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I am so alone.

I'm very aware of it when the hellhounds are sleeping and I'm in my room.

Terrifyingly heightened with the fan and music.

What is this.

I should probably take hard consideration into therapy.

Man, I feel drained again.

07.05.25

-21 days says to write a gratitude list, so we write a gratitude list.

° I'm grateful to have the opportunities to see my hellhounds smile in the morning when coming out of their rooms.

° I'm grateful to experience the way the trees move in the wind.

° I'm grateful for being able to pet every animal coming up too me.

° I'm grateful for the random compliments and genuineness from strangers.

04.21.25

Realized today that I can't look and or say Jasmine rice without wanting to puke my guts up.

04.21.25

- I dont know how to describe this feeling.

It's as if the agonizing amount of fear is have is numb at this point. Like an acception that nothing will be more and tomorrow doesn't exist.

Her words specifically saying that I don't care for my friends.

That i only care for myself.

Everything is always about me.

I'm selfish.

Toxic.

My mind isn't alright and I'm so tired.

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