Apr 28, 2016
You were my favorite.
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You were my favorite.
I hate being so emotional. Like no matter what I do, my mind is always on you.
Tonight is just one of them nights of over thinking about everything especially since I've been single for the longest and wanting to be in a relationship. Haw. I mean being single is alright. It's just that the idea of not being able to do couple things just fucks me up. Ain't gonna lie but I had my fair share of fun back in the days and all that but that's past me. Throughout the years I've been single I've learned alot literally. But sometimes I just need some reassurance in my life. Had to get some of it off my mind. Goodnight/Goodmorning
Honestly I just wanna meet that person who I can call my own.
New Year with the same fucking bullshit.
I havent been my self these past couple days. Ive just been feeling down. With all these thoughts that Ive been having I just dont know. I cant even have a someone to speak to about it without the feeling of being judged. Blah.
Sometimes I wished you waited for me a little longer. It just didnt work out that way. Either way though it was going down hill but I still have hope between us two. Dont get me wrong, but I still love you though.
A great feeling yet wanting more
Don't you feel great after getting over someone? Like someone you been liking for a very long time? It feels like the weight of the world just got lifted off your body, right? You just see them and you just think they're just someone in the crowd or putting it in a more nicer term "just a friend". I think it is sad yet true that in order to get over someone is to get to know someone new (it's true for me for sure!). Or if the person is strong enough they don't need no one to get over that certain someone, but they put other things first to motivate them to pursue something much greater. Well for the wanting more part is now that you know someone new you're back in square one: Flirtation and getting to know each other. Will something grow between you two? Are you guys going to hang out? Is it just a hookup? So many questions to be answered. But hey, by now you should learn what happened to the previous guy/girl you wanted and just use that knowledge for the new guy/girl. Or just don't force it, just let things unravel itself. I don't know I'm just writing whatever is on my mind and this advice sucks then it's whatever. WE LIVE AND WE LEARN.