May 24
These thoughts be improper.
The hell.
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These thoughts be improper.
The hell.
I REALLY miss IG.
Someone stop me.
Pixelfed is lacking in certain areas.
I wish I was lying in a greenhouse while it was storming.
The rain hitting the glass but you can see the sky.
Tonight, the rain sounds like a place I've never experienced.
What do you do with a heart like mine when people treat you like shit because you don't give them what they want?
I personally feel like I've wasted too much time.
Not a lot of people live past 60 for whatever reason. This generation.
Why don't I have a house. Why am I not financially stable. Why haven't I Kickstart my career in photography.
Why.
I absolutely DESPISE how sexual of a person I really am but I CANNOT show said wants, emotions, body language, touch.
I can't show it.
Why? I don't fucking know.
Which blows my own mind because holy shit the way I always want to run my hands through hair, over skin, through fingers, over clothes. To move. To be dominated. To be the dominant one. My mind is probably so vulgar it'd wipe someone out because that's not what you'd expect of me.
Listen. All the time. I think about it SO MUCH.
WHAT THE FUCK.
07.12.25
I wholeheartedly wish it were mandatory to be able to read the eyes.
07.11.25
I find it ironically devastating that it hits me most when I listen to my music.
City - Hollywood Undead and depression so professional, I'd mistake it's silk for comfort.