#itsrinrinstuff

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I think i'm starting to fail at angst? Gdi you and your cute muse Azy, he totally destroys angst in a heartbeat. Js. Let me crush them into pieces pleaseeee

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Nightmares ll@ itsrinrinstuff

It made no sense to Miharu. She swore the red-head had the same feelings for her that she had for him but the sight she saw in front of her was the opposite of those words the two exchanged earlier on in the day. That same familiar smile he gave her, was no longer bestowed upon her but with another girl. She couldn't move from the spot she was in, it was like her feet were cemented to the ground underneath her. 

'No. I don't want this.'

She wanted to stop this, she didn't want this to be true. Everything didn't make sense and she could feel her chest tighten as the seconds went by as she watched the two just converse  and lay kisses upon each other. She grinded her teeth together in frustration and jealous, it was pissing her off but more so for that fact that she actually believe his words. She was too angry with herself to actually be angry with what she was seeing. 

'He doesn't belong to me anymore...'

Of course she was heart broken but she felt like she had no reason to be angry with Rin, considering they weren't together anymore. She had no right to be upset that he had moved on and fell for someone else. It was all just hopeful wishing thinking that he would actually want to stick around with someone as boring as her.

Stirring out of her sleep, she opened her eyes and felt her heart beating fast. Sighing in relief that it was just a dream, she couldn't help be upset about the dream that just took place. She glanced over to her side, seeing the boy still sleeping next to her. It was a bit painful just to look at his face right now so she rolled onto her side, her back to him. She wanted to just forget about the dream but she wasn't going back to sleep anytime soon. She just wanted to cry but the tears weren't coming.

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"... I feel like an asshole now, i'm sorry.."

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30-40

30. How often do you masturbate?

"I already answered this."

31. Age you started masturbating? How did you discover/learn about it?

"15 I think." 

32. What position do you typically masturbate in (laying on back, on stomach, sitting up, etc.)?

"Laying down."

33. Describe your masturbation routine, technique, etc.

"Err.. I listen to a lot of bl drama cds before I do the thing..."

34. What do you masturbate to (porn, smut, imagination, etc.)?

"I just said above .... audio."

35. Have you ever masturbated to the point you got sore?

"That happens a lot to be honest..."

36. Your thoughts the first time you got up close and personal with the opposite set of genitals?

"Ahaha... wouldn't you like to know."

37. Have you ever "compared" (genitals, breasts, whatever) with a friend?

"I compared boobs with Chisami once I think."

38. What kind of underwear do you normally wear?

"I like cute underwear with designs on them - like polka-dots or stripes, or hearts. "

39. Do you ever go commando?

"No, I wear skirts and dresses a lot. So no, I don't."

40. Have you ever had a wet dream/orgasmed in your sleep?

"Once, it was annoying."

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Godammit, itsrinrinstuff called me all drunk and I had two hrs of sleep so far. Now here I am fully awake wondering what's the point of existence? Lol usbisjcksvi gdi woman!

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Oh hey, Azy, look what I found (x) I found 140 Rin icons xD 

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Rin had made his way to Miharu's house, he hadn't been around alot due to being so far away, his school, and then the swim team. Before knocking, his mind started racing and started tlaking to himself. "What if she hates me and slams the door on my face?" He rubbed his head, tilting his head down. "C'mon, Rin. Pull yourself together, everything will be fine..." Rins takes a deep breath, and knocks on the door three times.

Miharu was laying down on her bed in her room when she heard a faint knocking downstairs. Her cousin was home so it couldn't have possibly been him. Furrowing her eyebrows a bit trying to think of who it was, she wasn't coming up with the answer she was searching for. Sitting up, she got up from the bed and made her way downstairs. 

Reaching the doorway, she unlocks the door and opens it only to see who she didn't expect. It been so long since they talked or even seen each other so now it was a bit... awkward. Staring at him wide-eyed, she felt her stomach tense up. Normally she would have been mad about this but she was too shocked to let that sink in. Averting her gaze for a moment, she put her hands into her pockets and tried to gain her composure, "Ah.. hey... long time huh?" Miharu didn't even bother trying to smile, she was sure it would only look foolish considering how she was feeling right now. 

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Mpreg AU ll itsrinrinstuff

It's been awhile that Rin and Miharu have done things so she finally decided to go on birth control since it felt appropriate to do even if they did use condoms. Miharu let Rin stay over one night, and she cuddled next to him as usual. She was stirred out of her sleep when she felt Rin leave the bed. She just assumed he needed to go to the bathroom so she stayed in bed just cuddling up with the blanket when she rolled over. She heard puking in the bathroom and that's when she was starting to get worried. She opened up her eyes and sat up in bed then her eyes looked over to the bathroom. "... Rin? Are you okay in there?" She still heard puking happening in the bathroom. Normally this type of thing would be called 'morning sickness' but Rin's a guy, not a girl. 

She got up from the bed and walked over to the bathroom to see Rin hunched over the toilet. She crouched down next to him and rubbed his back a bit. "Err... if I didn't know any better... i'd say you're pregnant.. but you're a dude... so yea.." She said a bit awkwardly and scratched the side of her head. "Oi, Rin... you okay?"