#itsnotsammy

[deansdirtylittlesecretsblog]

so i've heard your book is finally out! congrats!!! you deserve all the kudos! ♥

THANK YOU!

You’re very sweet!

(((hugs)))

[punkascas]

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@destielsimpalatardis @itsnotsammy +f @mishathan @orgyofthelord

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[wanderingcas]

☀️ (hey, you have an awesome blog!)

gahh thank you! i’m blushin.

ok so i checked out your blog and poked around on your masterlist fics and now i have some reading to do later:D also your theme?? i love it so much. i wish i knew how to get things to animate themselves like you have on your blog, i’m the worst when it comes to themes. your edits are also super cool. i love how much sam you have on your blog (and dean, of course, but i don’t see sam bloggers around as much anymore so i’m really glad that you have a generous amount of him as well ^-^) basically you’re awesome, keep it up :D

[positivity]

[punkascas]

for honesty hour: what's the worst thing you've ever done in your life? ouo

iiiiiiii don’t know, tbh. there are things i regret. i regret hurting people. i regret the friendships i’ve lost. but i’ve also made peace with a lot of things. the negative experiences have made me who i am today, and i generally like who i am, or at least, i wouldn’t want to change who i am, deep down. so i could say drugs and i could say going to prison and i could say failing school, but im also glad i had those experiences? i’m glad i learned early in life that im an addict and how to handle my addictions heathily. i am grateful for prison bc it made me aware of how unfair and ugly and destructive the justice system is, and made me more compassionate to others. failing at school drove me harder to succeed when i did eventually go back to uni and i graduated top of my class and won a full ride to my masters programme. 

so idk. i think hurting someone else is the worse thing you can do. but i can’t judge who is the person i’ve ever hurt the most or what action caused it. they’d have to tell me, and then i’d have no way to compare their feelings against each other. 

i regret that i wasn’t there when my grandma died. i regret that she died alone in a bed that wasn’t her own in a foreign place that wasn’t her home. and all because i was sitting at home reading deathly hallows, because the book came out the same day she died. 

honesty hour: ask me anything

[shipsandlattes]

Thank you so much for your support, it means a lot to me and I wish I could say how grateful I really am ❤

Always. Just take care of yourself. Sending you the biggest hugs and lots of love❤❤