show I have ever cried over :'(

[thisoneisformysanity]

It's been a long couple of days.

Everything is going wrong.  Constantly.  There's barley anything to talk about because everything, and I mean everything turns into a fight.  It's stressing me out.  A lot.  I already have a lot to deal with right now, with school and trying to find a job, paying off my credit card and putting gas in my car.  Everything is out of whack in my life.  I'm trying so hard not to lose my head, but it's starting to get to me.  Usually I can keep my room clean for a few days or get motivated to work out, but lately my room is constantly a mess, and I barley leave the house.  I'm so lazy now, what's wrong with me?  Doing homework used to be easy, now it's hard just opening a book.  I wonder when this feeling is gonna go away.  bleh,  Today was very stressful, because I'm starting to get the feeling my girlfriend is losing feelings for me.  She used to be so into me.  Now she's just whatever about me.  It's a tough feeling.  How can I explain.  She used to enjoy making love with me, and want to do it just as much.  Now she kinda just let's it happen. She used to always want to see me.  It never mattered what we did, she always wanted to be with me.  And up until today, she always didn't want to go home early, but today she did.  She just wanted to go see her friends and get drunk with them.  Oh well, once a drinker always a drinker.  It's saddening when she sends you pictures of herself looking better and dressing better than when she goes out with you.  I'm hurting, I'm hurting really bad.  And she doesn't seem to care.